Tuesday, June 2, 2015

prayer 1.13.15

YDH AB SMYM For Comfort, Encouragement, Buoying above fray, Constant Abiding Of Assurance, Ready Approval, Unswerving Faithfulness, Ceaseless Mercy, Unrestrained LOVE Surrounding To Cover us Always In Cherishing, Sealed In Ownership Of LIFE GIVER.

watching movie of narnia series portraying elusive aslan, i feel incongruity because AB In Reality Is Always Near.  Abiding With us From Beginning To End.  personal experience is that of Constant Protection Enveloped In AB’s Wings, Sheltered from all harm, injury, danger.  if AB seems far off, it is that we are encrusted smothered in darkness, are blinded to not know AB’s Presence Embracing us.  

i see AB Going Before us taking all the blows, yet we are aware, defended under canopy of Divine Companionship.  Encompassed all around, AB receiving brunt of attacks.  this is what a Good Parent would do, does, and is my experience of AB SMYM.  what Righteous, Exemplary Parent would not be available to a child Always?  more so than the child’s recognition, appreciation, cognizance of this Actual Presence.

our unconsciousness does not negate Fact, Reality Of AB’s Abiding With us.  Protecting, Defending, Preserving, Restoring, Rescuing, Saving us from ruin.  Lifting us Upward, raised from danger, set Upright, Increased, Established In Best And Finest.  we are indeed treated like kings and queens though we fall short.  in the raising of a child, what parent would not suffer this upbringing?

AB Being Most Understanding, Knowing Completely our beginning and end, Is Indeed Long Suffering Because Perspective Is Perfected.  there is nothing that is missed, nothing amiss in AB’s Position, Way, Rule, Governance.  if we choose to deviate from Truth, it is us that is faulty, faithless, gone awry.  AB Remains Changeless, Pure, AS IS.

i remember my babysitter, a teenager maybe jessi’s age, when i was but a babe.  i remember her kindness, purity, love toward me when i could barely walk!  i do not remember much of myself but i remember her care, gentleness, smiling warmth.  47 years hence, i sit praying with bright blue shawl she made for me.  even then were synthetic yarns.  significance is in her devotion toward me, not the artificial fibers.  being poor, man-made was accessible at the time.  uneducated, humble, kind is she to me.

truer essence, fragrant, permeating memory residing in heart and spirit.  it is not physical but spiritual that connects us.  material is Gift Of AB to experience our amazing created world in substance, palpable, visible.  we are made for deeper participation, appreciation, recognition of insubstantial.  knowable, apparent to heart that perceives, notices country, sphere beyond that perceived by physical sensing.  Spirit is indeed palpable, visible, knowable.  we have capacity for this kingdom.

world and domain of YaHWaH, a belonging to LIFE GIVER, not of worldly, temporal, material, inconsequential, impermanent, But Perpetual, Enduring, Abiding, Constant, Unchanging, Eternal.  choice is always ours, to belong or not.  only choice, decision made in devotion, committed, resolved, settled, is of effect, import, meaning to us.  AB Will Accept any and all our choices AS IS, thole, suffering without complaint nor resistance In Unrestrained LOVE AS IS.

Gift Liberating, Availing Freedom in our choosing.  Greatest Gift to the sentient, for we know it means something consequential, momentous, far reaching, effectual, of substance, weight, honor, respect, esteem.  such is AB’s Gift to each one, children created in likeness, nature, character as AB SMYM, infinite in capacity for LIFE, Choice.  can you imagine where we would be if we had chosen Union instead of divorce with AB SMYM?  how great, how much more glorious, magnificent than our current state and condition?


i feel thankful for AB’s Mercy, Salvation, Revival, despite our short fall, failure, inadequacy.  not wiping out consequences of our choices but making Way For Bestowal Of Mercy, Forgiveness, Redemption of wrong.  AB Paying Complete Price for our inapt, lawless, unfaithfulness.  this is when we realize and know Mercy AS IS In Truth, Substance, Consequence.  enabled to appreciate Gift Of LIFE.  Given understanding of Beginning To End, of our choices.  Preserved along the Way to know Assurance In Unrestrained LOVE, Acceptance, Cherishing, Approval Of AB SMYM.  Such Is Encompassing Mercy, Grace, Compassion, Magnanimity, Blessing, Favor Of AB.

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