Being With My Chiron Return Pilgrimage Theme

It is in and thru imperfection that we work out perfection in complete and utter acceptance, letting go to release wanting, wishing, desiring, expectations. Surrendering desire, dissolving thoughts thinking we want and need things, people, experiences, etc., to come to acceptance, which is unconditioned loving of life as is in all its beauty without filters.

Mine had to do with how I am loved, a certain way of wanting to be loved. Hardness came when my insistence of wanting things a certain way instead of surrendering, flowing, being with what is reality and truth as is. Denial is hard because we can never have what we want and desire from mind fabrications that is not real and in front of us living, breathing, flowing, as is, showing us truth blatantly.

Life has a funny way of teaching this lesson of complete utter acceptance or love of what is real, presence, the now. It puts things and people in our path to show us our incongruence, to help us see how our wanting doesn’t work and how it causes harm to ourselves and others.

Grace helps us to see that it can never work. Mercy transforms us to be with truth as is, to accept and love it all, to change our hearts and minds for acceptance of what is, so we may harmonize with life, with what is.

To deny wisdom is death. Wisdom is the conscience that speaks to our souls, hearts, minds, to help us flow with life, to master lessons of our soul. It opens doors to the fulfillment of our vision connected to soulful awareness. It helps us fulfill our truest life purpose.

I have a vision of going on a pilgrimage when I turn 50 this year, to see how life will honor and show up for me. I am contemplating and being with the theme of equality and how it is expressed in each of us, how we allow this voice to speak in and thru us, how we choose to live this ageless wisdom, soul to soul.

I am inspired by Satish Kumar’s pilgrimage, and I have chosen to follow his example, to listen to the voices ancient, to go on this pilgrimage without money, to trust life to provide from its infinite boundless amazing stores.

As this vision quest is coalescing into reality, for me to live and embody the eternal theme of equality, I am being with all my demons, my wanting, desiring for things of the mind, fabrications that can never be because it isn’t truth or reality.

Only I can face these monsters because I created them. When I choose to face them they can be known and dissolved, I can be clear to flow and align with life as is. I can be freed from the nets and snags I created, when I realize I create my thoughts and conditioning, that I can change or dismantle them. 

I can choose to simply be with reality and flow, or I can remain stagnant bound by my own creations, interpretations, meaning I give to things, my perceptions of how things are for me. I realize I can trust nothing that is projected. I can only trust that still awareness that is unbiased, speaking in all of us.

This still true voice, wisdom, conscience, consciousness, intelligence, guides to lead us to safety, to give us rest, to help us know peace, harmony, balance, equality. It is impartial, neutral.

I am learning neutrality, to withhold judgment of the mind, to suspend interpretation of making something mean anything, to simply be with, see, experience, know, sense things in their truth and reality. I am learning not to supplant authentic truth, reality of life as is flowing, coursing, streaming. 

It is about being with, standing with, sitting with what simply is without needing to change any of it, to fully completely accept it in its fullest truth. In full acceptance is unconditioned love, open warm reception of what is. I realize it is a choice I make moment to moment. It is a choice we all make together. It entails freeness in this choosing that is granted to each of us by life that sustains all things. It is completely unconditional in accepting whatever choice we make, even when it is against ourselves, against life, for death.

So, it is up to us, all of us, to do this together. It is our choice, in how we work together or not. This is our way to equality individually and collectively. It is truly our responsibility and our choice because life is all for us to choose what happens to ourselves, to each other, to the world. We have a choice, many choices to make alone and together. This is the theme of my pilgrimage, to choose equality, to embrace life as is, to remain neutral within myself, to support whatever is, to consciously choose reality.

prayer 7.28.15

our bodies and all things physical are tools Supported By Being.  the way we use our bodies, physical things reflects an inward devotion, intent, motive, will.  this is where we may choose how we operate any thing, how we treat any thing or any one, how we interact and respond to material, manifest substance.  ultimately it is heart expression we are dealing with, belonging to respect or violation of Rightfulness, Justice, Mercy, Good, Truth, Peace, LOVE Unrestrained.

sun has arisen, cicadas sing among trees of forest signaling warmth.  we were inundated by rains day before, humidity fluctuate with moisture in atmosphere embracing earth.  we get to live here in ABa’s Land.  some choose Peace, others violence.  surrounded by nature, living in accord with LIFE in healthfulness is Beneficial, extricated from adulteration.  i received letter from california child support enforcement agency asking information for heywood’s whereabouts.  we do not know since he is not communicating with us.

