prayer 7.5.15

baptism by fire, immersed in experience of LIFE, smiling, grateful, happy, contemplative, interactive is what i am observing with our new comer jacob, son of my childhood friend kimmy, known over almost four decades of our lives.  i feel grateful she sent him, giving opportunity for reunion and growth, Cultivated In ABa’s Land.  he is eager to begin projects planned, making outdoor shower area, installing holds for climbing walls on exterior of house, belay peoples up to paint east face of structure, cutting weeds in forest, goat herding the babies, mountain biking, hiking in volcano, stand up paddle board, beaching at hapuna, surfing with friends.  looking forward to a fun engaging twelve days, witnessing growth of a child mentored by two other children.

i feel grateful to be released from church, returned to service, filling empty donation book shelves with satisfaction, reorganizing area to flow with LIFE, contribution from Heart Of Truth, ABa ShaMaYM, Creator Of SaBaT SaLaM.  it was good to reconnect with friends, touch base with them.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Continual Sustenance, Provisions Of LIFE Support, Anchored In Blessing.  looking forward to dawn, flocks of birds passing through forest with songs, siren of roosters echo in woods.  i feel grateful to talk and listen to sierra, getting ready to leave island for college, a proposed seven year stint to get a doctorate in pediatric physical therapy.  with her determination, drive, willingness, i feel she will be successful.  mine will be first generation to remain at Home With ABa as Teacher Guardian Parent.  we are for Free Education on all levels.  humanity is yet to catch up but shift is happening quickly for global free access to college education online.

three majors are offered through people’s university but i personally feel all majors can be done online with local practicums incorporated.  there is no reason core curriculum could not be made available to every one for free if we divert military spending to education of populace.  society is shifting, people know what they want, no more of this secret dealing in government behind our backs.  things that carnegie mellon, dupont, etc can get away with in the 30’s are not doable today.  every body knows in Reality what is happening.  what we call health care today is a farce, supporting pharmakeia, sorcery, it is a delusion to profit big pharma and does harm to the peoples.  what we need is Real Health Care that addresses cause, usually lifestyle related which stems from miseducation, thus we must begin with proper education, rightful information, so that right choices can be made.  it is really all a choice, no one forces any one to eat mcdonald’s food, it is a choice.  no one forces commitment of evil in Face Of Truth, it is a choice.

we choose to rarely eat out and only at one place we know is SAFE to eat, foods prepared indigenously, authentically, doing minimal harm to body when ingested and takes little energy for digestion.  this is our choice.  most meals are taken at Home of high quality whole organic unadulterated foods from the land and local farmers we know.  every thing taken in affects the system whether we realize it or not.  i am aware of its effects thus choose to avoid harmful substances because they affect my performance, well being.  i choose to not suffer ill effects and live in ABa’s Balance, Sustenance, Provisions Of Simplicity.  we live a high quality LIFE, that is our choice.  ABa Guards every aspect of our being, Engendering Health, Liveliness, Awareness.  i feel grateful for this union of Connection Sustained In ABa’s Embrace, Constant Abiding Assurance.  we have no fear because ABa is our Defender Vindicator, Encircling to Protect children of creation in Goodwill Of LIFE.  there is no place i would choose to BE than right here, With ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH AMeN.

prayer 7.1.15

i feel grateful for ABa’s Provision, Clarity, Straightforward Dealings With humanity collectively, privately, personally, involving every aspect of our Being.  we are indeed not orphans left to fend for ourselves but Constant In ABa’s Care.  Given Complete Freedom in all our choices to effect and experience everything at will.  no human will nor can allow this kind of Liberty in any system we have witnessed come forth as a whole.  every order has its control, limitation, restriction but ABa’s Will Of LIFE Encompasses all allegiance, devotions, beliefs, even false ones.  Unrestrained LOVE Accommodate, Making Room for every expression possible, even evil, otherwise there is no true Freedom. 

in our limitation, smallness of heart, Reconciliation Of Reality, Truth AS IS Most High absolving evil seems difficult.  ABa Accepts every choice!  those who choose evil have Freedom to do so.  collectively, we suffer because of selfish choices but Wisdom Makes Room for Full Complete expression, apart from this True expression, there is no Real Freedom.  we try to contain, control, confine but none of these methods work for the Reason we are created in Complete Freedom.  ABa Seeing Beginning to End In Faithful Devotion Grants every expression, thus Affording Freedom for all, including opposers of LIFE.

