prayer 8.6.15

no matter our imperfection, ABa is Able to Complete brokenness in Perfect Service.  i feel grateful for  ABa’s Gracious Answer, Magnanimous Liberal Accompaniment, Goodwill Generously Cover faults, Gentle with our failures, Healing fragmented, disintegrated peoples.  Embracing our fumbling, disgrace, shame Immediate, Cherishing children of creation in Unrestrained LOVE Reconciled in Assimilation, Gathered in ABa’s Faithfulness, Encircled in ABa’s Secure Safeguard.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Forgiveness of our dense ignorance, violent toward LIFE, practicing death, destroying Good, adulterating Blessing, Truth, Harmony, depraved in confusion, malignant pride, odious coveting.  we are deep in things injurious, suffering affliction of our own choosing, miserable in hardship, corruption, unable to Right disaster of our own making.  i feel grateful ABa Is Able to Restore, Rebuilding despite our pernicious turpitude, Reconciling children to belong with LIFE, Settle in Peace, Harmonized in Legitimate Order, Genuine Rest, Authentic Comfort AMeN.

prayer 7.31.15

ABa ShaMaYM Thank You For LIFE!  i feel grateful to be Restored Constant in Will Of Being, Secure in Humility Gentle, Gracious, Magnanimous.  Reconciling broken, deceitful, conceited humanity in Truth AS IS Sustained Complete in ABa’s Provisions.  Abiding Presence, Faithful Devotion Embrace the weak, frail, fruitless in Cultivation Of LIFE, Revived in Spirit, Given Rest in ABa’s Comfort Of Assurance, Peaceful Settlement, Complete Gathering of creation in ONE AMeN.

prayer 7.20.15

i feel grateful for ABa’s Healing Restoration, no matter what is happening outside of my control in our world, ABa’s Strength Sustains and i may always trust in LIFE GIVER’s Ownership, Jurisdiction, Direction.  Will Of LIFE Guides In Way Faithful.  Eternal Maintenance Settle children gone out of control, diseased, violent, insane, destructive in Discipline Of Parent, Given Reality Of Factual Truth Face to face.  pressings of the end, conclusion of our way of existence is intense, at times, i do not care to know any negativity, unconscionable murdering causing extinction every place of plants, animals, ourselves along with earth.

the concept or seeing of another, projection outward of separation is not Reality.  LIFE Is ONE.  when we choose to harm or kill something, we are harming ourselves, all is Connected With LIFE.  by this extension, our choice to kill LIFE has become rampant, billions of animals, trees, scores of humans are killed, murdered, destroyed senselessly, all for sake of insatiable appetite, covetousness gone mad.  i saw a friend slathering poisonous sunscreen on her body, then promoting it to ignorant teens in her care who followed her example.  if one reads the ingredients on the label, you will see all manner of toxins infused in this compound sold to public for money, claiming protection from the sun.

humans have gone without sunscreen for thousands of years without harm, why all of sudden in past 20 years it has become necessary?  are all the claims legitimate?  recently there is discovery that a single cell protozoa could replace the rabbit in animal testing for cosmetic products and was touted as a savior for the rabbit.  we have ardently abused every Good thing ABa has Given to us, turning Blessing into curse, condemning ourselves to death in process.  there is nothing Good that mankind has contributed to Nature.  japan recently was caught in falsifying records for killing whales.  apparently, they are not being honest in their reports to the world about their killings of endangered whales going extinct.

i informed my friend and her teenage nephew and niece that research has shown 70% of the sunscreen applied outside the body goes into the ocean, causing pollution, ending up ineffective in assumed protection from supposed harm of sun.  i have not found such products to be effective as claimed.  eating a healthful diet away from harmful adulterated oils have been found to be helpful, also use of organic coconut oil provides natural spf, certain herbs also provide such protection internally when ingested.  when these toxic substances are applied, it not only harms the person using it, deposits into the environment contaminates, people are affected from noxious emissions of these products, with allergy rates sky high, deadly reactions could be triggered.

we are a very sick bunch.  dr. shelton wrote that health is beauty.  i witness the truth of his observation, our world today is filled with very ugly peoples, especially in america, where cancer, heart disease, medical related deaths are the three top killers of people.  statistically, 70% of our people are obese, rare to find someone that even looks healthy.  we live in a very toxic environment surrounded by artificial devices, fabrications, designs disconnected from Natural LIFE.  the gardens we plant are artificial, sprayed with massive amounts of toxic chemicals to keep anything Alive from invading our possessed occupied lands.  hundreds of billions of tons of these pollutants from monsanto are sold as roundup each year, the number increasing, causing cancers, birth defects, sterility, rampant disease from toxicity in every system.

