prayer 6.30.15

Reviving Renewal is such a Beautiful thing!  Restoring Usefulness, Making Good, Suitable, Accorded Favor, Approval, Given Assurance Most High, we imitate Way, Pattern, Unrestrained LOVE to practise the same.  a 15 year old rope hammock, broken, rolled up, relegated to under the house for the past few years remembered, retrieved, recovered from its decrepit state.  working all afternoon untying knots to free broken rod, restringing this old beat up thing purchased in new hampshire, hung out doors amongst trees when jessi was born.  we took it down to atlanta with us, hanging it on second story deck overlooking lake.  the kids enjoyed swinging in it.  we took it to california when we moved to be closer to my parents.  in arcadia, it hung outside on couple of ancient avocado trees next to house.  many children have swung on it, enjoyed afternoons in cool of shade.  when we came to hawaii, it came also but was replaced by other hammocks procured from around the world during travels, that was 2008.

we have been on this island since, ABa Settling us here, Given Rest from business to LIFE In Simplicity, Intentional Undoing, finding Balance, Cleansing from past, Growing in Understanding,  Clarity, Sustained In ABa’s Complete Devotion, Faithfulness, Genuine Comfort.  In ABa’s Cultivation, i have become much stronger, healthier, resilient in Joyfulness, feeling Constant Gratefulness for everything.  in times past, inundated by heavy filth, darkness, ignorance, LIFE seemed impenetrable, now everything seems Clear, Perceptible, Palpable, Within Reach, Accessible.  i am speaking of the Good stuff.  i feel grateful to be Recovered, Saved In ABa’s Liberation, Emancipated from my old ways, Renewed in LIFE, ABa Restoring disconnect on so many levels, brokenness, fragmented living to ONE In Union Related to LIFE, Connected daily in Truth AS IS.  i feel Blessed Indeed to be Revived in ABa’s Renovation, Rehabilitation, Rebuilding shattered lives, dysfunction, failures.  Covering us without hesitation in Embrace Of Acceptance.  i feel Freed from all encumbrance, Revived daily in ABa’s Restoration Continually.

softer, gentler, sensible, conforming, humble, peaceful, ABa Imbues Character Beneficent in harsh creatures accustomed to violence, abusive fierceness, forceful aggression, ferocious intemperance.  to tame such beasts, humanity must come close to LIFE to know Reality Of Unrestrained Mercy, Complete Acceptance, Comfort Of Approval, Assurance Embracing all.  ABa came close to me when i had nothing, beaten to death, stripped of all belongings, humiliated, trampled, forsaken.  ABa Uplifted In Cherishing Comfort, Gathering our broken family, shattered, faithless, impotent of Good, ignorant of LIFE, denying Truth AS IS, ungoverned, lawless, out of control, prideful, deceived, blind, deaf, dumb.  at the time, i thought i was something when i really was nothing Good.  today, i know better, seeing Reality AS IS daily Revives, Humility Sustain In Truthfulness, Genuine Authenticity.  i didn’t even realize what a hypocrite i was until ABa Removed me from my old ways, Renewed In Way Of LIFE, Truth AS IS.  today, i may choose Honesty over lying when falsehood is urged.  this is Room Made By ABa ShaMaYM i did not have before, pressed by opposition, thrashed in confusion, disjointed, disintegrating in destruction, faltering in contravention.

ABa has Reunited Whole, Assimilated In Integration Encompassed In Safety.  Uncluttered impedance, removed strangling suffocation, unloading stress, Free In Cultivation Of LIFE.  i belong to LIFE GIVER, always has, always will, only i did not realize Truth Of Fact.  under ABa’s Tutelage, Trust Is Rebuilt, Faithfulness Restored, Honesty Revived In Genuine Authenticity.  ABa’s Ceaseless Care, Constant Abiding, Certain Approval, Devoted Assurance Carry us in Poise, ABa’s Commitment Settle In Guaranteed Presence Of Peaceful Union.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restfulness, Legitimate Lawful Ease, Harmony Of Order Assuring Comfort.  knowing ABa Is Eternal, Changeless, Immutable, Constant, Unvarying, Consistent, Permanent In Faithfulness, i may trust in ABa’s Solidity, Substantial Truth, Valid Authority, Reliable Soundness.  there is no disturbance here, Peace Reigns Eternal, ABa’s Devotion Is Exact, Authentic, Precise AS IS.

prayer 6.21.15

i feel grateful for Renewal, Forgiveness of ignorance committed in wrongfulness, Truth Reveal Shining Light on deeds done in foolishness, darkness, idiocy.  i feel most commit wrong unaware, some do with intention but that is a hard thing, to go against Rightfulness, Conscience, Spirit Of LIFE.  ABa Is Gracious, Redeeming that which is lost, missing, gone astray irretrievable, wiped out, squandered, condemned.

True Beauty is Substantial, not in material but of Spirit In Truthfulness.  there is great unmentionable things irreclaimable, destroyed, vanished.  i feel grateful for Complete Acceptance, Restoring Reconciliation, Gathering HOME to belong with Most High Veneration.  there is great shame we will not wish to recall, only looking forward to Settlement, Rejoicing In ABa’s Revival, Completion Encompassing small and great in Embrace Eternal.

there is no fear in Unrestrained LOVE, Ceaseless Mercy Pouring Forth Vindicate defects, Atone for faults, Compensate in Fulfillment Of Honor, Converting shame to Joy, Liberating everything from captivity into Freedom, Recovery, Clearness.

