Saturday, June 6, 2015

prayer 3.3.15

discipline of sitting down every morning to write prayers… earlier was appreciation for space, room, to step back, evaluate, look at what is going on, to see if it is direction we would like to take.  i feel grateful for this space, room, Given By AB, to allow for choice, otherwise, it would be so cramp we may only be able to react between happenings.

this week is becoming this sort of space, giving room to settle, assess, think about trajectory to see if it matches with overall aim, goal, desire, seeking, intent, purpose, vision.  i feel grateful for this freedom, capacity, latitude, opportunity to breathe in this position, taking in morning as it comes, resolved into day quartered In AB’s Sheltering, Provisions, Thoughts, Will, instead of rushing off somewhere occupied with other things.

everyone of us created are endowed with great potential, we are limited only by human convention, to say we need this type of education or that type of job, to fit into man-made schemes, ambitions, designs.  AB Gives Aspiration For Greatness, Raising The Bar Always, Knowing What Is Inherently Possible In us.  man-made things stifle, i feel suffocated in these contrived systems that benefit forced agendas, unnatural, narrow, artificial programs, none of which are effectual in bringing about Good except for rare exception that lives completely outside box and Answers To LIFE.

tesla being one, i see people like baylac trying to penetrate through dense concocted hatchings of man, inundated by compulsive intimidation of systematic impedance, hindrance, inhibition.  in the case of the later is conglomeration of insurance, pharmaceutical, medical inefficiencies that engenders sickness.  every where is aversion, demoralization, disincentive for Good.  any one that has a Good idea, Inspiration, is stricken down, targeted, persecuted, eliminated, to perpetuate self interest, monopolies, tyrannies.

unless we choose consciously to not participate in these tactics, games, maneuvers, we are all but drawn in, drowning, submerged, overwhelmed in schemes that enslave, ensnare, bound.  something simple has become immensely complicated.  it is man’s short sighted, limited vision, replacing Good with falsehood, calling a lie Truth when it is apparently not.  people in healthcare are not about health but to gain profit from disease.  if health is a Real, Genuine, Authentic, there would be much more Truth Abounding, but we cover, gloss over with lies.

there are few that know Truth, some more clearly than others.  i am talking about people in the world.  rare is the courage to stand up for what is Right.  they are called the whistle blowers, scandalized, stripped of honor and dignity.  we are deaden, muffled, overridden, extinguished, voiceless, heavily burdened in established, administered, organized deprivations.  the ones who choose benefit and allegiance with such inhumane arrangements, complexities, modes, will not and cannot speak out in Truth, otherwise, all their advantage gained would be lost, leaving them to scrape in the dust.  

who would want that?  there must be a stronger conviction, for one to choose to abandon, forsake comfort, soft robes, delicacies, for a True Vibrant LIFE.  i feel it takes one a long Way to arrive at Complete Devotion To Truth, simply because it is so against corrupted human nature that seek convenience, easy way out, give us the pill already, we don’t want all this Truth, it’s too hard mentality.  this type of Faithfulness Requires Complete Sacrifice of self which most of us are not willing to give, or even begin to attempt.  we like our contrivances, hardships, trials, persecutions we are apt to avoid, shrink back from, thus the efficacies of corporal punishment, beat them and they will conform.

short term, fear based, reaping all manner of ill effects that distort, pervert, deprave.  AB’s Unrestrained LOVE In Complete Giving, Surrender, Abdication, Abandonment of all the easies is too scary for us.  how humiliating to beg but AB Does, crying after us, seeking Eternally for our Union With LIFE.  that is how Great this LOVE IS, Completely selfLESS, prideLESS, modest, plain, unpretentious, humble, unassuming, quiet, but Powerful, All Encompassing, Deep, Far Reaching, Penetrating, Effectual To The Core And HEART Of LIFE.

we always have Room To Choose our allegiance, belonging, devotion, trust.  this is Gift Of AB LIFE AS IS, TRUTH Of Assurance, Making Room For all to have Freedom.  Great Is Preservation of this Liberty, Principle, Essential Rule, Law Of Righteousness.  we may choose to exercise it at any time no matter the constraints, external, internal, human limitations, boundaries, restrictions, inhibitions, do not affect this ability to choose one bit.  even in the most corrupt dungeons, one may continue to effect this Condition Of Freedom To Choose.  many have, under treacherous, dire debauchment, and found Victory, Connection To LIFE.

i see richard wurmbrandt and his wife sabina, tortured for decades, yet their freedom of choice is preserved, under all circumstances.  this is beyond the laws of man for it is an Inherent Law Of LIFE, Defended, Protected By AB LIFE GIVER.  no one can take this away from us essentially.  it always belongs to us as our Right.  i witness louis zamperini with the same Spirit Of Truth, standing up in face of vicious treatment, Upheld In Strength Of LIFE amid incredibly depleting abuse.  every disciple and follower of LIFE will experience these trials of Strengthening, to witness Mercy, Graciousness Of LIFE In Deliverance, AB Building our Trust despite deadly opposition.  the majority go unmentioned, unknown, Known Always In Heart Of AB, Recognized, Acknowledged Eternally.


it is not human appellation we seek in such submission, understanding, it is something of Greater Substantial Value, Worth, Praise, Worship.  it is Connection To Truth, LIFE AS IS, Foundation Of Everything.  no human will laude us for such Devotion, Faithfulness, Trust, it is Gift Of Most High.  we are Known In Complete Silence, Acknowledge Before entire universe, Recognized as Belonging To AB, called by Name Of Eternal Changeless ONE.  it is not a world audience we bow to but one Beyond all comprehension, hence the Strength For This Upholding Sustenance, Bearing Support, Comfort, Anchor, Peace, Persuasion, Trust, Validated In Authentic Truth AS IS.  despite the bashings, we are Preserved To Stand In Truth Perpetual, Kept Alive In Full Flame, Maintained as witnesses Nurtured In AB’s Cherishing Approval, Sealed In Stamp Of Unrestrained LOVE Continually Without End AMN.

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