instances like these remind how sick we have become as society, fathers abandoning families, evading necessary support to run away in shameless disregard.  refusal to support legitimate family is out of control, enforcement impotent, thus leaving families in lurch endangered by riotous, unbridled lawlessness.  i feel grateful ABa Is Near Upholding Goodness Consistent.  we live simply, lack in nothing Good, ABa Supplying all our needs physical, emotional, mental, spiritual.

we got into this mess by confusion, seduction, drawn aside from Rightfulness into vice, wrongdoing, corruption.  in this scenario, no one gains, every one is used to satisfy insatiable appetite, succumbing to addiction inextricable.  on the side of the abused, ABa Is Near to Deliver, Defend, Protect.  the abusers will be convicted one Way or another.  depraved dissipation attempts adulteration of Fact Changeless, they may obscure Evidence, eliminate Witness, pervert Trial but ABa’s Judgment is Clear, unaffected by dissolution of debauchery, transgression, crime.

i feel grateful for Justice, Reward Consequential.  we may not ever receive human justice but ABa’s Truth Stands, Compensation is Sure.  seek thus not any thing from the world but from Eternal Faithfulness Of LIFE GIVER Justifying all things, Making Right every situation, Restoring Good in Ceaseless Mercy AMeN.

prayer 7.23.15

so quickly, inadvertently we may be drawn into controversy, sinking in rabbit hole based on opinion, not Fact.  Truth AS IS, Freedom Is Inherent in all Being Of LIFE, Right Given By ABa ShaMaYM LIFE GIVER Of Free Decision, Determination, Choice Of Governance.  Jurisdiction is that of Owner Creator, Command Authentic, Faithful Authority, Legitimate, Rightful, Truthful.

i look forward to study matthew 22:21 in aramaic interlinear, to view True Meaning Of Word.  ABa’s Way Of LIFE Is Peaceful, non-violation, Restful, Still, Harmonious.  i witness Nature Of LIFE Giving, Blessing, Forgiving, Yielding Fruitfulness, Relaxed, undisturbed no matter circumstance, Calm.  ABa speak not a Word in retaliation, anger, hatred, this is also Nature Of LIFE, Serene, Tranquil, Composed, Quietly Witnessing our frenzy, willfulness, rebellion, disrespect, gracelessness, harmful destruction, death, pride, covetous insanity.

manifestation of entire spectrum abound in Vivid, Clear Display worldwide, Unrestrained LOVE Flow through every vein of LIFE.  as long as we live in man made laws and systems, there can be no Peace, war is the agenda due to fearfulness, trepidation from lack of Unbound LOVE.  human possession claimed in false pretense, ABa’s Truth Encompasses to Embrace every one without condition nor exception.  we may constantly choose Spirit Of Peace instead of harm, LOVE vs hatefulness.  it is a choice, our Freedom in decision Made Room for by LIFE GIVER.

Truth is, humanity is powerless, impotent, irresolute, unsettled in falsehood, to come to Truth is a hard journey, Restoration Is Blessing Of Deliverance.  confusion is rampant, mainly we do the best we can albeit inadequate to Fulfill any thing Substantial.  Basing LIFE On Foundation Of Truth AS IS Gives Confidence In Faithful Devotion, Trust In Protection Certain, Comfort Of Assurance.  i feel most are doing their best, albeit we are all corrupted, dishonest, perverted, depraved, adulterated.  ABa’s Restoration Is Refining, Covering faults in Complete Forgiveness, Acceptance Embrace each child of Creation Complete.

our definitions really does not matter, LIFE’s Truth Is Reality.  we have no Right Of Claim to any thing, ABa True Owner Is Rightful, we are but tenants given time, Privilege, Benefit, Advantage, Freedom, Liberty Honored In ABa’s Constant Upholding In Truth, Inherent Authenticity, Genuine Faithfulness.  failure is on our part, ABa’s End Is Certain, Sure, Unwavering, Conclusive, Definite, Clear, Secure.  we are each remembered in Heart Of Truth Complete, Cherished in Unfailing Devotion Absolutely, Confirmed in ABa’s Verification.  i choose Acceptance, ABa’s Way Of LIFE, Truth AS IS, Ceaseless Mercy, Beneficent Magnanimity, Forgiveness AMeN.

