prayer 8.5.15

witnessing intensity of what is required for worldly success, i feel grateful ABa Cultivates in Natural Way, Giving Rest untouched by temporal influence.  ABa’s Way is not mammon driven thus is Free Complete To Be AS IS.  i see so many chasing after happiness in people’s custom, not according to Peace, thus along the way must entail fighting, war, great distress, suffering.  ABa Brings Harmonious Order to family in Culture Of Humility, Gentleness, Grounded in Blessing Of LIFE.  knowing ABa Provides for all our needs, we may choose Rest instead of worry, anxiety, dissipation.  we may ultimately never be recognized by any one except LIFE GIVER, but i feel living in Truthful Reality far Surpasses any worldly trends, temporal importance that lack Substance, Validity, Legitimacy, except for man-made significance which carries no weight in Real World Of LIFE.  i choose Simplicity, seeing ABa’s Own Example outshining brightest earthly stars that do not really Shine but gloat only.  ABa Exudes Joyful Authenticity, Genuine Honesty Unsurpassed, Natural Sincerity Veritable.  i seek ABa’s Approval, Most High Acceptance, Comfort Of Home Belonging With Original Way, Blessing Of LIFE GIVER AMeN.

prayer 7.17.15

Freedom abides under oppression for Reason to Liberate, working ceaselessly, showing forth injustice of system hamstrung, people suppressed, persecuted by wrongful, unwarranted, jaundiced misapplication of law.  we sent jacob off with healthy foods bought from island naturals, fresh nectarines and plums sent over from mainland with sticker still on them.  these were confiscated due to misinterpretation and misapplication of law at security check point where humans are reduced to animals, stripping us of all our rights.  we are not allowed to bring fresh pure water, no fresh foods, our person violated from head to toe in searches, in order that we may embark an aircraft to reach a destination we paid fare for.  why we put up with such ridiculous nonsense must be our complacency.  thus, Freedom Remains to work in such prejudiced, inequitable, one-sided abusive situations.

perhaps one day soon, nonsense will be rid completely.  people are not machines without conscience to guide them.  if our forefathers were to pass through the air port today, i wonder what their response will be.  they did not tolerate even a stamp tax to be unfairly placed on them.  today, we are inundated by taxes taking more than half our income to be squandered by government for things against the people, like sponsorship of conglomerates that created harmful substances, pollutants, poisons that kill, stealing from the people.  we are born into this corrupted heritage that none of our founding fathers would live with.  today, we are treated like animals, herded, abused, molested, harassed left and right in confusion, but we really don’t have to put up with any of it.  perhaps like thoreau stated, in an unjust system, the rightful place for the just is in the prison, at least the injustice displayed there will be blatant and no longer subtle.  i feel we may have more rights there than elsewhere.

our human systems are failing, no matter how many cycles we go through, it is the same result.  corruption brings destruction no matter how noble the beginning, eventually the heirs are unable to sustain justice at all.  in reality, there is never justice in human systems, man made laws, inherently we each are biased, skewing perception toward false seeing.  human intervention is ineffectual, akin to what is happening with email servers today that limit recipients to under 50 in effort to deal with spam.  it is stupid, ineffective, because it does not deal with the source, cause of problem.  when someone can sign up with whatever identity, allows for great abuses.  it the company’s motive is to collect contacts for profit from sale of these fake names, it creates its own problem, spamming.  if every single email is legitimate, every address is linked to a real person, the problem will be eliminated immediately, because there will be accountability, responsibility.  

proper identification of authenticity seems to be greatly lacking as every one prefers feigning.  Honesty is certainly abnormal in society, people resorting to preference for lies instead of Truth.  if Truth is the Standard Principle, i am sure spamming will discontinue.  there is no point to it, except lies built on more lies, for profit that brings only emptiness, vacuous insanity.  i have shared daily bible studies in the original languages since 2011 without any difficulty to hundreds of recipients in one send.  these days, it is impossible to get the messages through without rejection.  there is an agreement between sender and receiver to send and receive the daily studies shared, yet i am hampered in my daily efforts of sharing.  underlying all this human confusion is a greater evil, spiritual opposition to hinder Word Of Truth, efforts of which is futile, fruitless, useless.  it is demonstration of desperation because it is the loser, illegitimate, false in every thing. 

