Wednesday, June 3, 2015

prayer 2.19.15

YDH AB For Work that is suitable in environment congenial.  conversation with doc baylac reinforced understanding of what she is desiring to accomplish with treatments in supporting body, mind, spirit in healing.  i feel grateful seeing value in work contributing to health.  AB i would like to seek Your Will In Balance, Living LIFE According To AB’s Precepts, Direction, Conduction.  this little pivot effecting many shifts, greater need for reliable vehicle with more driving, balance of life, work, school, financial changes, occupation of time and endeavors.  i feel grateful for these changes calling forth adjustments buttressed in Support Anchored In AB SMYM, Foundation Of LIFE And Being.

awaken before dawn, sky clear with stars, forest sleeping yet punctuated with various sounds of animals, insects, amphibians.  panda comes up to be next to me, my bed all rolled up, still, cool air in darkness permeate.  i have missed my time on the land being out in town for half the day, coming home after sunset, i realized my need to return earlier.  visit with friend at bayfront after work took time.  in exchange of time for money deprives of time for other events, like visiting with people, spending time.  if life is kept simple, requiring less resources, sustained on produce of land, time may be conserved for meaningful adventure.  i feel this balance will soon reveal itself to settle this shift.

i feel calm, at peace, restful in AB’s Care, Settlement, Resolution, grateful for arrangement unfurling with fruitful potential in AB’s Constant Cultivation.  thriving in healthfulness, vibrant, alive, invigorated in LIFE.  aware in knowing each solution must conclude in AB SMYM For me.  i am truly Given The Best And Finest, riding a very nice, smooth, long wave with horizon in sight, gliding in AB’s Embrace, Cherished Always In AB’s Approval.  life is similar to surfing with many getting up and down, some good, some not so good, some really bad.  you must just keep getting back on up if you want to surf despite the flips and falls.  the goal is to get to the shore safely, with AB Pushing, Driving all the Way!

our education being inferior to our forebears, worsening with successive generation, we cannot write as they do, think as they do, speak as they did.  i compare myself to thoreau, in less than 200 years, we have deteriorated to become desperate, decrepit in our expressions.  i feel he had much greater courage than i can ever muster, living out his purpose.  reading smithsonian magazine, browsing through titles with brief descriptions are unforgivable writing mistakes.  my children have greater facility of expression than ever to commit such blatant errors.  how did that get printed anyhow if it was not caught in editing?  the articles are prosaic, trying to relive something that is dead.  i find better, bristling, spirited writings but they must be older, beyond 1950’s, when general populace was better educated.  today, i doubt too many have capacity for such reading.  most text have to be dumbed down for people to comprehend.  deep conversations are rare indeed.

there is a certain vibrancy, sparkle, liveliness in older writings, profound writings must be ancient.  those claiming enlightenment these days are but mere conceptions of elaborate fabrication, some ethereal thing when it is really Simple.  AB Is Light That Illuminates, Giving Understanding, Wisdom to all who seek it to know AB SMYM.  it isn’t complicated, obscure but Clear, Manifest, Evident, Straightforward, Accessible, Unpretentious, Unassuming, Natural, Intelligible.  i feel our children should all be Enlightened, Taught By AB SMYM, that they may be raised in Clear Understanding Of Truth AS IS.  it is not some magical thing that only happens for a few, it is for everyone, Open, Faithful, Humble.  not some far fetched fancy pie in the sky thing that is attainable only to the handful but Availing For All!

AB’s Will Is For every one to Know Truth AS IS, This Is LIFE, Changeless, Eternal, Perpetual.  to know Truth In Relationship, Friendship is our Purpose In LIFE, to seek this Connection With LIFE GIVER is our inherent Drive, Motivation in Worship.  like all living things, we are made to seek Light, Truth, LIFE.  i do not know of any living plant or animal that seeks the dark naturally.  with Given Gift Of LIFE, our inclination is toward LIFE, Health, Wholeness, Soundness.  even the sick, dying seek LIFE after living decades in decay.  death is not sought naturally except in extreme desperation to effect relief, only it is the wrong Answer, Solution, End.  i do not know that it solves anything consequentially, it is a giving up on LIFE, losing trust, faith, belief, but in the very end, it is still that struggle with LIFE, to end it.  that is a hard thing.


jacob wrestling with AB in despair to find faith, trust, belief reinforced when wrangling is ended by Mercy.  we fight but blindly.  if we could see Resolution Near, Result Of Peace, there really is never a need to brawl, contend, argue, strive, challenge, dispute with LIFE.  grappling is unnecessary if we may surrender to find REST in AB’s Peace Always, trusting in friendship, AB’s Provisions Are Always Perfect, Complete, lacking in nothing Good.  this takes knowing AB’s Heart, Wide Open To all, Completely Revealed, Character, Truth, Light AS IS.  you must desire, choose to seek after, and Truth Will Surely Find you in the end.  there is truly nothing new under the sun, all is Made Known, Declared, only we forget and need continual, perpetual reminding, generation after generation.  our perceptions blunted, our minds dulled, our hearts hardened but AB Always Has Solution in myriad transformations, effecting Healing, Restoration, Recovery, that we may know Truth after all.

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