soft rains pelting on foliage of forest, refreshing so great, parched, brownness that has not been witnessed. pattering stampede from afar approaching successively. raindrops condensing to fall with gravity, reaching thirsty plants, peoples, animals, forest, unaccustomed to long extensive drought. last rains were almost three weeks ago, disrupting usual inundation of heavy downpours in rainforest during this time of year. we have become like unto california, arid, dry, athirst, albeit our temperatures are tempered by surrounding oceans to remain comfortable, moderated tolerably for this season.
YDH AB for moisture, greatly needed for growth, LIFE. i felt engrossed in inward rumination of parting conversation after work, i did not even notice precious rain drops falling against windshield. doc seemed steeped in her concerns, exhausted from work with her patients. i feel compensation to buy and use my time must be commensurately rewarded, otherwise, there is no point to the exchange. there are only so many hours in a day, many occupations may be had, one must choose wisely how to spend time, resources, devotion. i feel a need to have work in the home to attend to the children’s education, albeit this could be a good learning experience.
i feel grateful for SaBaT Enfolded In AB’s Peace, Will, Rest, Refreshing from this weeks depletion from work. AB Compensates Abundantly and i see reason for time there, to share Good News with messianic pastor and his sister, share about health with another patient who needed uplifting, shifting, so that instead of going against habituated preferences, she may be educated to make conscious choice for Good instead of bad. i feel grateful for these encounters. AB’s Provisions are Always Good for us. i received greatly, much, richly rewarded in things Spiritual surpassing that of physical, material, temporal.
better not to cling, want, require greatly of material things, but attend to Fulfillment By AB SMYM Of Worthy, Fruitful, Sumptuous Elements. Raised Higher, Fastened In AB’s Preservation, Cherished In Approval, so i no longer grovel in the lowlands, hankering over pieces of green backs. i do not believe in fighting over such things. i prefer to be completely unbound by such nonsense. perhaps this is what AB desires for me to realize, this rubbish, baloney, bunk of piffle, mischief, absurdity, folly that is completely non vital, unsustainable in anything Eternal. we are after all not only physical but Spirit Prevails More. thus obedience must be to that of Spirit and not physic because the First Surpasses the latter by leaps and bounds, transcending realm of material to reach Heavenward.
i feel so grateful for AB’s Will, Concluding exhausting week i cannot sustain in Living Meaningfully. to give up oneself to work is draining, onerous, empty, unfulfilling. mammon is not worth pursuing. let it die where it may stand, i choose not to support it but Live In AB’s Sustenance. for an entire year, AB’s Provisions in this financial fast have been Abundant in ways i cannot imagine. why depend on man’s way when AB’s Way Is So Much Better? our trust is Strengthened under trial, our resourcefulness expanded, old useless things and conceptions rid, replaced by useful, meaningful ones. i feel grateful for this Renewal, knowing, aware, conscious of what one does, or is doing Spiritually, Consequentially, Terminally. whenever mammon gets in the way, we are but lost. it is better to let go of mammon to receive LIFE where the former has no jurisdiction, sway, power, sovereignty. this is where AB Reigns, Master Of Supremacy Ascending Most High, Presiding over all. i choose to give command over to AB Completely. this is where i will remain, stay, abide, In AB SMYM AiLM AMN AMNN
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