i cannot wait till this evil is rid complete, Restoration is Near, Owner Creator Legitimate Rule is Returning to Claim Rightful Possession.  abusive tenants will be removed, Peace Restored, earth Renewed, peoples Rebuilt In Integrity.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Fulfillment, Faithful Deliverance, Assurance Most High Cherishing humanity in our worst.  it is time, season, occasion for Reversal.  Revelation Of Truth Is Clear, corruption rampant, touching every thing alive to steal, kill, destroy.  we are powerless against evil except in ABa’s Cover, Sanctuary, Safekeeping.  this is where i choose to stay, ABa Abiding to Defend, Protect, Vindicate every wrong committed.  isn’t it interesting that opposer is the one who corrupts us in the first place, then points the finger, with every accusation is the very condemnation of evil, one finger points outward is three pointing back at self, the perpetrator.  we are all Forgiven Instantly, ABa holds no grudge against any one, Being Magnanimous Accepts all, including the opposition, there is no separation but ONE.

prayer 6.9.15

modern man is identified with so many pieces of little cards.  i have whole stacks tucked away in a box, each card printed with tidbits of information.  in the past, it is by word of mouth, it still is to some extent, our reputation precedes us, some information is true, most is not!  actions do tell a great deal about a person, more than words, we are known for our falsehood more than Truth, Authenticity, Genuine Character, the latter requires time in engagement to know and experience.

i feel grateful ABa is Constant, Consistent, Honest in all dealings with us.  nothing is concealed but Revealed, Bright Shining that we may have Genuine Relationship With LIFE GIVER Inseparable, Connected, Vital.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Sustenance, Embracing every one in creation Supported In Demonstration Of LIFE.  we have come to a sobering point in our generation, Truth Revealed Complete, witnessing union of Principles, ABa Gathering children HOME Restored as ONE In Agreement, Harmonized, Complete.

i feel grateful for ABa’s Will Of LIFE, Arrangement, Conducive Abiding Inspiring Greatness in each of us.  without this Constant Connection, we remain in willful deviation, constant in destruction.  there is truly nothing new under the sun.  what we think is new is really something already done before.  we are collective, interconnected, interrelated, to come into union is need to forgo selfish misconceptions, ideas about things that is not true, insistance on separation, to be special, dealing Only In Unrestrained LOVE.

i feel grateful for this End, Finish, Restoration occurring before our very eyes.  ABa Completes what we ourselves can not, union as ONE.  foolishness is no longer accepted nor tolerated, monsanto, conspirators, defilers of earth are being booed, ousted, rejected.  people are choosing LIFE over destruction.  for those still steep in derangement, perhaps there is still Recovery, perhaps not.  it is after all our own choice in freedom of decision.  murderers in taiji, consumers of species going into extinction, purveyors of illegal stolen goods smuggled from nature, buyers of prohibited bootlegged LIFE, corruption of all kinds are being exposed in the LIGHT.

i feel grateful for this Revelation In Truthfulness, allowing witness of unlawful destruction perpetuated by selfishness for short term gain, causing massive global destruction.  i feel grateful for Resilience Of LIFE despite our missing the Mark, going off Target, deviation.  i feel grateful for Unrestrained Mercy, Forgiveness, Present, Constant, Comfort Of Assurance, Intimate Cherishing Approval, Readily Poured Out Forth Full On Unreserved.  we are Cherished as children of creation by LIFE GIVER, Restored Complete to belong in Beauty, Strengthened in ABa’s Benefit, Blessing, Advantage, lacking nothing Good, Nurtured in ABa’s Faithful Devotion.

prayer 6.7.15

our neighbor is setting up for a huge graduation party for his daughter.  pam our other neighbor teased that we should get away when it happens.  i feel ABa is preparing for us to take an excursion today when the festivities unfold.  it’s been a journey with peter and his family, coming to respect.  his parties of late have been more subdued but still drunken nonetheless but seems more considerate.  we have grown accustomed to the noise, yelling, fights, cursing.  i know ABa is Gracious to them, as is to every one.  we learn to suffer alongside, yielding patience, understanding, tolerance.  gandhi used to say about choice in non-violation as one that demonstrates through suffering, reflecting consequence of a choice in action, even the most calloused will eventually be penetrated, touched, softened.

