every time without fail when finger is pointed, accuser becomes the accused, convicted of very thing projected outward seen in another but is reflection of self. i feel grateful for this reflection, ABa Revealing Truth AS IS, Humility Cherish In Assurance, Kind Beneficent Gentleness. we become harsh, hardened, sclerosed through battering, abuse, maltreatment. if ABa raised us, we would reflect Character In Unrestrained LOVE, Nature Of LIFE GIVER instead of our parents, parents before them, etc. thus violence we experience passes from generation to generation unconscious, but we are awaken to view its effect, Given Room to make a choice not to continue causing harm, our children much more aware than we prayerfully, to choose Gentle Humility instead of pretentious pride that is fear based.
i realized i was hypocritical out of need, when fear dominate internal landscape, there must be pretense for protection, some sense of security, albeit fabricated and not Real. body armor is invented for barrier against attacks, however empty and useless, until awareness is Clear to see futility of such arrangements. ABa Shows Truth In Gentleness, taking all the time we need, building Confidence, Trust, so that we may choose to relinquish useless acting, falsehood, feigning, to learn we may rely on True Being, Faithful Devotion Complete. posturing of deception is fear based, when we may trust in ABa’s Protection, we may choose to drop useless dissimulation, dishonest hypocrisy, lying. i feel grateful for this release, realizing that True Protection Is With ABa LIFE GIVER, Honest Defense, i am Covered Complete under ABa’s Wings Of Protection, Sealed from all harm in ABa’s Vindication, Support, Safeguard, Sanctuary, Assurance Complete.
whatever a child does may be redundant when Attentive Parent In Charge Covers faults, weaknesses, destitution. we are indeed desperate in all our attempts, fruitless, unsuccessful, futile. the only holy holy is our leakiness, dissipation, exhausting pointlessness. ABa’s Holiness Is Substantial, Real, Honest, Genuine, Legitimate. whatever humanity imitate can only be the copy, mock, unflattering. human kings, rulers, judges, owners, teachers, guardians, fathers, mothers are a farce compared with What IS. we may bolster with deception but it never adds up. i as a human mother realize my inadequacy, i may be able to physically give birth but to mother is something entirely different. none of us were taught to parent, to LIVE Rightfully, Healthfully. my own journey has been discovery of Truth Revealed, stage upon stage, incorporating kernels, assimilate Reality, learning Honesty, Faithfulness, foregoing deception, armoring, hardness for Acceptance. ABa’s Tutelage Is Supreme, Foremost Engendering Authenticity.
one can only learn Truth in Face Of Truth, ABa Abiding Constant Reveal Fact Upon Fact, Upholding Sustenance In Reality AS IS. i feel grateful for ABa’s Gentle Humility, never forceful, Accommodation is Complete to Accept without offense, Received in Magnanimous Beneficence. we are regarded Highest even when we are lowest, none of us worthy but Valued By LIFE GIVER as LIFE Is Principled In Unrestrained LOVE, Unreserved, Openly Freely Given to all. no human can Bear even a minor fault easily, certainly not the shortcomings, frailty, defects, errors, liability of every one ever given LIFE. Only ABa May Undertake Responsibility Entirely for all of us, children of Creation Forgiven Complete. the angry ones are us, ABa is not vexed by the most hideous of us, there is never resentment, annoyance, offense taken. we may see this in ABa only from our weak projections of self onto LIFE GIVER, and even this falsehood ABa Bears, Suffers, Forgives. we are the wrongdoers, lawless, out of control, hateful, destroyer of earth and self. i feel grateful for ABa’s RESToration, Settlement, Balance, Recovery despite our total failure.
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