destruction of the world needs not a war, we are killing ourselves by wrongful choices that cause harm every place, believing in lies of companies pandering to our ignorance, darkness, stupidity.  ABa has Provided the Perfect System for all things to thrive together, pride is stupid to think it can do better than LIFE GIVER Creator, Source Of Existence, thus it tries and fails miserably.  we are witnessing its inane attempts plunged in self serving deception, illegitimate impotent claims that can never be Rightful, causing death, destruction every place, to every thing.  corruption, decay, ruin touches every thing, it is absolutely disgusting, ugly, cloaked in false advertising, foundation-less assertions, empty professions.  ABa ONLY Is Truthful, Genuine, Authentic, Eternal, Changeless, Immutable.  Owner Landlord is Returning to Claim Rightful Possession, tenants must be examined, many will fail.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Ceaseless Mercy Restoring every thing back to Order, Lawfulness, Rightfulness.  there is no need to argue anything, Settlement Is Near, Vindication Complete, Answer Known in Unrestrained LOVE.

pride will not allow itself to be Embraced, even in Condition-less Forgiveness, it must have its own conditions, thus it isolates, separates, disconnects from LIFE Source.  we know what happens to any thing severed from Source Of LIFE, it dies.  it is a choice, ABa Will Honor even this choice, opposing LIFE AS IS, in resistant stubborn fatality.  along with pride goes falsehood, the two are inseparable, pride cannot be Truthful insisting on opposing LIFE, Truth, LOVE Unrestrained.  it hates every thing to do with LIFE, thus it chooses death, destruction, killing, stealing, pretending, and wants to drag every thing, every one into destruction.  that will not happen because it is not Natural, Owner’s Will Of LIFE Is Certain, Resolved, Balanced, Making Room for every choice in Freedom Of Decision Complete.  prayerfully, we all choose LIFE, but in Freedom, every one gets to choose.  i witness most, majority, masses choosing death and its ways, rare is to find one who LOVES LIFE and chooses Truth instead of lies.  ABa does not coerce against conscience, thus, Mercy allows choices in death, destruction, evil, injury, harm, devastation, disease, calamities, extinction, annihilation, extermination of self.

prayer 7.4.15

the moon is noticeably closer upon rising in eastern horizon, lagging about three hours behind, setting higher on western side.  seems to be making an elliptical route about us.  glowing orange last evening way past sunset, gleaming through forest tree line.  this morning after sunrise, still shining bright high in western sky.  i suppose it will set below horizon about the same time it rose, which will be around nine on the clock hawaii time.

i feel grateful for SaBaT, cessation, Rest, SaLaM, Peace Surpassing all understanding, Completion, Finishing weekly cycle Embraced In ABa’s Welcome, Warm Reception, Complete Acceptance, Cherishing Approval, Comfort Of Assurance.  i have and need no other Trust but ABa’s Faithfulness, Reality AS IS, Truth Simple, Straight, Plain, Humble.  

transition off government support after a few months of assistance, we have been with no child support and alimony from heywood for almost year and half.  shameful abandonment, neglect, forsaking family, children, wife, to practice illegitimate relations, fostering illegitimate child, committing adultery, faithless, criminal by choice, fugitive overseas fleeing governmental prosecution for criminal and civil fraud.  i feel sad for his situation but it is his choice.  

we live simply, humbled on this land, ABa Harmonizing every element of Being in Peaceful HOME.  i feel grateful for our little place of Rest Sustained In ABa’s Complete Support.  Giving Occupation, Nourished Constant, i learn Faithfulness not from man but from LIFE GIVER.  every human i have known has failed, weakness abounding, faults blatant.  the closer one gets to a human, the more flaws one observes, witness, suffer.  Only ABa Is Willing to take all of us ON, Revive Unrestrained In Cultivation Of LIFE, to every one else, we are but used, disposed of, relegated to forgetfulness.

ABa Remembers each one, Abiding With children Constant, Foster In Assurance Complete.  we may rely on ABa’s Provisions to realize our True needs are met Simply, Perfect Succinctly.  i feel grateful for everything that comes through ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH Eternal ONE, Home is where ABa IS With us, Always At ONE.  i may feel SAFE in ABa’s Keeping, Sanctuary, Encircled In ABa’s Confidence AMeN.

prayer 6.21.15

i feel grateful for Renewal, Forgiveness of ignorance committed in wrongfulness, Truth Reveal Shining Light on deeds done in foolishness, darkness, idiocy.  i feel most commit wrong unaware, some do with intention but that is a hard thing, to go against Rightfulness, Conscience, Spirit Of LIFE.  ABa Is Gracious, Redeeming that which is lost, missing, gone astray irretrievable, wiped out, squandered, condemned.

True Beauty is Substantial, not in material but of Spirit In Truthfulness.  there is great unmentionable things irreclaimable, destroyed, vanished.  i feel grateful for Complete Acceptance, Restoring Reconciliation, Gathering HOME to belong with Most High Veneration.  there is great shame we will not wish to recall, only looking forward to Settlement, Rejoicing In ABa’s Revival, Completion Encompassing small and great in Embrace Eternal.

there is no fear in Unrestrained LOVE, Ceaseless Mercy Pouring Forth Vindicate defects, Atone for faults, Compensate in Fulfillment Of Honor, Converting shame to Joy, Liberating everything from captivity into Freedom, Recovery, Clearness.