ABa’s Abiding, Faithful Constancy, Bearing Endurance Accord Acceptance, Showering Approval.  Comfort Of Assurance Embrace In Agreement, Bringing Restoration Resolved In Peace Of Rectification.   Healing alienation, Harmonized Balance Mend Relations broken, Drawing everything together as ONE.  ABa Absolve to set free in Magnanimous Divine Forgiveness.

to not take offense in anything is true Greatness, Clearing all charges in Balance Of Liberation, Granting Bestowment In Rich Endowment no matter our choice.  ABa’s Choice Is unprejudiced, without discrimination, all inclusive, Unreserved Mercy Cover every one in creation surpassing any expectation beyond all imagination.  Richness Encircle children gathered in Reunion, Clearing family in Strength Magnanimous, Substance Of Supremacy, Firm Resolve Of Character In Spirit Joyful.  Welcoming every one without exception, Restoring Vigor Of Health, Fortitude, Courage, Solidity.  ABa Is Foundation Of LIFE, Spring Engendering Being Embracing all.

prayer 6.18.15

i feel grateful for LIFE Given, Sustained In ABa’s Constant Goodwill, Ceaselessly Benefiting every one in creation.  witnessing Restoration from destruction, Returning to LIFE, belonging with Rightfulness, Blessed in Recovery Most High.  we are beginning RaBAi, fourth month in year 5776 of hebraic calendar, tammuz is named after babylonian instead of original hebrew number four, RaBAi.   witnessing another cycle of Renewal, i choose the original version, unadulterated with invasions of foreign cultures, clear, true to What IS, Changeless ABa unaffected by time, space, Upholding Support Of LIFE.

following cycles of moon phases, Renewal is remembered, marked, constant reminder of ABa’s Refreshing Restoration, Engendering LIFE in every thing Alive.  today, we realize there is more LIFE, Energy, Qi, Prana, Awareness is broaden to understand LIFE is in all things visible, invisible, Beyond physical sensing.  known through ABa’s Uplifting Cultivation in Recognition, Appreciation in Conscious Being, we live in a woven world interconnected with lines of communication succinct, delicate, pervasive.  every thing is related in LIFE, belongs to Truth, the world is much more subtle than we realize nor can perceive.  Trust In LIFE Connects us with it’s Gentleness, Fineness, Sagacious Penetration through all levels of Being, seen, unseen.

ABa’s Arrangement is Clear, Order Is Excellent, Provisions Finest.  we are Given Exceptional Grand Design, Manifestation Elegant, Superb Brilliance.  ABa’s Goodwill Cover in Splendid Opulence, Sumptuous Worth, Supreme Acceptance.  i feel grateful ABa is All Inclusive, forgetting none, Constant Abiding Faithful Devotion Is Changeless, Permanent Benchmark Guide every one to Truth AS IS.  i prefer ABa’s Way, Order, Preparation, Will Of LIFE.  it is the Only Order i favor for my existence Anchored In True Being, Authenticity, Genuine Humility, Beneficence.  any other is unreliable due to deviation, inconstancy, adulteration.  i feel Safe In ABa’s Settlement, Resolve, Determination in Unrestrained Blessedness, this is my choice.

prayer 6.16.15

Renovation, Renewal, Restoration, Reuse, Recycle, all very suitable.  i feel grateful for Revival, Reinvigorating some old stuffs, Overhauling things defunct into Fruitful use.  Resuscitated, Brought back to LIFE, Refreshed in Rejuvenation Of LIFE GIVER, Awaken to newness of LIFE, Gift Of Redemption, Saved from the dump heap, we are all such things Enlivened in ABa’s Provision, Unrestrained Cultivation In Ceaseless Mercy, Gentle Regard, Constant Care.

i feel grateful ABa never forsook us in neglect, Sustaining creation in Heart Of Humility, Uplifting every one.  i have not bought shoes since coming to hawaii, weather being so mild, we are out of doors year round in flip flops, shorts, t shirt, bathed in sunshine, warm rains, Cultivated In ABa’s Safeguard.  last evening while buying new crocs for the kids, for the first time, i felt no compulsion to purchase anything for myself.  i realized ABa Has Made Space, Given Room for this Liberation, Set Free from compulsive buying.  i felt more wonderful in not buying anything than when i used to buy too much then feel guilty about the purchases.  

many things were wasted in this drive to consume.  we are being Saved from superfluous excess, made lean, strong in ABa’s Simplicity, trimmed down to Essential Nature.  i feel good, unburdened from encumbrance of stuff.  this morning was Inspiration to refit some old unused shoes, beginning with some old boots, re-laced with bungees to provide ease of use and comfort.  the upgrade improved function, restoring a few pairs of old shoes in usefulness.  broken in, they are even more comfortable than new ones.  there are also memories attached to these old things that make them a pleasure to refurbish.  this is a much greater Gift than if we had gotten all new shoes for the rack.  nothing was thrown away but Refreshed In ABa’s Inspiration, AMeN.