prayer 7.28.15

our bodies and all things physical are tools Supported By Being.  the way we use our bodies, physical things reflects an inward devotion, intent, motive, will.  this is where we may choose how we operate any thing, how we treat any thing or any one, how we interact and respond to material, manifest substance.  ultimately it is heart expression we are dealing with, belonging to respect or violation of Rightfulness, Justice, Mercy, Good, Truth, Peace, LOVE Unrestrained.

sun has arisen, cicadas sing among trees of forest signaling warmth.  we were inundated by rains day before, humidity fluctuate with moisture in atmosphere embracing earth.  we get to live here in ABa’s Land.  some choose Peace, others violence.  surrounded by nature, living in accord with LIFE in healthfulness is Beneficial, extricated from adulteration.  i received letter from california child support enforcement agency asking information for heywood’s whereabouts.  we do not know since he is not communicating with us.

instances like these remind how sick we have become as society, fathers abandoning families, evading necessary support to run away in shameless disregard.  refusal to support legitimate family is out of control, enforcement impotent, thus leaving families in lurch endangered by riotous, unbridled lawlessness.  i feel grateful ABa Is Near Upholding Goodness Consistent.  we live simply, lack in nothing Good, ABa Supplying all our needs physical, emotional, mental, spiritual.

we got into this mess by confusion, seduction, drawn aside from Rightfulness into vice, wrongdoing, corruption.  in this scenario, no one gains, every one is used to satisfy insatiable appetite, succumbing to addiction inextricable.  on the side of the abused, ABa Is Near to Deliver, Defend, Protect.  the abusers will be convicted one Way or another.  depraved dissipation attempts adulteration of Fact Changeless, they may obscure Evidence, eliminate Witness, pervert Trial but ABa’s Judgment is Clear, unaffected by dissolution of debauchery, transgression, crime.

i feel grateful for Justice, Reward Consequential.  we may not ever receive human justice but ABa’s Truth Stands, Compensation is Sure.  seek thus not any thing from the world but from Eternal Faithfulness Of LIFE GIVER Justifying all things, Making Right every situation, Restoring Good in Ceaseless Mercy AMeN.

prayer 7.12.15

fragility of existence, we are mutable.  evil when Light Illuminates contract in fear.  peoples oppressed, persecuted, violated by force, destroyed by transgression, assaulted by dishonor, harmed by infringement, degradation, devaluation.  fear based tactics do not work, never has, never will.  ABa’s Unrestrained LOVE Sustain all expressions, Accepting evil Complete in Forgiveness, Yielding LIFE to all without reservation.  exclusion is a human thing, denying Truth, Access, eliminating whatever is viewed as competition because of covetous greed, fearful unease.  accuser opposers of LIFE afraid of the very thing they dish out to others, covering everything with corruption, falsehood.  grasping, egotistical, deceitful, envious, rapacious, insatiable, voracious hankering for more in dissatisfaction.  it is not enough to destroy peoples, animals, plants, earth with ddt, pcb, agent orange, monsanto continues to create deadly substances for public masked in deception.  genetic adulteration of any living organism’s program, essential code of LIFE, harmful on all levels along with toxic chemicals produced for profit.  facts are veiled, twisted, altered to sell exorbitant, unconscionable, outrageous amounts worldwide, by lying, cheating, intimidation, bullying.

no more bully.  i am not sure how such a hideous existence can emerge, clearly sell out is involved on many fronts, enticed by greed, smooth talking, facts never present.  how else would we agree to such evil?  if we had known the heart, intention, design, meaning of deliberate calculation to cause harm, damage, destruction, deaths, who would agree to such premeditation of malicious ill will?  nefarious, depraved, criminal lawlessness is rampant, Truth Reveals Reality AS IS in suffering, abominable corruption, unspeakable wickedness cloaked in governmental support selling out the peoples.  sinister mischief, malignant degeneracy, demonic depravity rule hearts given over to greed, pride, appetite, intemperance, pleonexia, avarice.  this is not normal nor healthy, it is end stage manifestation of dissatisfaction, a type of insanity, serious mental psychosis, complete disturbance out of Order.  raving mad destruction of LIFE, crazed, enraged, wrathful, violent, there is no reason for existence of such derangement, only that covetousness is cultivated, raising fume warped in adulterating Good.  cunning hatred curry approval for atrocities that do not deserve favor, obscuring Truth to pander lies, manipulating everything to get its wicked ways, disguised to beguile in debauchery, perversion, defilement.