prayer 7.17.15

Freedom abides under oppression for Reason to Liberate, working ceaselessly, showing forth injustice of system hamstrung, people suppressed, persecuted by wrongful, unwarranted, jaundiced misapplication of law.  we sent jacob off with healthy foods bought from island naturals, fresh nectarines and plums sent over from mainland with sticker still on them.  these were confiscated due to misinterpretation and misapplication of law at security check point where humans are reduced to animals, stripping us of all our rights.  we are not allowed to bring fresh pure water, no fresh foods, our person violated from head to toe in searches, in order that we may embark an aircraft to reach a destination we paid fare for.  why we put up with such ridiculous nonsense must be our complacency.  thus, Freedom Remains to work in such prejudiced, inequitable, one-sided abusive situations.

perhaps one day soon, nonsense will be rid completely.  people are not machines without conscience to guide them.  if our forefathers were to pass through the air port today, i wonder what their response will be.  they did not tolerate even a stamp tax to be unfairly placed on them.  today, we are inundated by taxes taking more than half our income to be squandered by government for things against the people, like sponsorship of conglomerates that created harmful substances, pollutants, poisons that kill, stealing from the people.  we are born into this corrupted heritage that none of our founding fathers would live with.  today, we are treated like animals, herded, abused, molested, harassed left and right in confusion, but we really don’t have to put up with any of it.  perhaps like thoreau stated, in an unjust system, the rightful place for the just is in the prison, at least the injustice displayed there will be blatant and no longer subtle.  i feel we may have more rights there than elsewhere.

our human systems are failing, no matter how many cycles we go through, it is the same result.  corruption brings destruction no matter how noble the beginning, eventually the heirs are unable to sustain justice at all.  in reality, there is never justice in human systems, man made laws, inherently we each are biased, skewing perception toward false seeing.  human intervention is ineffectual, akin to what is happening with email servers today that limit recipients to under 50 in effort to deal with spam.  it is stupid, ineffective, because it does not deal with the source, cause of problem.  when someone can sign up with whatever identity, allows for great abuses.  it the company’s motive is to collect contacts for profit from sale of these fake names, it creates its own problem, spamming.  if every single email is legitimate, every address is linked to a real person, the problem will be eliminated immediately, because there will be accountability, responsibility.  

proper identification of authenticity seems to be greatly lacking as every one prefers feigning.  Honesty is certainly abnormal in society, people resorting to preference for lies instead of Truth.  if Truth is the Standard Principle, i am sure spamming will discontinue.  there is no point to it, except lies built on more lies, for profit that brings only emptiness, vacuous insanity.  i have shared daily bible studies in the original languages since 2011 without any difficulty to hundreds of recipients in one send.  these days, it is impossible to get the messages through without rejection.  there is an agreement between sender and receiver to send and receive the daily studies shared, yet i am hampered in my daily efforts of sharing.  underlying all this human confusion is a greater evil, spiritual opposition to hinder Word Of Truth, efforts of which is futile, fruitless, useless.  it is demonstration of desperation because it is the loser, illegitimate, false in every thing. 

i cannot wait till this evil is rid complete, Restoration is Near, Owner Creator Legitimate Rule is Returning to Claim Rightful Possession.  abusive tenants will be removed, Peace Restored, earth Renewed, peoples Rebuilt In Integrity.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Fulfillment, Faithful Deliverance, Assurance Most High Cherishing humanity in our worst.  it is time, season, occasion for Reversal.  Revelation Of Truth Is Clear, corruption rampant, touching every thing alive to steal, kill, destroy.  we are powerless against evil except in ABa’s Cover, Sanctuary, Safekeeping.  this is where i choose to stay, ABa Abiding to Defend, Protect, Vindicate every wrong committed.  isn’t it interesting that opposer is the one who corrupts us in the first place, then points the finger, with every accusation is the very condemnation of evil, one finger points outward is three pointing back at self, the perpetrator.  we are all Forgiven Instantly, ABa holds no grudge against any one, Being Magnanimous Accepts all, including the opposition, there is no separation but ONE.

prayer 6.13.15

i know of no true REST outside of ABa’s Encirclement.  anything proposed by man is transient, unable to endure, short sighted, insensible at best.  like the ban on hemp back in 1937, of a plant grown world wide for thousands of years, making america completely dependent on outside source.  we used to be the envy of the world in terms of hemp variety, our first president grew it on his land around his house, followed by jefferson, but for some strange reason, it became illegal to grow!

