Tuesday, June 2, 2015

prayer 1.2.15

YDH AB For Awakening earlier this morning before sunup.  sky muted, birds singing, interspersed with roosters’ crow.  i feel grateful to awake and commune With AB SMYM.  Refreshed from day’s physical work in the land, weeding, planting, building rock walls to separate garden.  moving soil here and there for marigolds and sunflowers, reinforcing broken wood box for tools.  moving pile of cut wood from various building projects next to upturn ohia root crusted with lava rock sheltered under old tarp.  freeing space for planting lilikoi vine to climb arbor from middle pole for shading cars now sun beaten, exposed.

much work done, more yet to provide enough food, with goal of growing half to three quarter of our food this year.  we have great need because of voracious consumption.  mulberries, bananas, kumquats are first fruits.  majority still need time since planting of last year.  we are gaining experience and knowledge from cultivation of previous few years.  adjusting selection, creating suitable environ for certain plants, make soil, composting with black soldier larvae, adding organic nutriment from indigenous microbes, encouraging beneficial insects, utilizing grain and legume crops to enrich soil, feeding bananas with weeds piles, adding goat berries to fruit keikis, doubled in size from last year, not accounting ones goats demolished.

latest victim a rolinia, completely stripped.  the one before a soursop, also known as guanabana.  bananas and cane stand no chance against insatiable eating machines.  they seem to like all things forbidden.  times when one got loose wreaked havoc to garden and baby orchard.  in all things is Good and bad.  goats are no exception.  easy to love, difficult to discipline.  humans likewise, we like goats, until tamed by AB SMYM, to have sense resembling Reason.  otherwise we run after all manner of nasties.  this is our condition since separation from AB, Source, Giver Of LIFE.  i feel so grateful for AB’s Recovery, Given REST In AB’s Provisions.  Sated, content, thankful for Deliverance from harm.  rapacious hankering, gluttonous, compulsive, piggish, greedy.  out of control appetites, ravenous addiction, obsessive craze, raging fixation, inflaming temper.

i see no Way out except for AB’s Liberation, LIFELINE Preserving humanity from complete destruction.  Why AB LOVES us is Unsearchable.  we glean glimpses from our connection to our children but AB’s Unrestrained Devotion, Constant Attendance, Abiding Presence, Surpasses all imagination.  Only Creator Knows Reason For Such LOVE Of us, Unreserved With no condition, Freely Given to all without exception.  YDH AB SMYM For Perspicacious Composition, Creating Perfection from what is, Beauty from nothingness.  Originator Of LIFE, Being, Giving Meaning, Significance, Spirit to each one.  no matter how disadvantaged, AB Is Near, Abiding, Constant.  Witness to all our travesty, perversion, corruption, misrepresentation Of LIFE.  Receiving every stab and blow amid our insanity To Heal And Restore, Rallying Emancipation from death, decay, destruction.

opposer of LIFE ineffectual, fruitless, inept, unable to gain profit generation upon generation in degradation, humiliation, indignity, broken down in decline.  we are no match for death, lies, fabrication in falsehood, deceptive inventions, dissimulation.  But AB, Truth AS IS, Shines Forth To Penetrate lolling spread of fraud, trickery, swindling.  how something so magnificent, standing in Presence Of YaHWaH, can succumb to such depths is unfathomable.  reveals every one’s potential capacity for Good and bad.  Given Freedom To Choose, choice is ours always.  do we choose deviation or Veracity, Fact or fiction, Truth  AS IS or lies?  Choice Is Constant.  This Space, Room Provided By AB for every creature, especially sentient ones, able to be conscious of our choice.  humanity, crown of AB’s creation, children, family belonging Originally To AB SMYM, until deceived by opposer, accuser.  liar, who also used to belong to AB but turned sour, bad, rotten, grievous, adverse, grave, putrid, moldy, spoiled, rancid, unfit, skunky.

i feel sorry for all and every divergence from Honor, Truth, Reality, every variance and irregularity of anomalous aberrant being, functioning, reaction.  contorted, dysfunctional, broken, pretentious especially when we are out-of-order.  wolves in sheep clothing, esurient, selfish, intemperate, mercenary, exploitive.  seizing in fear, avaricious, coveting in shame, showing no remorse.  hardened, harsh, sclerosed.  crusty, ossified, frozen.  desensitized, deaden, brutal, cruel, stiff, calculating, merciless, naked, murderous, vicious, violent.  churched are worse because maliciousness is hidden in hypocrisy.  unchurched is blatant, unconcealed, as in day of noah, so we are.  irreverent, shameless, openly sinful, monstrous brutes destroying every in sight.  wretched, mangy, dishonest, lying frauds.  how can there be hope in humanity if not from AB Heavenward?  how does a scoundrel rescue itself from miscreant?  how does a picaroon criminal offender lawbreaker malefactor compensate for the destruction, desecration, vitiation, mutilation, defacement, harm, vandalism, destruction done generation after generation?

to have any hope in bankrupt, enslaved humanity is but foolhardy.  if Truth, Way, AB did not already make Provision For our Redemption, Compensating Complete For all destruction, impairment, how could mankind pay for such grand scale wreckage, devastation, disfigurement, annihilation Of LIFE?  how many generations will it take for realization of need for AB?  how much more razing, extermination, senseless massacre, slaughter must continue for insanity to stop?  i suppose this is Why AB Must Come and Come Soon AB Must, To Save what is left, Revive what has succumbed, Restore that which is lost.  Extirpating evil from earth in Complete Revelation Of Truth AS IS.  Availing Truth for choice freely made.  Pronouncing, Making Known, of choices, conviction, devotion, dedication, commitment, character carved in hearts of habitual practice, choices made repeatedly, over years, decades, entire lifetime.  so that none is in doubt, unclear, obscured, but Known as is.  this our final hour, on verge of extinction, before Judgement Of Mercy, Word Of Appraisal, Proof, Evidence, Shown Forth Complete, to end our madness on earth.  

i believe and was reminded of daniel’s writings of scenes recorded of the end, our time.  When Rock not hewn by human hand or power will Arrest, End all images, facades, illusions, vanity, idols.  Crushing to pieces, pulverizing iron and clay with Most High’s Feet, Lowest, Humility.  crumbling to dust as one, iron, clay, copper brass, silver money, golden shimmering living, naked husk, chaff.  According To Great Magnificent Honor, Expansive Glory, Worship, Trust.  fruit, harvest Received, Spirit Complete, Living Mountain, Shelter of multitude fill entire earth.  Kingdom Of Peace shall never be broken.  family is not forsaken nor left to be crushed.  Bringing To Completion, Fulfillment, Eternal Rule Everlasting.  ALaH Most High of the multitude Certified, Make Known, Reveal, Show Forth, KING, BEST, FINEST, How Great Is LIFE, following Way.  Truth AS IS Bind Firmly To Fasten, Recover.  Faithful Assurance AMaN Interpret, Teacher Make Known.  seen from Original, chapter 2:34-36.


YDH AB For Word Of Assurance, unmixed, unmingled, Clear, Precise, Sound, Whole, Complete Revelation AS IS In Original ALM AMN AMNM.

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