prayer 7.9.15

ABa ShaMaYM i feel grateful for Constant Assurance, Guaranteed Approval, Cherishing Embrace Faithfully Encircle In Warm Reception, Accepting every child of creation Complete.  ABa is Easy, Gentle, Real.  i have tendency to make things too hard.  my children growing up with me in this toughness are undaunted but others with softer raising may be put off if not used to exacting discipline, demanding requirements, uncompromising carefulness to LIFE.  i observe no harm in application conscientious, firm insistence of perseverance in rigorous governance.  parented in military manner, my father passed on hardening to children.

i remember walking long distances carrying chicken manure we collect in burlap bags through swamps and abandoned fields at age of six.  we went without running water or electricity in manila during black outs, bombs going off, soldiers marching in streets of saigon during war, feeding and caring for sick babies in our room, visiting orphans and elders without families, people dying left and right, amputees crowding streets begging for scraps of food.  these experiences reinforce need for Protection, Rightfulness, Legitimacy.  what is happening right now in Reversal, Restoration, Shifting away from adulteration to Truth is Good worldwide.  other places faster, some slower, america sold out to covetousness is very slow, resistant, fighting tooth and nail to repress Truth.

monsanto creator of agent orange, ddt, pcb, gmo, poisons galore is selfish, greedy, covetous, unconscionable in application of deadly sell out for short term gain that harm, kill, steal, destroy.  using criminal tactics to usurp power, destroying everything it touches, cancer killing the world with insatiable appetite.  there is nothing Good about this company nor its associates.  you must deny conscience to work and collaborate with agency of evil, depravity, degeneracy that stands for destruction.  in selfishness and covetousness are such monsters promoted, enriched, supported.  ignorance veiled in secrecy, darkness, suffocating jurisdiction, repression of Liberty, we do not need them but they have made themselves seemingly indispensable, tied to out of control appetites, selling death to public in bright colorful packages that kill.  

if america will choose Rightfully, locally grown foods Whole, unprocessed, monsanto will disappear.  multinational corporation is not a good thing, oppressing farmers, harassing consumers, buying out government in deception, we give them way too much control.  

if one decides to serve in government, we must do so voluntarily without pay.  i feel only people with honest intention will stay to serve without money, those who seek to benefit from mammon in high places will leave.  

if all our basic needs for high quality housing, healthful environment, natural untainted foods, Rightful education in LIFE at all levels, real healthcare without drugs and pharmakeia, sensible transportation that is Safe, Free Clean energy, simplicity in healthful living are provided, attention may be diverted to Service, Cultivation, Ministration In Goodwill.  

government should remain small, efficient, lean, fit, Beneficial.  perhaps this will not happen as long as there is greed, covetousness, rapacious avarice, intemperance, affluenza of pleonexia, gluttony, insatiable selfishness.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restoration Arriving, Healing Reaching every corner of existence Cleaning UP our mess, Resolving Settlement In Truth AS IS.  i appreciate ABa’s toughness, Strict Conduction In Principle Genuine, Authentic Regard Foster Faithful Devotion, Honor Transparent.  there is no other Government i prefer, choose, favor than ABa’s Rule Of LIFE, Clear, Honest, Easy, Simple.

prayer 7.8.15

tired but feeling grateful in ABa’s Provisions, Constant Abiding Presence Comfort In Assurance, Cherishing Approval AMeN.  it is nice to get in ocean during warm day, meeting uncle mark, lifeguard at beach, reconnecting, sharing happenings, touching base gave opportunity to spend time together.  dipping in clear ocean water visited by huge sea turtles, gigantic puffer fish, tropical fishes along shore line, i feel encouraged, knowing how Gentle LIFE IS in every thing.  only humans are violent, deviating from Original Design, Purpose, Law Of Being.

we watched vegucated together in evening, confirming so many things about animal meat production, opening eyes to cruelty toward companions created for Enjoyment, Benefit, Sharing Blessing.  i did not know until last week about male chicks being shredded in egg production industry.  chicks, hens, going through funnels and conveyor belts, crammed into industrial coops, mutilated, fed adulterated feed, treated unconscienably.  there were parts of movie that tore at our hearts when we realized Truth of what is happening.  the animals know abuse, suffer it constantly in these conditions, facts hidden from public because if it is known, no one will wish it, perhaps maybe only the most hardened.

three meat lovers were converted to become plant based in their choices, now conscious of Truth.  i feel grateful there is Hope.  perhaps we will also open our land to provide sanctuary for animals rescued from slaughter houses.  especially living in tropical forest where everything grows, we have no desire nor need to kill animals to consume them.  vegetables and plants to us tastes so much more superior, the body, mind, spirit also assimilate plant foods Better.  we are designed by LIFE GIVER as vegans, with no need to kill LIFE to live.  plants offer everything we need from food to shelter to warmth.  where it is warm, even this need is taken care of without need to burn anything.

i have no words after viewing this movie, only contemplative of how we will share this Message Of Truth with others, so that they also will know, be informed to choose Rightfully.  today, we will show jacob how to make yummy nourishing salads and foods he can continue at home when he leaves.  he is converting to enjoy our lifestyle of non-violence, causing no harm to environment, people, animals.  Simplicity Revitalizes Essential Requisite, ABa Illuminate to Show Forth Truth in Gentleness, never forceful, Constant Attentive Regard Shelter us Uplifted In Support Of LIFE.  i feel grateful for Communication Informing Of Truth, Inspiration Immersed In Real Facts.