Perfection is ability to manifest all potential of entire spectrum, if this is not possible, it would be arbitrary, which is what humanity is about, power, dominance, jurisdiction, little hitlers running around claiming ownership when nothing belong to us.  so finding out the reason for elimination of hemp in 1937 signed by president roosevelt, a few covetous individuals with huge timber holdings wanted to stifle hemp production is to get rid of competition, hamstring the entire country to become dependent on them who hold vital resources.  dupont, mellon, chemical giants did not want fair competition from something as useful, easy, simple as hemp, they made something inferior called nylon and wanted to sell it to everyone.  our representatives argued but law was passed in favor of wrong instead of right.

we are here today because of selfish choices, follow the mammon, the trail is clear, pointing to insatiable greed, covetousness, error, falsehood, deception.  the more we have, the more we want, the more we seem to need.  the less i have, the less i want, the less i need in Simplicity.  corruption reign our government, every representative that is not for the people, corporations proposing against humanity should be tried by the public.  i feel sorry for monsanto, it’s method, devotion, works resemble wicked forbears but are not succeeding.  devotion to greed, dedication to destruction, commitment in selfishness are broadcast, the people know the impotence of a government sold out.  iceland relegated every criminal banker where they belong, in jail.  it is rightful to feed monsanto its own creations, dupont, mellon, every politician that lied, commit treachery to receive their own institutions.

when all is revealed, disgrace, shame, humiliation, chosen in Freedom is seen, no one forced these choices on people who made them.  pride perhaps overcame each one to make unconscionable decisions against LIFE, humanity, peoples, nations, earth, but nonetheless, it is choice made freely.  every chooser must Face Consequence, Result, End of their making.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Resolution, there can be no running away, only Forgiveness for every one, especially poured out for the most sinful.  how Awful to admit wrong in Face Of Truth Full Of Forgiveness!  i feel it will be 100 times harder than punishment, Grace In Ceaseless Mercy Poured Forth In Unrestrained LOVE Convicting the hardest of hearts.  prayerfully, we will not choose to behave as jonah of old, to curse Repentance, Restoration, Forgiveness, because then, we will behave in spirit of opposition to LIFE.  choose LIFE, not death, choose Forgiveness instead of offense, stand with LIFE GIVER in Welcoming Acceptance of all AMeN.

prayer 6.30.15

Reviving Renewal is such a Beautiful thing!  Restoring Usefulness, Making Good, Suitable, Accorded Favor, Approval, Given Assurance Most High, we imitate Way, Pattern, Unrestrained LOVE to practise the same.  a 15 year old rope hammock, broken, rolled up, relegated to under the house for the past few years remembered, retrieved, recovered from its decrepit state.  working all afternoon untying knots to free broken rod, restringing this old beat up thing purchased in new hampshire, hung out doors amongst trees when jessi was born.  we took it down to atlanta with us, hanging it on second story deck overlooking lake.  the kids enjoyed swinging in it.  we took it to california when we moved to be closer to my parents.  in arcadia, it hung outside on couple of ancient avocado trees next to house.  many children have swung on it, enjoyed afternoons in cool of shade.  when we came to hawaii, it came also but was replaced by other hammocks procured from around the world during travels, that was 2008.

we have been on this island since, ABa Settling us here, Given Rest from business to LIFE In Simplicity, Intentional Undoing, finding Balance, Cleansing from past, Growing in Understanding,  Clarity, Sustained In ABa’s Complete Devotion, Faithfulness, Genuine Comfort.  In ABa’s Cultivation, i have become much stronger, healthier, resilient in Joyfulness, feeling Constant Gratefulness for everything.  in times past, inundated by heavy filth, darkness, ignorance, LIFE seemed impenetrable, now everything seems Clear, Perceptible, Palpable, Within Reach, Accessible.  i am speaking of the Good stuff.  i feel grateful to be Recovered, Saved In ABa’s Liberation, Emancipated from my old ways, Renewed in LIFE, ABa Restoring disconnect on so many levels, brokenness, fragmented living to ONE In Union Related to LIFE, Connected daily in Truth AS IS.  i feel Blessed Indeed to be Revived in ABa’s Renovation, Rehabilitation, Rebuilding shattered lives, dysfunction, failures.  Covering us without hesitation in Embrace Of Acceptance.  i feel Freed from all encumbrance, Revived daily in ABa’s Restoration Continually.

softer, gentler, sensible, conforming, humble, peaceful, ABa Imbues Character Beneficent in harsh creatures accustomed to violence, abusive fierceness, forceful aggression, ferocious intemperance.  to tame such beasts, humanity must come close to LIFE to know Reality Of Unrestrained Mercy, Complete Acceptance, Comfort Of Approval, Assurance Embracing all.  ABa came close to me when i had nothing, beaten to death, stripped of all belongings, humiliated, trampled, forsaken.  ABa Uplifted In Cherishing Comfort, Gathering our broken family, shattered, faithless, impotent of Good, ignorant of LIFE, denying Truth AS IS, ungoverned, lawless, out of control, prideful, deceived, blind, deaf, dumb.  at the time, i thought i was something when i really was nothing Good.  today, i know better, seeing Reality AS IS daily Revives, Humility Sustain In Truthfulness, Genuine Authenticity.  i didn’t even realize what a hypocrite i was until ABa Removed me from my old ways, Renewed In Way Of LIFE, Truth AS IS.  today, i may choose Honesty over lying when falsehood is urged.  this is Room Made By ABa ShaMaYM i did not have before, pressed by opposition, thrashed in confusion, disjointed, disintegrating in destruction, faltering in contravention.

ABa has Reunited Whole, Assimilated In Integration Encompassed In Safety.  Uncluttered impedance, removed strangling suffocation, unloading stress, Free In Cultivation Of LIFE.  i belong to LIFE GIVER, always has, always will, only i did not realize Truth Of Fact.  under ABa’s Tutelage, Trust Is Rebuilt, Faithfulness Restored, Honesty Revived In Genuine Authenticity.  ABa’s Ceaseless Care, Constant Abiding, Certain Approval, Devoted Assurance Carry us in Poise, ABa’s Commitment Settle In Guaranteed Presence Of Peaceful Union.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restfulness, Legitimate Lawful Ease, Harmony Of Order Assuring Comfort.  knowing ABa Is Eternal, Changeless, Immutable, Constant, Unvarying, Consistent, Permanent In Faithfulness, i may trust in ABa’s Solidity, Substantial Truth, Valid Authority, Reliable Soundness.  there is no disturbance here, Peace Reigns Eternal, ABa’s Devotion Is Exact, Authentic, Precise AS IS.

prayer 6.7.15

our neighbor is setting up for a huge graduation party for his daughter.  pam our other neighbor teased that we should get away when it happens.  i feel ABa is preparing for us to take an excursion today when the festivities unfold.  it’s been a journey with peter and his family, coming to respect.  his parties of late have been more subdued but still drunken nonetheless but seems more considerate.  we have grown accustomed to the noise, yelling, fights, cursing.  i know ABa is Gracious to them, as is to every one.  we learn to suffer alongside, yielding patience, understanding, tolerance.  gandhi used to say about choice in non-violation as one that demonstrates through suffering, reflecting consequence of a choice in action, even the most calloused will eventually be penetrated, touched, softened.

i witness this happening, building, bridging gap so that an understanding of hearts can be reached.  we live in a very yin place with lots of rains, surrounded by greens.  ABa brings Balance every place.  diet certainly affect us because what we take in turns into blood, life that flows to feed every cell, thus a good diet is imperative for healthfulness.  i am seeking Balance.  with days without rains, we enjoy sunshine, drying the rainforest, but such days make transplants difficult.  there is also balance of work, rest, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual.  much is growing, but a greater variety of edible greens is needed, drawing minerals from the earth to supply body which needs minerals, trace elements to function properly.  ABa’s Gifts are Simple, Rich with Answer, meeting our need.  ABa’s timing Succinct, always Perfect.  i feel grateful for this match in suitability, correspondence, agreement, partnership in union.

