Wednesday, June 3, 2015

prayer 2.9.15

death of pride, willfulness, painful but necessary that union may exist in broad context.  removed from society, fellowship, company affords deeper sensitivity in perception as callousness is healed, sensitivity restored, living in one’s reality and not other peoples’.  returning to association entails regrowing of covering, perchance to shield from awareness of faults.  feeling distress and shock from flood of mixed messages in confusion from people, in doubt, turmoil.  experiencing disheartening disturbances, incongruence, dealing with jumbled perplexity, as we come to clearer Authenticity, Truth, Genuineness, Coming Together.

inherent within us is need for communion, affinity, kinship, connection, yet this need cannot be met realistically by another unless they may be in tune, harmonized, peaceful.  meeting in Unrestrained LOVE avails space for convergence, participation, contribution.  Humility cohere, bind, melting differences when we have One Aim in sight, Mercy, Relationship, Devotion To Truth.  we may come to appreciate each other’s process, journey, struggles, willing to be vulnerable, remaining soft, yielding, gentle, meek.  dropping vanity for Substance, choosing cooperation, synergy, acceptance, forgiveness.  Spirit Of LIFE Enables diffidence, service, simplicity, truthfulness, togetherness in union.

three nights in row of disrupted rest, dog barking, phone calls coming in at odd hours, running thoughts when awaken.  i feel need for proper rest.  feeling need for requisites of LIFE, well being, health.  need for diligence in practice availing necessary elements of LIFE:  nutrition in sunshine, fresh pure air, water, whole plant food fresh, free from taint of poisons, proper dosing of rest, activity, cleanliness, mental poise, warmth in temperature, companionship, friendship.  conscious awareness and effort are required to supply our well being with these needs inherent to LIFE.  AB Provides but it is up to us to imbibe, assimilate, incorporate elements of health, conform to laws of our being, a constant undertaking, non-stop application in maintenance.

our hearts beat, we breathe breath after breath, these sustained by AB LIFE GIVER.  nerve impulses transmit messages integrated in neural network yet comprehended in the mind that lives beyond the physical.  every minute detail of chemical, electric, magnetic transaction cascading continuously, stuff of LIFE functioning in us.  predominantly, our bodies put up with much, as majority of messages are overlooked, warning signs disregarded.  even as we succumb, collapse is merciful, that is, naturally, without modern medical intervention.  otherwise, it becomes rounds of painful invasive procedures, drugging, tubes in every orifice, punctures to access circulatory system.  vain attempts to right life when simpler, natural, more efficacious means would suffice.

no amount of intervention can heal, if the organism lacks vitality to heal itself.  no amount of drugs, procedures, ointments, dressings can bring about a wound to heal, unless the individual heals, by inherent program, designed to do so.  attempt any amount of curing processes on a dead thing, nothing happens.  only a live thing can heal itself, that being the Original Design, Plan, Will Of AB SMYM.  how amazing our bodies, how greatly it tolerates all manner of abuses, yet seeks LIFE for us perpetually, consistently, because it obeys the laws of LIFE, of our being, make up.  only we in our deviation choose destruction, death, confusion instead of Truth.  natural consequence follow the laws of LIFE, Existence, Being.  thus we may choose to ignore signals only to suffer result of that choice.

when Best And Finest Is Offered, why do we choose anything inferior?  perhaps we lack trust, perhaps we disbelieve, reject and deny Truth AS IS.  to what end?  is it not Best To Follow And Adhere To Finest That IS?  i feel we compromise for so many reasons but none valid.  Truth must be practiced, walked, applied and not simply professed, performed, effectuated.  otherwise it is but empty, futile, useless, inconsequential.  hypocrisy, pretense avails barren, desolate results.  LIFE must be lived, rightly, truthfully, we are not just actors on stage but Given Significance for every choice we make and effect, Substance, Meaning Of LIFE, otherwise, what’s the point?


YDH AB SMYM For Safeguard, Preservation, Restoration, Sustenance In Good.  i choose Way Of LIFE.  though great is flooding of distortion, perversion, Truth Is Near, Revealing AS IS, that we may choose LIFE instead of death and destruction.  we only must be willing to open to receive LIFE AS IS, that we may be Nourished.  YDH AB For Provisions Continually To Satisfy every need, Comfort in our distress, Mercy in our destitution, Salvation Unto Eternity, Belonging With AB SMYM LIFE GIVER.

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