prayer 6.24.15

i feel grateful for ABa’s Provisions, Preempting our needs before we arrive, Preparations Made Ready In Abundance, Surpassing expectations.  Support Of LIFE Encircle In Comfort Peaceful, Settling children Embraced In Faithfulness.  to possess Reliance Of Trust Resolved In Constant Assurance Accords Balance, Poise, Equanimity, Fearless in any situation knowing ABa Is Defender Vindicator, Able to Deliver in Will Of LIFE Complete.

our white 98 chevy blazer will not start, fuel pressure was low two months ago and we have had difficult starts with the car since we got it last year.  battery has been changed, gift of pam our neighbor when we lost all our support and alimony over a year ago.  ABa Provides in so many ways by so many means.  this past year is witnessing Deliverance Constant Supplying all our needs, Restoring Confidence in Intimate Support.  i am able to have three jobs, two iffy, one steady enough to cover our minuscule expenses in simple living.

ABa’s Support Encompasses aspects unknown before but now familiar.  we are able to get off temporary assistance for needy families, qualifying us for more help with car repair.  i feel grateful for this situation ABa Afforded, Prepared, Covering all costs for fuel pump replacement on this old car.  two months ago, i had rejected this need, postponing possibility that is now our Reality.  i feel grateful we were not stuck some where but the car gradually stopped working, died at home.  it will need a tow, which is also Covered while we are in transition.  i feel grateful for Collective Support meeting basic needs these past few months.

ABa Shifting us Always to Dependence On LIFE GIVER, Truth, True Security.  Removing us from harm, Settling us in Safety, Giving Sanctuary to the forsaken, abandoned, discarded.  in throw away society, even humans become disposable, ditching children and spouses, running away from responsibility is rampant.  i should put out a wanted ad for heywood, wanted by child support enforcement agency for non-payment of child support and alimony since february 2014, wanted by security exchange commission for 20 million dollar fraud, wanted by the fbi for criminal fraud, now fugitive overseas, escaping obligation, accountability, legal responsibility, Answer Of Truth.

heywood is merely copying the big guys doing the same.  monsanto is changing its name, escaping to europe to evade tax and legal encumbrance in this country.  we witness their desperate attempts at masquerade, laughable, shameful, weak.  if there is any pride in anything committed, they should stand firm to face the consequences but they all run!  thus it is disgrace, ignoble, infamous, debased.  falsehood has no true foundation but lives in vileness.  Who could know Reality, Heart Of Truth except ABa, Seeing Beginning to End, Result of all decisions made, actions effected, devotion of heart, worship, dedication.

i feel grateful ABa Uplifts in Ceaseless Mercy for those fatherless, widowed, orphaned from abandonment.  there is no one Good except for ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH LIFE GIVER, Abiding Faithfulness, Committed Support when everything human fail us.  ABa’s Affection In Cherishing Assurance Encircle In Unrestrained LOVE, Enduring Comfort Of Assurance, Complete Settlement In Balance Of LIFE.  i feel grateful Given Sanctuary In Peace Surpassing all imagination, ABa Restore in Fortification Of LIFE, Console in Reassuring Support, Carrying children in Strength Of Encouragement all the Way.

prayer 6.22.15

ABa ShaMaYM YaDaH For Peace Of Comfort In Complete Acceptance, Embracing us in Cherishing Assurance, Direct Conveyance Undertaken In Goodwill Cause For Celebration.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Way, Being, Now-ness, Appropriate, Suitable, Legitimate to Carry us through every trial, tribulation, trying.  Uplifting in ABa’s Restoration, Sustained In ABa’s Provisions Constant, Tender Regard, Consistent Faithfulness, strung together in MaLA, Garland Of Grace Merciful, Gentle, Adoring children of creation missing the Mark.  Seal Of Approval Is Near, Liberating In Genuine Authenticity without delay, ABa’s Will Of LIFE Sustains us.  

a friend’s mom just passed away, she is going home to family in taiwan.  i may relate because i went through similar situation last year around this time.  her and i are bound as sisters in Spirit, simple, able to suffer for Good, sensitive, understanding.  we’ve met three times in person, once at our house, twice at theirs.  they live almost a hundred miles away on other side of island but we are connected nonetheless.  praying for ABa’s Will for her and family.  ABa Goes Before them, is their Rear Guard, Conveying every one to Safety, Restoring Hope In Comfort Of Assurance Complete.

i had gone to bed very early after few days of hard physical work on land and house.  did not see her text till awakening this morning, my heart goes to meet hers.  i feel grateful vince is in her life supporting her, vis a vis.  i feel grateful ABa Embraces to Carry each of us, child of LIFE GIVER.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Sustenance Restoring us daily to LIFE, Constantly Providing Way In Deliverance.  for us is a car that will not start.  after googling the problem on 98 chevy blazer, it is confirmed with shop assessment of low fuel pressure, fuel pump needs replacement since there is not enough pressure to turn over vehicle during initial start.

shop estimate two months before was for almost 850 for parts and labor.  the part itself online is less than 150.  there was a video showing how to replace the pump and it didn’t seem hard.  perhaps on an old vehicle may be challenging with rust, etc.  we will need some kind of jack.  maybe an uncle can help.  perhaps even peter may be asked to see what his response will be.  he is the closest, next lot over.  we could tow the car over if he is willing to help us.  i feel grateful for information online so we are not in the dark, kept dependent on mechanics who tend to gauge for living.  there is always HOPE and i feel grateful.  i will need to learn how to check for fuel pressure by borrowing a gauge.  there is probably a video online to show how and where to connect to check.

YaDaH ABa For Constancy, Faithfulness, Gentleness in dealing with us daily, Immediately, Intimately.  Humility Of Gracefulness Encircle In Complete Acceptance, Guiding, Teaching, Sustaining LIFE for all in creation.  Succinct Provision Support every one Meeting every need in crisis, Carrying us to Shore Of Safety, ABa’s Peace Resolving In Settlement Eternal, Permanent, Appropriate.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Undertaking, Answer, Abiding Presence, Comfort In Agreement, Harmonized In Balance Redeeming LIFE for us.  In Unrestrained LOVE we have no need for fear, ABa Cover every one in Goodwill Of Trust, Honoring Word Of Truth Complete AMeN.