Tuesday, June 2, 2015

prayer 1.25.15

AB SMYM YDH For much needed Refreshing, Opening Heavens, Pouring Forth Rains beginning last evening, continuing into this day.  embalmed in weeks of dry heat, seems unimaginable, unbelievable our desperation is relieved!  this seasonal rain almost seem unfamiliar but very deeply welcomed.  drenching thirsty land, trees, flowers, animals, creatures, filling tanks, sating a great essential need.

having lived in scorching heat abnormal for this season for weeks, we have almost come to accept desert like dryness but with past experience, we know better.  analogy is drawn from this experience to our present condition living on earth, separated from AB SMYM.  steeped in immersion of vice, violence, wicked betrayal, but from AB’s Word, Complete history of Existence, we know better.  we but wait for Restoration as we waited for the rains that came to Bless, Comfort, Give LIFE to all.

i feel grateful for AB’s Generous Magnanimity, Provision to meet our need, knowing season of suffering, sorrow is but almost complete, finished.  today, my mom’s birthday.  would be 77 years ago but she is no longer with us but resting unto AB’s Day Of Complete Restoration.  i feel Great Comfort, Surrounded By Moisture Of LIFE, appreciating Fulfillment Of Truth AS IS.  anointed in rain, kept alive in full flame by AB SMYM to witness Reunion soon upon us.

i saw a discussion of ‘god’ and some attempt at defining such a term.  cs lewis once wrote about limpets trying to describe mankind.  i see the impossibility and feel in Reality, we can never truly arrive at Full, Complete Knowledge Of AS IS, simply because we are the created and not ‘GOD’.  i realize we lack facility, capacity, IS-Ness that is GOD, Truth, Foundation Source Of LIFE.  if there is any significance in us, being combination of material and Essence, Spirit, LIFE Of AB SMYM, it is due to Contribution Of our Maker Who Cherishes us in Unrestrained LOVE.

remove the LIFE, we return to material, insentient.  no different than dust of the earth.  we are valuable because AB Places, Bestows value upon us, and treats, holds us as worthy.  we but reflect AB’s Importance, being called children of Most High Heaven.  inherently, we are alike with all creation, without LIFE we are but filth of the earth.  subject to all elements, laws of creation, originated for our Good.  only pride distorts true seeing, knowing of our real condition.  it desires to remove LIFE GIVER Creator from equation, but that is only foolishness in futility, vanity, fruitlessness.

like the recent noah and exodus, when the very LIFE of all elements, Truth is removed from Reality, everything appears false because that is what it is, a lie.  to those who love Truth, it is revolting.  to those who love lies, there is no victory but a sham because everyone knows it is but a lie.  unto destruction, discredited, vomit of every witness of such travesty, perversion, distortion.  being Truth-less, it is also without LIFE, lame, ridiculous, farcical, puerile.  big names don’t mean a thing when these become instruments of deception, misrepresentation.  

i cannot imagine them standing before AB SMYM, except but in shame.  i feel so sorry for such mischief, asinine, desperate attempt to kill Truth, Reality, LIFE AS IS.  it simply cannot work, only the insane would venture such injudicious, vacuous, idiocy.  how sad, our condition to warrant such productions, faithless, mad, adulterous, perfidious, ungrateful, thankless.  how easy and quickly we would all perish without Sustenance Of LIFE.  how arrogant to think we may do without LIFE GIVER.  i believe most know the TRUTH, especially so, when faced with duplicitous presentation.  there is an inherent recognition of Parent by a child, a bond unquenchable, connection of validity that can never be denied, held in our very genes, our programming.  

i feel that AB Only would be without this map, arrangement, code, because AB IS Origin, Existence AS IS, Truth, LIFE, Author, Planner, Maker.  everything that is made has an order, sequence of commands imputed for it to function.  there is a purpose to this creation.  because we are also Given Gift to create on our own, albeit not to the same extent as AB’s Abilities, we can understand this creative process and feel akin to some degree to know of the reasons AB creates.  it is AB’s Nature, Character that is imprinted on everything created, as is our own creations.  marked with Signature, Authenticity Of Original, thus Ownership, Rightfulness, Legitimacy of creation.

we cannot exist apart from Creator because if we did, what would our purpose be?  it would no longer be relevant!  thus, for us to exist, our Maker must also IS With us.  AB can do without us, but we cannot do without AB SMYM.  thus it is ludicrous to undertake the impossible, deny Truth, reject LIFE, but some do and they look very reckless indeed in their undertaking.  even this controverting is but exercise of the very Free Gift AB Preserves for all, to choose as we will, freely, even against Truth, or rather, especially in opposition of Validity, Veracity, Faithfulness.  even this can be reality for some.


i choose a different Reality, one based in Certitude, Principle, Verity.  AB Upholds the Actual, Authentic, Genuine.  This Is Changeless, Pure, Firm, Eternal, Enduring, Strong, because AB Is Such.  Only Unrestrained LOVE In Mercy, Compassion, Availing Forgiving, Magnanimous, Can Accept all AS IS, despite denial, rejection, renunciation, betrayal.  the one refusing, withholding, declining Truth is but abandoning LIFE.  ultimate in contradiction but these are so many.  Truth lovers but few, rare.  when found, we treasure these as precious, and they are, because uncommon, superior, extraordinary, Beloved Cherished Of AB SMYM.

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