prayer 7.12.15

fragility of existence, we are mutable.  evil when Light Illuminates contract in fear.  peoples oppressed, persecuted, violated by force, destroyed by transgression, assaulted by dishonor, harmed by infringement, degradation, devaluation.  fear based tactics do not work, never has, never will.  ABa’s Unrestrained LOVE Sustain all expressions, Accepting evil Complete in Forgiveness, Yielding LIFE to all without reservation.  exclusion is a human thing, denying Truth, Access, eliminating whatever is viewed as competition because of covetous greed, fearful unease.  accuser opposers of LIFE afraid of the very thing they dish out to others, covering everything with corruption, falsehood.  grasping, egotistical, deceitful, envious, rapacious, insatiable, voracious hankering for more in dissatisfaction.  it is not enough to destroy peoples, animals, plants, earth with ddt, pcb, agent orange, monsanto continues to create deadly substances for public masked in deception.  genetic adulteration of any living organism’s program, essential code of LIFE, harmful on all levels along with toxic chemicals produced for profit.  facts are veiled, twisted, altered to sell exorbitant, unconscionable, outrageous amounts worldwide, by lying, cheating, intimidation, bullying.

no more bully.  i am not sure how such a hideous existence can emerge, clearly sell out is involved on many fronts, enticed by greed, smooth talking, facts never present.  how else would we agree to such evil?  if we had known the heart, intention, design, meaning of deliberate calculation to cause harm, damage, destruction, deaths, who would agree to such premeditation of malicious ill will?  nefarious, depraved, criminal lawlessness is rampant, Truth Reveals Reality AS IS in suffering, abominable corruption, unspeakable wickedness cloaked in governmental support selling out the peoples.  sinister mischief, malignant degeneracy, demonic depravity rule hearts given over to greed, pride, appetite, intemperance, pleonexia, avarice.  this is not normal nor healthy, it is end stage manifestation of dissatisfaction, a type of insanity, serious mental psychosis, complete disturbance out of Order.  raving mad destruction of LIFE, crazed, enraged, wrathful, violent, there is no reason for existence of such derangement, only that covetousness is cultivated, raising fume warped in adulterating Good.  cunning hatred curry approval for atrocities that do not deserve favor, obscuring Truth to pander lies, manipulating everything to get its wicked ways, disguised to beguile in debauchery, perversion, defilement.

it is time to Stop, End, Cease, Rest.  ABa’s Restoration is called for, Resolute Answer Of LIFE sought, Truth desired every where by peoples obscured in darkness, persecuted by vice, oppressed by tyranny.  the very country created for freedom is immersed in perverse payola.  there is no one Good, all have fallen short in error, missed the Mark, we are blind, deaf, dumb, broken down in collapse, deficient in lack.  ABa Is Near Fulfilling Faithfulness In Devotion, Resolve Settlement of imbalance in Truth AS IS, Honoring every one in creation, Restoring LIFE.  there is something Author Source Of LIFE Knows that monsanto doesn’t.  it can never know Truth because it chooses falsehood.  Ultimate Revelation will shock every one, Unrestrained Beneficence has the Last Word.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Assurance Of LIFE, Comfort Of Approval, Cherishing Embrace Welcoming us HOME, Made Room For In Complete Acceptance Of Warm Reception to Face LIFE.  death is temporary, LIFE Eternal.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restoration Assuring humanity place With LIFE GIVER, Encircled In Devotion Of Genuine Faithfulness, Real Benefit, Authentic Legitimacy in Truth AS IS Reality AMeN.

uncle cecil is resting, i am praying for Peace Of Comfort Surpassing all Joyfulness to Surround family in Embrace Of LIFE.  Supported In Assurance Most High, Encompassed in Fortification Of YaHWaH AMeN.  there is no other Peace to be had, only Peace Truthful, Real, Complete In ABa’s Abiding Presence, Restoration, Reconciliation gathering children HOME AMeN.

prayer 7.10.15

every time  without fail when finger is pointed, accuser becomes the accused, convicted of very thing projected outward seen in another but is reflection of self.  i feel grateful for this reflection, ABa Revealing Truth AS IS, Humility Cherish In Assurance, Kind Beneficent Gentleness.  we become harsh, hardened, sclerosed through battering, abuse, maltreatment.  if ABa raised us, we would reflect Character In Unrestrained LOVE, Nature Of LIFE GIVER instead of our parents, parents before them, etc.  thus violence we experience passes from generation to generation unconscious, but we are awaken to view its effect, Given Room to make a choice not to continue causing harm, our children much more aware than we prayerfully, to choose Gentle Humility instead of pretentious pride that is fear based.

i realized i was hypocritical out of need, when fear dominate internal landscape, there must be pretense for protection, some sense of security, albeit fabricated and not Real.  body armor is invented for barrier against attacks, however empty and useless, until awareness is Clear to see futility of such arrangements.  ABa Shows Truth In Gentleness, taking all the time we need, building Confidence, Trust, so that we may choose to relinquish useless acting, falsehood, feigning, to learn we may rely on True Being, Faithful Devotion Complete.  posturing of deception is fear based, when we may trust in ABa’s Protection, we may choose to drop useless dissimulation, dishonest hypocrisy, lying.  i feel grateful for this release, realizing that True Protection Is With ABa LIFE GIVER, Honest Defense, i am Covered Complete under ABa’s Wings Of Protection, Sealed from all harm in ABa’s Vindication, Support, Safeguard, Sanctuary, Assurance Complete.

whatever a child does may be redundant when Attentive Parent In Charge Covers faults, weaknesses, destitution.  we are indeed desperate in all our attempts, fruitless, unsuccessful, futile.  the only holy holy is our leakiness, dissipation, exhausting pointlessness.  ABa’s Holiness Is Substantial, Real, Honest, Genuine, Legitimate.  whatever humanity imitate can only be the copy, mock, unflattering.  human kings, rulers, judges, owners, teachers, guardians, fathers, mothers are a farce compared with What IS.  we may bolster with deception but it never adds up.  i as a human mother realize my inadequacy, i may be able to physically give birth but to mother is something entirely different.  none of us were taught to parent, to LIVE Rightfully, Healthfully.  my own journey has been discovery of Truth Revealed, stage upon stage, incorporating kernels, assimilate Reality, learning Honesty, Faithfulness, foregoing deception, armoring, hardness for Acceptance.  ABa’s Tutelage Is Supreme, Foremost Engendering Authenticity.

one can only learn Truth in Face Of Truth, ABa Abiding Constant Reveal Fact Upon Fact, Upholding Sustenance In Reality AS IS.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Gentle Humility, never forceful, Accommodation is Complete to Accept without offense, Received in Magnanimous Beneficence.  we are regarded Highest even when we are lowest, none of us worthy but Valued By LIFE GIVER as LIFE Is Principled In Unrestrained LOVE, Unreserved, Openly Freely Given to all.  no human can Bear even a minor fault easily, certainly not the shortcomings, frailty, defects, errors, liability of every one ever given LIFE.  Only ABa May Undertake Responsibility Entirely for all of us, children of Creation Forgiven Complete.  the angry ones are us, ABa is not vexed by the most hideous of us, there is never resentment, annoyance, offense taken.  we may see this in ABa only from our weak projections of self onto LIFE GIVER, and even this falsehood ABa Bears, Suffers, Forgives.  we are the wrongdoers, lawless, out of control, hateful, destroyer of earth and self.  i feel grateful for ABa’s RESToration, Settlement, Balance, Recovery despite our total failure.