i witness this happening, building, bridging gap so that an understanding of hearts can be reached.  we live in a very yin place with lots of rains, surrounded by greens.  ABa brings Balance every place.  diet certainly affect us because what we take in turns into blood, life that flows to feed every cell, thus a good diet is imperative for healthfulness.  i am seeking Balance.  with days without rains, we enjoy sunshine, drying the rainforest, but such days make transplants difficult.  there is also balance of work, rest, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual.  much is growing, but a greater variety of edible greens is needed, drawing minerals from the earth to supply body which needs minerals, trace elements to function properly.  ABa’s Gifts are Simple, Rich with Answer, meeting our need.  ABa’s timing Succinct, always Perfect.  i feel grateful for this match in suitability, correspondence, agreement, partnership in union.

there needs to be a return to indigenous, original, local, naturally occurring things, native to a place, homegrown, uncontrived, not imported, engendered in Simplicity, functioning to encompass basic needs.  things that will grow naturally locally are best for environ and peoples because it does not entail struggle to produce against nature.  when we favor to choose Simplicity, easeful, plain, clean, clear, comprehensible, natural, without need for pretense, we may perhaps be more true, honest, abstemious, disciplined, gentle, moderate, reasonable, curbing appetite to match what is wholesome, offered from rejuvenated soils filled with LIFE.  currently we are inundated by perversions of all types, causing all manner of illness physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually.  when our intake is cleaned up, aligning with Genuine, unadulterated, reasonable productions that does no harm to the planet, other species, body, mind spirit, we will reap healthful results.

i feel i am out of Balance, these two days experimenting with ethiopian and east indian recipes that i am not familiar with.  inundated by over spicing, causing body to become irritated.  whole form foods is definitely preferred.  i have learnt a great deal in this short span of time, and realize traditionally, locally eaten foods are best served Balanced.  i come from south east asian culture but growing up in this era, much adulteration of living has already occurred.  to learn to return to Original Way requires some undoing, rehabilitation, acculturation that is attuned to what is Best, Finest, Natural, Useful, Suitable, producing Good Results.  i am still finding this Balance, Home, Mark, missing greatly along the Way but nonetheless True, Rightful, Faithful, Realistic Authenticity is the Goal.  to return one generation, perhaps two, is akin to study of the ancients, we, losing sight of Simplicity, living such complex lives inundated by artificial imitations in plastics, contrived, forced, insincere, we have become as stiff as the things that we imbibe daily.

hollow, pretentious, strained, fabricated seems the norm in society.  we are no longer natural, local, homegrown, real.  to meet a real person is rare, one that is down to earth, simple, yet wise in Acceptance at the same time.  Complete Authenticity, Genuine Truth is Heartfelt, unfeigned, palpable.   i have opportunity to live in Simplicity daily, eat locally grown foods in its complete whole forms.  my artificial conceptions took time and effort to dismantle, so that what is perceived may be more true to nature, accepting of circumstances with Graciousness, Magnanimity.  i live a more Substantial, Real life today than i did a few years ago, i feel grateful for this shift into the natural.  looking back at pictures of our life reveals how out of touch we were with Reality, Truth, Veracity, Candor, Validity, Principle Of Certitude.  insulated in synthetic substitutions, living in unnatural false environs, i remember our windows were always closed to the outside, with central air or heating running constant.  nothing we consumed were produced locally, things we wore and used were all made somewhere else, from plastics.

i remember feeling rather superficial, not able to penetrate deeper things, my worldly education molded me to conform to propaganda, not Truth.  how ABa managed to reach me, extricating our family from such contradiction, deviant way of living, corruption, i may never know.  what i know is i get to live LIFE in Reality Centered In Truth today.  surrounded by lush tropical fauna, flora, we are engaged in this little vibrant place, contributing, learning from the land, animals, plants.  our fingers get dirty, feet muddied, constantly covered in fresh forest air, at end of day washed in pure water, imbibing whole natural feedings nourished in ABa’s Provisions, Guided Constant in ABa’s Instruction, Leading, Illumination.  we get to live simply, with minimal needs, ABa’s Provisions in sunshine, fresh air, pure water, whole foods from the land, place of Rest, work, play engenders productiveness, creativity, understanding, Acceptance.  i love this Real Way Of Living compared to how i used to live.  LIFE touching us every moment imbued in Freshness, Cogency, Relevance.  i feel grateful for every Provision ABa Blesses.  today, we take a journey to kona, sandy beach side of island, crossing over saddle road flanked by two tallest mountains on the globe.  our island made up of clustering of volcanic isles raised from the sea floor.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Constant Conveyance, Meticulous Devotion, Eternal Steadfastness that is my Confidence, Reliance, Trust.  ABa’s Will be Done always for us AMeN.

