prayer 6.30.15

Reviving Renewal is such a Beautiful thing!  Restoring Usefulness, Making Good, Suitable, Accorded Favor, Approval, Given Assurance Most High, we imitate Way, Pattern, Unrestrained LOVE to practise the same.  a 15 year old rope hammock, broken, rolled up, relegated to under the house for the past few years remembered, retrieved, recovered from its decrepit state.  working all afternoon untying knots to free broken rod, restringing this old beat up thing purchased in new hampshire, hung out doors amongst trees when jessi was born.  we took it down to atlanta with us, hanging it on second story deck overlooking lake.  the kids enjoyed swinging in it.  we took it to california when we moved to be closer to my parents.  in arcadia, it hung outside on couple of ancient avocado trees next to house.  many children have swung on it, enjoyed afternoons in cool of shade.  when we came to hawaii, it came also but was replaced by other hammocks procured from around the world during travels, that was 2008.

we have been on this island since, ABa Settling us here, Given Rest from business to LIFE In Simplicity, Intentional Undoing, finding Balance, Cleansing from past, Growing in Understanding,  Clarity, Sustained In ABa’s Complete Devotion, Faithfulness, Genuine Comfort.  In ABa’s Cultivation, i have become much stronger, healthier, resilient in Joyfulness, feeling Constant Gratefulness for everything.  in times past, inundated by heavy filth, darkness, ignorance, LIFE seemed impenetrable, now everything seems Clear, Perceptible, Palpable, Within Reach, Accessible.  i am speaking of the Good stuff.  i feel grateful to be Recovered, Saved In ABa’s Liberation, Emancipated from my old ways, Renewed in LIFE, ABa Restoring disconnect on so many levels, brokenness, fragmented living to ONE In Union Related to LIFE, Connected daily in Truth AS IS.  i feel Blessed Indeed to be Revived in ABa’s Renovation, Rehabilitation, Rebuilding shattered lives, dysfunction, failures.  Covering us without hesitation in Embrace Of Acceptance.  i feel Freed from all encumbrance, Revived daily in ABa’s Restoration Continually.

softer, gentler, sensible, conforming, humble, peaceful, ABa Imbues Character Beneficent in harsh creatures accustomed to violence, abusive fierceness, forceful aggression, ferocious intemperance.  to tame such beasts, humanity must come close to LIFE to know Reality Of Unrestrained Mercy, Complete Acceptance, Comfort Of Approval, Assurance Embracing all.  ABa came close to me when i had nothing, beaten to death, stripped of all belongings, humiliated, trampled, forsaken.  ABa Uplifted In Cherishing Comfort, Gathering our broken family, shattered, faithless, impotent of Good, ignorant of LIFE, denying Truth AS IS, ungoverned, lawless, out of control, prideful, deceived, blind, deaf, dumb.  at the time, i thought i was something when i really was nothing Good.  today, i know better, seeing Reality AS IS daily Revives, Humility Sustain In Truthfulness, Genuine Authenticity.  i didn’t even realize what a hypocrite i was until ABa Removed me from my old ways, Renewed In Way Of LIFE, Truth AS IS.  today, i may choose Honesty over lying when falsehood is urged.  this is Room Made By ABa ShaMaYM i did not have before, pressed by opposition, thrashed in confusion, disjointed, disintegrating in destruction, faltering in contravention.

ABa has Reunited Whole, Assimilated In Integration Encompassed In Safety.  Uncluttered impedance, removed strangling suffocation, unloading stress, Free In Cultivation Of LIFE.  i belong to LIFE GIVER, always has, always will, only i did not realize Truth Of Fact.  under ABa’s Tutelage, Trust Is Rebuilt, Faithfulness Restored, Honesty Revived In Genuine Authenticity.  ABa’s Ceaseless Care, Constant Abiding, Certain Approval, Devoted Assurance Carry us in Poise, ABa’s Commitment Settle In Guaranteed Presence Of Peaceful Union.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restfulness, Legitimate Lawful Ease, Harmony Of Order Assuring Comfort.  knowing ABa Is Eternal, Changeless, Immutable, Constant, Unvarying, Consistent, Permanent In Faithfulness, i may trust in ABa’s Solidity, Substantial Truth, Valid Authority, Reliable Soundness.  there is no disturbance here, Peace Reigns Eternal, ABa’s Devotion Is Exact, Authentic, Precise AS IS.

prayer 6.24.15

i feel grateful for ABa’s Provisions, Preempting our needs before we arrive, Preparations Made Ready In Abundance, Surpassing expectations.  Support Of LIFE Encircle In Comfort Peaceful, Settling children Embraced In Faithfulness.  to possess Reliance Of Trust Resolved In Constant Assurance Accords Balance, Poise, Equanimity, Fearless in any situation knowing ABa Is Defender Vindicator, Able to Deliver in Will Of LIFE Complete.

our white 98 chevy blazer will not start, fuel pressure was low two months ago and we have had difficult starts with the car since we got it last year.  battery has been changed, gift of pam our neighbor when we lost all our support and alimony over a year ago.  ABa Provides in so many ways by so many means.  this past year is witnessing Deliverance Constant Supplying all our needs, Restoring Confidence in Intimate Support.  i am able to have three jobs, two iffy, one steady enough to cover our minuscule expenses in simple living.

ABa’s Support Encompasses aspects unknown before but now familiar.  we are able to get off temporary assistance for needy families, qualifying us for more help with car repair.  i feel grateful for this situation ABa Afforded, Prepared, Covering all costs for fuel pump replacement on this old car.  two months ago, i had rejected this need, postponing possibility that is now our Reality.  i feel grateful we were not stuck some where but the car gradually stopped working, died at home.  it will need a tow, which is also Covered while we are in transition.  i feel grateful for Collective Support meeting basic needs these past few months.

ABa Shifting us Always to Dependence On LIFE GIVER, Truth, True Security.  Removing us from harm, Settling us in Safety, Giving Sanctuary to the forsaken, abandoned, discarded.  in throw away society, even humans become disposable, ditching children and spouses, running away from responsibility is rampant.  i should put out a wanted ad for heywood, wanted by child support enforcement agency for non-payment of child support and alimony since february 2014, wanted by security exchange commission for 20 million dollar fraud, wanted by the fbi for criminal fraud, now fugitive overseas, escaping obligation, accountability, legal responsibility, Answer Of Truth.

heywood is merely copying the big guys doing the same.  monsanto is changing its name, escaping to europe to evade tax and legal encumbrance in this country.  we witness their desperate attempts at masquerade, laughable, shameful, weak.  if there is any pride in anything committed, they should stand firm to face the consequences but they all run!  thus it is disgrace, ignoble, infamous, debased.  falsehood has no true foundation but lives in vileness.  Who could know Reality, Heart Of Truth except ABa, Seeing Beginning to End, Result of all decisions made, actions effected, devotion of heart, worship, dedication.

i feel grateful ABa Uplifts in Ceaseless Mercy for those fatherless, widowed, orphaned from abandonment.  there is no one Good except for ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH LIFE GIVER, Abiding Faithfulness, Committed Support when everything human fail us.  ABa’s Affection In Cherishing Assurance Encircle In Unrestrained LOVE, Enduring Comfort Of Assurance, Complete Settlement In Balance Of LIFE.  i feel grateful Given Sanctuary In Peace Surpassing all imagination, ABa Restore in Fortification Of LIFE, Console in Reassuring Support, Carrying children in Strength Of Encouragement all the Way.