with Complete Revelation Of Truth, we may then properly decide, ABa Making Room for all in Liberation, Freedom Of Decision Sustained In Goodwill, beyond anything human.  our Connection is with LIFE, not death, destruction, decay.  In Union Sustained In Faithfulness Eternal, Assurance Is Guaranteed, Comfort Of Cherishing Is Near.  Knowledge Of Certainty, Trust Complete Verified In ABa’s Devotion, Constancy, Unrestrained LOVE Meet us Continually Ceaselessly.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Embrace Holding every thing in Warm Welcome Reception, Acceptance Encompassing every one created, generated, birthed, accorded with LIFE.  

prayer 7.6.15

Trust, a difficult thing if we are unfamiliar with Dependability, Reliability of some one or some thing.  on belay first time hanging two story up in air, to jump off ladder to wall on tiny rope hooked onto tiny person below far away seems frightening.  Trust however is built on engagement, relating, give and take, yielding fruitful union, meeting, agreement.

cementing of objects in aggregate is similar, joining all elements into one Whole, Holding mixture of things together, hardened into Usefulness.  we made an outdoor shower area, mixing cement for the first time, i realized is like unto making bread, easier when done with hands in the mud.  we added grey beach sand from bayfront, cinder dug up from the site, crushed from walking and use, decorated the area with smoothed beach stones and tile from pam, makes for naturalized look.  with 3:1 mix of aggregates to cement, it cured quickly, hardening by afternoon to support feet walking on top.

anchors wedged into beams of house support an entire person hanging on side of house.  i feel grateful to be able to finally finish caulking the east wall unreachable by safe ladder work.  now, we will be able to paint this surface completely and set climb holds to access this face for fun and means of approach.  five holds made of fake rock set below outside piano room provides access up balcony.  it is not a difficult climb but requires agility, hoping on rocks while on wall with extended reach.  i rate it a 5.4, jacob gives it a 5.8, i feel perhaps he is more fair, taking into consideration the reaches even though the holds turned a certain way makes for good easy grip.

long stretches of ascent requires hooking in for safety all the way to top of house with no safety zone below.  our crash pad is the cinder path below.  ABa is our Constant Belayer, Tethered to us Faithfully, Supporting us in Union Settled For LIFE.  Upholding Blessing for children of creation, LIFE GIVER Sustain to Refresh every one daily, Comfort Of Assurance Embrace each one in Gentle Mercy, Ceaseless Unrestrained LOVE Encircle family Supported In LIFE.  Making Room for decision in Freedom expressing devotion of occupation.  ABa Fortify, Confirm, Validate, Seal In Approval every decision, even the bad ones espousing death and destruction.  This Is True Freedom Completely Unbiased, All Inclusive.  ABa Accepts every decision made in Heart Of Truth AS IS.

rejection, denial, contradiction, deviation is humanity, ABa is Wide Open, Agreement, Correspondence, Peaceful Covenant that takes no offense.  Magnanimous Nature Accepts every thing we cannot, HUGE Heart Revives to Restore all in Union, Gathering children all over to include in Celebration Of LIFE.  it is our Choice to accept Invitation Of LIFE or not, ABa has Called every one, leaving out NONE.  we must decide to participate or not.  Gentle Meekness does not the forcing, we do, in our limitation coerce others into compliance, manipulate to get our way, lack consideration in greed and selfishness.  ABa Regards all, Taking IN from beginning to end every one without prejudice, discrimination, Embracing to Include every child of LIFE in Will Of Existence, Being, Spirit, Character Of Way.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Changeless Consistency, Faithful Devotion, Honoring Regard Remembering us Always, Sustained In Goodwill AMeN.

prayer 6.18.15

i feel grateful for LIFE Given, Sustained In ABa’s Constant Goodwill, Ceaselessly Benefiting every one in creation.  witnessing Restoration from destruction, Returning to LIFE, belonging with Rightfulness, Blessed in Recovery Most High.  we are beginning RaBAi, fourth month in year 5776 of hebraic calendar, tammuz is named after babylonian instead of original hebrew number four, RaBAi.   witnessing another cycle of Renewal, i choose the original version, unadulterated with invasions of foreign cultures, clear, true to What IS, Changeless ABa unaffected by time, space, Upholding Support Of LIFE.

following cycles of moon phases, Renewal is remembered, marked, constant reminder of ABa’s Refreshing Restoration, Engendering LIFE in every thing Alive.  today, we realize there is more LIFE, Energy, Qi, Prana, Awareness is broaden to understand LIFE is in all things visible, invisible, Beyond physical sensing.  known through ABa’s Uplifting Cultivation in Recognition, Appreciation in Conscious Being, we live in a woven world interconnected with lines of communication succinct, delicate, pervasive.  every thing is related in LIFE, belongs to Truth, the world is much more subtle than we realize nor can perceive.  Trust In LIFE Connects us with it’s Gentleness, Fineness, Sagacious Penetration through all levels of Being, seen, unseen.

ABa’s Arrangement is Clear, Order Is Excellent, Provisions Finest.  we are Given Exceptional Grand Design, Manifestation Elegant, Superb Brilliance.  ABa’s Goodwill Cover in Splendid Opulence, Sumptuous Worth, Supreme Acceptance.  i feel grateful ABa is All Inclusive, forgetting none, Constant Abiding Faithful Devotion Is Changeless, Permanent Benchmark Guide every one to Truth AS IS.  i prefer ABa’s Way, Order, Preparation, Will Of LIFE.  it is the Only Order i favor for my existence Anchored In True Being, Authenticity, Genuine Humility, Beneficence.  any other is unreliable due to deviation, inconstancy, adulteration.  i feel Safe In ABa’s Settlement, Resolve, Determination in Unrestrained Blessedness, this is my choice.