prayer 6.2.15

yesterday, two faith based email accounts were disabled and blog was not functioning properly.  early morning before dawn, i felt Inspired, if changes are necessary, to redo these accounts, simplify, an opportunity for Renewing.  how vulnerable i felt when these incidents occurred but seeking ABa’s Will Of LIFE, i may rely on ABa’s Resolution, Settlement, to know ABa can Bless each situation for Good.  ABa Uplifting to Sustain in Embrace Of Assurance, Cherishing in Preservation, despite my fragility, weakness, mutability.  

i felt this work is so hard already each day, taking each verse from original language of aramaic correlated to hebrew root word, expanding the meaning, linking final definition to interlinear format, supplementing with greek and english translations, converted into electronic format.  Given Interpretation Daily to share online Good News Of Truth, this is my First Work each day.  study of Revelation Of YSWA is in it’s third revision, began in 2011, ABa Giving tools, equipment, Inspiration, Instruction.  each day’s Message is New, Exciting, Refreshing, Clear, ABa Interpreting Word Of LIFE In Truth for me.  i feel grateful for this Work, Occupation, Possession.

it is Unique, Special, Given for me because i need it most.  i am finding Balance, integrating this Work into LIFE in ABa’s Sustenance, Restoration, Engendering Usefulness, Suitability, Harmonized In Agreement Converging, Gathered In Union.  nothing seems worldly to me, even my work that pays for things we need, because ABa Abides With us in all arenas, Guiding, Leading, Settling In Good Will.  every thing that is done comes from Spirit Of LIFE, Integrating, Assimilating, Incorporated Complete, Seamless, Whole.  i feel no separation from Truth, because i experience each arena as Spiritually Significant, Profound, Consequential.

as ABa Works through my inward most parts, clearing out falsehood, hypocrisy, wrong motivations, i begin to experience LIFE in Honesty, Genuine Authenticity, Succinct Truth.  there is no need for pretense, ABa is my Defense, Vindication, Counsel, Making Room for Freedom Of Choice in expression that is Real, Substantial, Honorable.  i have no ability to effect anything Good, this, ABa Completes, allying me with LIFE, Unrestrained LOVE, Tender Forgiving Mercy.  i see that ABa takes no offense, holds no grudge, Accepts Everything AS IS without problem, Suffering our every good or bad decision made in freedom, Cherishing each child in LIFE Unconditional, without reservation.

this Complete Acceptance i am learning, ABa being my Pattern, Example, i choose to follow ABa’s Way Of LIFE in Gentleness, Meekness, Humility, Lowliness, Simplicity, Plain Clear Truth.  of all the greats of mankind, teachers of Truth, only ONE claims Divinity, Appointed Representative Originating In Heaven, only ONE was nailed to the tree, returned to LIFE Complete.  the rest are followers, disciples, minor messengers, learners of Truth.  i feel if you ask any of these other ones if they were Divine, they will all recede, giving Honor to the Only ONE, because no one else is the Devoted Lamb Of Faithful Resemblance, YaHWaH With us, Reconciliation of humanity.  no one else came from Heaven Most High except for YSWA foretold, no one else’s Message can compare with Truth AS IS standing before us all.

in our utter darkness, even with Abundant Supernatural display, our denial of Truth is steep because we are blind, deaf, dumb in our perception, unable to accept Plain Truth AS IS.  ABa’s Salvation is Sure, Sound, Safe, Definitive, able to touch, reach, penetrate each one in every thing.  it is Unadulterated, Conclusive, Unlimited, Universal, Irresistible, Honest, Inviting, Consummately Welcoming every one.  Given Rest from weariness, destruction, broken dysfunction, deviation, isolation, separation, lifelessness.  Brought into Complete Union with Truth, Restored to LIFE, Cherished in Approval, Comfort Of Assurance Is Potent, Transformational, Returning us HOME to recognize Rightful Authentic Unrestrained LOVE, Endless Mercy, Embracing Devotion Affirming each offspring of creation in Endurance Of LIFE GIVER.