there needs to be a return to indigenous, original, local, naturally occurring things, native to a place, homegrown, uncontrived, not imported, engendered in Simplicity, functioning to encompass basic needs.  things that will grow naturally locally are best for environ and peoples because it does not entail struggle to produce against nature.  when we favor to choose Simplicity, easeful, plain, clean, clear, comprehensible, natural, without need for pretense, we may perhaps be more true, honest, abstemious, disciplined, gentle, moderate, reasonable, curbing appetite to match what is wholesome, offered from rejuvenated soils filled with LIFE.  currently we are inundated by perversions of all types, causing all manner of illness physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually.  when our intake is cleaned up, aligning with Genuine, unadulterated, reasonable productions that does no harm to the planet, other species, body, mind spirit, we will reap healthful results.

i feel i am out of Balance, these two days experimenting with ethiopian and east indian recipes that i am not familiar with.  inundated by over spicing, causing body to become irritated.  whole form foods is definitely preferred.  i have learnt a great deal in this short span of time, and realize traditionally, locally eaten foods are best served Balanced.  i come from south east asian culture but growing up in this era, much adulteration of living has already occurred.  to learn to return to Original Way requires some undoing, rehabilitation, acculturation that is attuned to what is Best, Finest, Natural, Useful, Suitable, producing Good Results.  i am still finding this Balance, Home, Mark, missing greatly along the Way but nonetheless True, Rightful, Faithful, Realistic Authenticity is the Goal.  to return one generation, perhaps two, is akin to study of the ancients, we, losing sight of Simplicity, living such complex lives inundated by artificial imitations in plastics, contrived, forced, insincere, we have become as stiff as the things that we imbibe daily.

hollow, pretentious, strained, fabricated seems the norm in society.  we are no longer natural, local, homegrown, real.  to meet a real person is rare, one that is down to earth, simple, yet wise in Acceptance at the same time.  Complete Authenticity, Genuine Truth is Heartfelt, unfeigned, palpable.   i have opportunity to live in Simplicity daily, eat locally grown foods in its complete whole forms.  my artificial conceptions took time and effort to dismantle, so that what is perceived may be more true to nature, accepting of circumstances with Graciousness, Magnanimity.  i live a more Substantial, Real life today than i did a few years ago, i feel grateful for this shift into the natural.  looking back at pictures of our life reveals how out of touch we were with Reality, Truth, Veracity, Candor, Validity, Principle Of Certitude.  insulated in synthetic substitutions, living in unnatural false environs, i remember our windows were always closed to the outside, with central air or heating running constant.  nothing we consumed were produced locally, things we wore and used were all made somewhere else, from plastics.

i remember feeling rather superficial, not able to penetrate deeper things, my worldly education molded me to conform to propaganda, not Truth.  how ABa managed to reach me, extricating our family from such contradiction, deviant way of living, corruption, i may never know.  what i know is i get to live LIFE in Reality Centered In Truth today.  surrounded by lush tropical fauna, flora, we are engaged in this little vibrant place, contributing, learning from the land, animals, plants.  our fingers get dirty, feet muddied, constantly covered in fresh forest air, at end of day washed in pure water, imbibing whole natural feedings nourished in ABa’s Provisions, Guided Constant in ABa’s Instruction, Leading, Illumination.  we get to live simply, with minimal needs, ABa’s Provisions in sunshine, fresh air, pure water, whole foods from the land, place of Rest, work, play engenders productiveness, creativity, understanding, Acceptance.  i love this Real Way Of Living compared to how i used to live.  LIFE touching us every moment imbued in Freshness, Cogency, Relevance.  i feel grateful for every Provision ABa Blesses.  today, we take a journey to kona, sandy beach side of island, crossing over saddle road flanked by two tallest mountains on the globe.  our island made up of clustering of volcanic isles raised from the sea floor.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Constant Conveyance, Meticulous Devotion, Eternal Steadfastness that is my Confidence, Reliance, Trust.  ABa’s Will be Done always for us AMeN.