it is time to Stop, End, Cease, Rest.  ABa’s Restoration is called for, Resolute Answer Of LIFE sought, Truth desired every where by peoples obscured in darkness, persecuted by vice, oppressed by tyranny.  the very country created for freedom is immersed in perverse payola.  there is no one Good, all have fallen short in error, missed the Mark, we are blind, deaf, dumb, broken down in collapse, deficient in lack.  ABa Is Near Fulfilling Faithfulness In Devotion, Resolve Settlement of imbalance in Truth AS IS, Honoring every one in creation, Restoring LIFE.  there is something Author Source Of LIFE Knows that monsanto doesn’t.  it can never know Truth because it chooses falsehood.  Ultimate Revelation will shock every one, Unrestrained Beneficence has the Last Word.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Assurance Of LIFE, Comfort Of Approval, Cherishing Embrace Welcoming us HOME, Made Room For In Complete Acceptance Of Warm Reception to Face LIFE.  death is temporary, LIFE Eternal.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restoration Assuring humanity place With LIFE GIVER, Encircled In Devotion Of Genuine Faithfulness, Real Benefit, Authentic Legitimacy in Truth AS IS Reality AMeN.

uncle cecil is resting, i am praying for Peace Of Comfort Surpassing all Joyfulness to Surround family in Embrace Of LIFE.  Supported In Assurance Most High, Encompassed in Fortification Of YaHWaH AMeN.  there is no other Peace to be had, only Peace Truthful, Real, Complete In ABa’s Abiding Presence, Restoration, Reconciliation gathering children HOME AMeN.

prayer 6.22.15

ABa ShaMaYM YaDaH For Peace Of Comfort In Complete Acceptance, Embracing us in Cherishing Assurance, Direct Conveyance Undertaken In Goodwill Cause For Celebration.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Way, Being, Now-ness, Appropriate, Suitable, Legitimate to Carry us through every trial, tribulation, trying.  Uplifting in ABa’s Restoration, Sustained In ABa’s Provisions Constant, Tender Regard, Consistent Faithfulness, strung together in MaLA, Garland Of Grace Merciful, Gentle, Adoring children of creation missing the Mark.  Seal Of Approval Is Near, Liberating In Genuine Authenticity without delay, ABa’s Will Of LIFE Sustains us.  

a friend’s mom just passed away, she is going home to family in taiwan.  i may relate because i went through similar situation last year around this time.  her and i are bound as sisters in Spirit, simple, able to suffer for Good, sensitive, understanding.  we’ve met three times in person, once at our house, twice at theirs.  they live almost a hundred miles away on other side of island but we are connected nonetheless.  praying for ABa’s Will for her and family.  ABa Goes Before them, is their Rear Guard, Conveying every one to Safety, Restoring Hope In Comfort Of Assurance Complete.

i had gone to bed very early after few days of hard physical work on land and house.  did not see her text till awakening this morning, my heart goes to meet hers.  i feel grateful vince is in her life supporting her, vis a vis.  i feel grateful ABa Embraces to Carry each of us, child of LIFE GIVER.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Sustenance Restoring us daily to LIFE, Constantly Providing Way In Deliverance.  for us is a car that will not start.  after googling the problem on 98 chevy blazer, it is confirmed with shop assessment of low fuel pressure, fuel pump needs replacement since there is not enough pressure to turn over vehicle during initial start.

shop estimate two months before was for almost 850 for parts and labor.  the part itself online is less than 150.  there was a video showing how to replace the pump and it didn’t seem hard.  perhaps on an old vehicle may be challenging with rust, etc.  we will need some kind of jack.  maybe an uncle can help.  perhaps even peter may be asked to see what his response will be.  he is the closest, next lot over.  we could tow the car over if he is willing to help us.  i feel grateful for information online so we are not in the dark, kept dependent on mechanics who tend to gauge for living.  there is always HOPE and i feel grateful.  i will need to learn how to check for fuel pressure by borrowing a gauge.  there is probably a video online to show how and where to connect to check.

YaDaH ABa For Constancy, Faithfulness, Gentleness in dealing with us daily, Immediately, Intimately.  Humility Of Gracefulness Encircle In Complete Acceptance, Guiding, Teaching, Sustaining LIFE for all in creation.  Succinct Provision Support every one Meeting every need in crisis, Carrying us to Shore Of Safety, ABa’s Peace Resolving In Settlement Eternal, Permanent, Appropriate.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Undertaking, Answer, Abiding Presence, Comfort In Agreement, Harmonized In Balance Redeeming LIFE for us.  In Unrestrained LOVE we have no need for fear, ABa Cover every one in Goodwill Of Trust, Honoring Word Of Truth Complete AMeN.