Tuesday, June 2, 2015

prayer 1.4.15

YDH AB For calm night without winds.  Returning misty to us SaBaT afternoon, Filling With Joy in her restoration, looking healthier, eyes bright, leaner, stronger than when she left a week before full moon of AShaR/Tevet.  full moon being two days before.  i feel so grateful for her recovery, softening, calm, happy, appreciative.

that which we seek after we become.  thus AB Bid us to seek First, Foremost Spiritual Kingdom, Domain, Principle, Rule, Character, Education, Preparation, Nourishment.  widespread endemic possession of mammon, riches in material, carnal comforts, mundane pursuits.  we are lessen, sublunary, banal, superficial, inane, lacking Substance, Solidity, Rectitude.  Import, Significance, Meaning Of LIFE we know not.  our ‘i’ this or that we know much and our time frittered, spent, bankrupt by devices, media, occupation by inferior substitutes.  exchanging Real Worth for surrogate counterfeits.  babysat by false imitations that can never replace the REAL.

maybe it is fear of AS IS, feigned delusion in pretense from pridefulness.  maybe we cannot accept Truth AS IS in stark, distinct, sharp focus.  Clear, Evident, Plain, Marked, Glaring Manifestation Showing Forth our faults.  we choose denial, hiding to obscure because we lack Humility, Acceptance Of Reality AS IS.  afraid to view our own ugliness, nasty, unpleasant, rotten, spiteful, disfigured, monstrous selves.  in our mind image we see Ideal, Beauty, Perfection.  when we look in glass reflection, hideous, repulsive, appalling Reality of our True condition.  we have been lied to all this time!  veil covered in duplicity, fraud, treachery.  swindled, cheated from Substance, duped by devious artifice.

made to belief we have the BEST but given fake gambit, machination wangle for Genuine, inflated ego for Authentic Legitimate Completion.  until we are awaken, we are asleep, unaware of false fallacious distortion.  our entire world faithless, inconstant, dishonest, perfidious.  more than half divorce, forsaking Honor, Truth, Faithfulness.  the rest unhappy, drunken in contrivance, imbibing falsehood for True Wine.  where is our Relief?  Salvation?  LIFELINE?  Deliverance?  if not in YaHWaH Liberator Rescuer, Champion Advocate Vindicator In True Freedom.  AB Knows our condition in reality, Chooses To Undertake Responsibility To Save each one, Completes To Resolve, Settle, Pay For In Full our Redemption.


why?  Simple, AB Creator Originator LIFE GIVER IS Unrestrained Mercy, LOVE Unconditional.  REAL AS IS, Knowing Beginning To End, Able, Willing, Devoted To Save, Free, Restore us to LIFE.  YDH AB SMYM For Reclaiming, Giving us Name Of YaH, Revived To Belong To AB’s Family As ONE.  Rebuilding brokenness, Refreshed Fortified To Belong In AB’s Abiding Unceasing Presence.  YDH AB For Constant Dependable Faithfulness, Attending To our every need, Overflow With Blessedness, Assurance, Truth AS IS, Word Of LIFE ALM AMN AMNM

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