Tuesday, June 2, 2015

prayer 1.10.15

what is difference between calling from AB to that of mankind?  i feel because i live this life daily that i may talk about it.  personally, i feel the calling of AB is one that can never be planned nor decided on.  it is a path AB Sets us on for our Good and entails great sacrifice of self, ego, pride, material goods, but in the end, gain our soul, understanding LIFE AS IS, TRUTH, AB SMYM.

the calling of mankind may sound like some kind of calling but involves some sort of decision in some kind of agreement known ahead of time.  rather like a job interview where one looks at the qualifications and see if there is a fit for the need.  AB’s Leading is very different, for the shores are unknown, unknowable, unbound, limitless.  it is a calling into Truth, Relationship With AB SMYM.  not to a place, nor institution.  the place is only relevant in that it effects the Will Of AB SMYM, for us.

mostly, we are chosen for a Purpose, to save us.  my own journey in this sacred path has been lifelong but intensified in the last few years in intimate relating with AB.  this mostly brought about from a desire to know AB SMYM more.  Given opportunity to do so in study of original language of scripture, Word Of AB that has fastened and bound me inseparable.  i feel i presently cannot live without AB for one single fleeting moment because AB has become my LIFE.

thus, calling from AB Transforms a life inwardly for Good, to belong Complete to AB SMYM.  no longer our own, it is AB’s Will we live by.  i feel grateful for this calling, very humble, unassuming, modest, stripped down to bare essentials without superfluities, Face To face With AB, Resolved In Presence Of Truth.  for a Truth seeker, this is Heaven.  Essence, Most High Of Being, Existence AS IS.  this is my Home.

Trust In AB Is Absolute, unquestioning, Complete from intimate, personal knowing of Reality, LIFE GIVER.  Knowable because AB Is Unchanging, Faithful, Constant, Abiding With us from Beginning To Finish.  AB Reveals Character, Way Welcoming to Receive us in Approval, Making Room Always To Accommodate, Assimilating, Joining In Union each one that says yes to LIFE.

decision for AB is made daily, moment by moment.  it is based on present commitment, devotion, dedication of the heart in entirety.  it has no job titles, it is unpaid for in human terms.  AB Abundantly Compensates Heavenly, not with paper money.  we do not belong to mammon once we have resolved to follow AB wheresoever Light Giver settles us.  it is now AB’s Will that Rules us, governing, regulating every aspect and element of our lives for Good.

church is an adulteration.  Name Of AB is used for secular purpose.  in proselytizing, it is furthering of man-made agendas that run counter to AB’s Will.  we witness in history how many of such things are done from greed, pride, selfishness, in the Name Of AB.  killing, stealing, destroying.  in reality, arbitrated by spirit of falsehood, cloaked in sheep’s clothing, called a church.  inside is much vicissitude, malice, hypocrisy, because it is human run and not Truth run.

spirituality has nothing to do with church.  church is mere gathering of people, no different than any organization, only more hypocritical because we, in our weakness, cannot with all our shortcomings, live up to Ideal while remaining disconnected from LIFE, Truth, Unrestrained LOVE.  what human institution has been able to?  i see none.  those called out by AB live alone, untethered, free, unencumbered.  only in this Way may we speak Truth AS IS.  our salary comes not from mankind but AB SMYM, thus we are free to speak against and say that which is Right.

those paid for by the church, work for the church, can never speak thus honestly.  there is always conflicting interest, that of man vs Truth, AB SMYM.  being paid for by humans, of course we will shut up about their faults, become politicians instead of Truth speakers.  unable to be free because we are bound, bought, sold.  in order to speak Truth, we must be employed, occupied, hired by AB, Whose Word It Is we speak, Always.  anytime we speak otherwise, we are dishonest.  this is not acceptable to AB, if we are servant of Most High.

True Calling is never premeditated, considered.  we are Led Always Into Truth AS IS, step by step, day after day, if we choose to follow Voice Of Truth.  when we stop listening to hear Truth, this Voice stops speaking.  because it is a Soft Voice, repulsed by hard heartedness.  Non-intrusive, Gentle, Humble, this Voice can only be perceived in openness.  to those who seek it, Voice Of AB Is Clear Always, Beseeching, Mild, never forceful nor condemning, never critical nor judgmental.  Always Uplifting, Approving, Favorable, Warm, Welcoming, Comforting, Encouraging, Honest.

honesty can be painful when it really matters.  most shirk these moments to compromise for the lesser, in the end fritter away inconsequential.  we are called to stand for these moments because they mean much.  it is always our choice, to stand with Truth or not.  taking this position is hard on the human ego, pride, selfishness.  once the latter are foregone, it becomes simple.  always Right or wrong.  it takes knowing in relationship what Righteousness Is.  most of us are raised in compromise, yet deep within, Principle Of Truth LIVES Always To Direct.  humanity has corrupted this Purity.

it is only salvageable when we are Returned, Reconciled With Truth, to belong wholly to LIFE AS IS.  not church, not any man-made body, corporate entity, be it religious or not.  servants of YaHWaH are Named after YaH, not by man.  they are not called after any church, most do not belong to one.  some do, but these struggle to speak Truth within confines of these bodies.  YShWA when on earth did not belong to any sect and certainly not the Jewish religion.  AB Walked Alone, Called Alone, Worked Alone.  


those who came to follow AB were all called, ultimately completely transformed, to resemble AB SMYM In Spirit, Truth, Character, Nature.  every one persecuted, some killed, outcasts of society because they spoke according to Truth As AB Does.  darkness wants nothing to do with LIGHT because ugliness is revealed.  Truth Is hard to those steeped in vice, distortion, corruption.  they prefer death to LIFE.  thus it is way of death it deals.  LIFE GIVES, death grasping, hungry, thirsting for more blood, insatiable.  it is an adulteration, opposer of LIFE AS IS.  what is our choice this moment?  this day?  presently?  ongoing?  consistently?  day after day?  Who do we belong to?  Who Is in Command of every faculty, resource, capacity?  are we completely, wholly given to LIFE?

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