ABa’s Abiding, Faithful Constancy, Bearing Endurance Accord Acceptance, Showering Approval.  Comfort Of Assurance Embrace In Agreement, Bringing Restoration Resolved In Peace Of Rectification.   Healing alienation, Harmonized Balance Mend Relations broken, Drawing everything together as ONE.  ABa Absolve to set free in Magnanimous Divine Forgiveness.

to not take offense in anything is true Greatness, Clearing all charges in Balance Of Liberation, Granting Bestowment In Rich Endowment no matter our choice.  ABa’s Choice Is unprejudiced, without discrimination, all inclusive, Unreserved Mercy Cover every one in creation surpassing any expectation beyond all imagination.  Richness Encircle children gathered in Reunion, Clearing family in Strength Magnanimous, Substance Of Supremacy, Firm Resolve Of Character In Spirit Joyful.  Welcoming every one without exception, Restoring Vigor Of Health, Fortitude, Courage, Solidity.  ABa Is Foundation Of LIFE, Spring Engendering Being Embracing all.

prayer 2.11.15

i feel so grateful AB for larry zoro’s book on hay bale gardening that is feasible, sensible, adaptable to our situation.  since finding out about this type of gardening the day before, as possible solution to our need for soil on rocky land.  however, i found hay bales are simply not available cheap as on mainland thus requisite to make our own.  i feel grateful that we can focus on gathering whatever is available in our area to make our own bales.  i had concerns about commercial bales since i would not know the source nor toxicity levels of bales grown and processed.  thus we return home, to what we may find on this land, with this type of growing which will enhance soil and plants.  only now, with this knowledge, the process will be focused, augmented because we now have directions to follow besides experimentation, learning from observations, experience gained season upon season.

couple bunches bananas are ready for harvest, the hands getting plump, fed by weeds from the forest.  the cut stumps add nourishment to the patch that continues to enlarge.  i feel grateful for the weeds, pulling nutrients from the soil deep down in cracks and crevices of rocks.  custer’s curse is a Blessing, utilized to feed banana patches, adding other fast growing weeds to the pile.  we have much weeds here on the land.  according to zoro, aged weeds can be added to the hay, leaves, paper bales for planting and is not a problem.  he also recommends addition of manures which we have from the goats.  we may try this method and see if the results will be satisfactory.  last year, we learnt how to culture indigenous microbes which made a difference in the health of all our plants.  however, it required access to some kind of cereal mill runs.  mill in oahu is closed so we have no more runs to work with.  i tapered off our use, mixing last batch with brown cinders now sitting under the tent.

YDH AB For Provision, Guiding our learning in tending to this field we may call our home.  i felt comfort after reading zoro’s words.  change is inherent in our world of disorder, we must accept and learn to adapt and persist.  learning new methods that are efficacious, conducive to fruitfulness on this terrain that is provided.  transferring inclination of the same from health to living here, with attention on usefulness yielding beneficial results.  i feel grateful for the farm stand maria runs in mountain view.  we are supplied with organic locally grown veggies from her husband’s hand.  they use simply constructed green houses and grow direct in compost amended soil.  we are enjoying results of their knowledge, livelihood, while supporting their family.  i feel nourished from greens grown from her farm and feel thankful for their work.  

if between translation of Revelation, home school, tending beth’s land, new job, study for doctorate in nursing practice may leave not much time to personally tend our rocky patch, i know we may be supplied with nourishing greens from maria’s family, also fruit trees on our land.  i feel so glad despite the rocks, the trees are thriving, fruiting, as we continue to nurture them with what we have on this little patch of ground we call home.  i feel grateful for our home school, witnessing both children excelling in all areas of life, connected to this land, animals, friends.  each blossoming in their talents, shining forth surpassing all expectations.  most of all, reverent to LIFE, respectful, responsive, attentive, gentle, humble, content, happy in pursuit of AB SMYM, bonded with Master Teacher of our house.

my heart goes out to those who read these prayers, to urge your attention on Essence, Kernel, Treasure of what is posted daily, to seek Truth AS IS.  what i do every day is open access to all.  in other words, what i do can be done by anyone who desires to know Truth Originally.  the Best Part of every day’s post are not contained in these prayers but the shared translations of Word Of LIFE.  i pray that you are led there from here, and not to remain here at all!  to Know How Incredible, Amazing, Alive AB’s Word, Meant for you and me each day.  Fresh, Breath Of LIFE, Bread Of Nourishment, AB’s Word Is my Strength, Sustenance, Guidance.  to know AB LIFE GIVER’s Heart Is True Blessedness, In this Knowing Is Assurance, Trust Confirmed, Verified, Fulfilled, Satisfied, Complete.