an old american flag held up by senator pictured on her web site is made of hemp.  today, we have to import everything hemp, from food to fiber, and we are prosecuted by the government if we choose to grow this plant.  woody the actor grew four plants as a protest on his land in kentucky few years ago and was brought to trial.  he won, and now, kentuckians can grow this plant legally.  it is obvious the policy is unsound, perverse, foolish, and is being reversed country wide.  hopefully by end of this year, we will be able to grow this plant again in hawaii to reap its benefits.

we need this plant for so many reasons, Restoration being one.  i felt a tremendous improvement in my memory and vision after consuming a hand full of toasted hemp seeds, product of canada.  we have made canadians rich by our improper removal of this plant for almost 80 years in this country.  it is a billion dollar business, with us as their biggest consumer.  few things surprised me about usage of this plant.  hempcrete can be used to build houses, the plant can be grown on polluted soils to extract toxic substances, its oil is medically used for treating epilepsy, cancers and other conditions, its seeds a highly nutritious food, in essence, the entire plant is useful.

whoever made the policy to illegalize hemp has got to be an idiot or really evil!  i witness so many travesties committed globally, genetic modification of organisms being the biggest sham, causing untold harm to our planet, peoples, environment.  every one who commits such crimes against humanity must be tried, judged, sentenced.  people who make choices to harm must pay for their actions.  i feel the ones who are devoted to corruption, perversions, criminal atrocities led by pride, greed, deceit are the true hitlers of our times and must face consequences for their deeds.  every individual, company, politician, government agency, government, country that promotes such harmful practices must come to trial, be judged, consequences mete out.

currently there is no oversight thus illegal activities are rampant.  our government is no longer for the people but for monopolies that oppress the people.  we are so poorly educated to take over reigns of our forefathers, to properly return control to the people will take time and proper education.  we witness injustices committed constantly against the people, devastation of our environment, all for short term gain.  the people are beginning to wake up, thus the push to pass this or that law that will eventually be overturned, criminals want protection they do not deserve.  i am talking about companies like monsanto and associates, big pharma, chemical companies that produce nothing but harmful things for humans and the planet.

we are returning to Balance, in this Restoration, harmful things cannot remain and are being purged.  participants that have stolen, killed, murdered, destroyed on this planet are losing cover as Truth Is Publicized, deception is failing concealment, Light Of Truth Shines Bright Revealing wrongfulness, inappropriateness, harmful results of damaging actions, malignant motivation.  the insanity of such criminal acts unfathomable, hidden in layers of suffocating darkness.  i feel grateful ABa is Unveiling Truth AS IS before our eyes, with Heaven Approaching to Reclaim Rightful Ownership, Truth Is Coming Near, falsehood cannot abide, this is happening right now AMeN!

prayer 6.2.15

yesterday, two faith based email accounts were disabled and blog was not functioning properly.  early morning before dawn, i felt Inspired, if changes are necessary, to redo these accounts, simplify, an opportunity for Renewing.  how vulnerable i felt when these incidents occurred but seeking ABa’s Will Of LIFE, i may rely on ABa’s Resolution, Settlement, to know ABa can Bless each situation for Good.  ABa Uplifting to Sustain in Embrace Of Assurance, Cherishing in Preservation, despite my fragility, weakness, mutability.  

i felt this work is so hard already each day, taking each verse from original language of aramaic correlated to hebrew root word, expanding the meaning, linking final definition to interlinear format, supplementing with greek and english translations, converted into electronic format.  Given Interpretation Daily to share online Good News Of Truth, this is my First Work each day.  study of Revelation Of YSWA is in it’s third revision, began in 2011, ABa Giving tools, equipment, Inspiration, Instruction.  each day’s Message is New, Exciting, Refreshing, Clear, ABa Interpreting Word Of LIFE In Truth for me.  i feel grateful for this Work, Occupation, Possession.

it is Unique, Special, Given for me because i need it most.  i am finding Balance, integrating this Work into LIFE in ABa’s Sustenance, Restoration, Engendering Usefulness, Suitability, Harmonized In Agreement Converging, Gathered In Union.  nothing seems worldly to me, even my work that pays for things we need, because ABa Abides With us in all arenas, Guiding, Leading, