Tuesday, July 14, 2015

prayer 7.6.15

Trust, a difficult thing if we are unfamiliar with Dependability, Reliability of some one or some thing.  on belay first time hanging two story up in air, to jump off ladder to wall on tiny rope hooked onto tiny person below far away seems frightening.  Trust however is built on engagement, relating, give and take, yielding fruitful union, meeting, agreement.

cementing of objects in aggregate is similar, joining all elements into one Whole, Holding mixture of things together, hardened into Usefulness.  we made an outdoor shower area, mixing cement for the first time, i realized is like unto making bread, easier when done with hands in the mud.  we added grey beach sand from bayfront, cinder dug up from the site, crushed from walking and use, decorated the area with smoothed beach stones and tile from pam, makes for naturalized look.  with 3:1 mix of aggregates to cement, it cured quickly, hardening by afternoon to support feet walking on top.

anchors wedged into beams of house support an entire person hanging on side of house.  i feel grateful to be able to finally finish caulking the east wall unreachable by safe ladder work.  now, we will be able to paint this surface completely and set climb holds to access this face for fun and means of approach.  five holds made of fake rock set below outside piano room provides access up balcony.  it is not a difficult climb but requires agility, hoping on rocks while on wall with extended reach.  i rate it a 5.4, jacob gives it a 5.8, i feel perhaps he is more fair, taking into consideration the reaches even though the holds turned a certain way makes for good easy grip.

long stretches of ascent requires hooking in for safety all the way to top of house with no safety zone below.  our crash pad is the cinder path below.  ABa is our Constant Belayer, Tethered to us Faithfully, Supporting us in Union Settled For LIFE.  Upholding Blessing for children of creation, LIFE GIVER Sustain to Refresh every one daily, Comfort Of Assurance Embrace each one in Gentle Mercy, Ceaseless Unrestrained LOVE Encircle family Supported In LIFE.  Making Room for decision in Freedom expressing devotion of occupation.  ABa Fortify, Confirm, Validate, Seal In Approval every decision, even the bad ones espousing death and destruction.  This Is True Freedom Completely Unbiased, All Inclusive.  ABa Accepts every decision made in Heart Of Truth AS IS.


rejection, denial, contradiction, deviation is humanity, ABa is Wide Open, Agreement, Correspondence, Peaceful Covenant that takes no offense.  Magnanimous Nature Accepts every thing we cannot, HUGE Heart Revives to Restore all in Union, Gathering children all over to include in Celebration Of LIFE.  it is our Choice to accept Invitation Of LIFE or not, ABa has Called every one, leaving out NONE.  we must decide to participate or not.  Gentle Meekness does not the forcing, we do, in our limitation coerce others into compliance, manipulate to get our way, lack consideration in greed and selfishness.  ABa Regards all, Taking IN from beginning to end every one without prejudice, discrimination, Embracing to Include every child of LIFE in Will Of Existence, Being, Spirit, Character Of Way.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Changeless Consistency, Faithful Devotion, Honoring Regard Remembering us Always, Sustained In Goodwill AMeN.

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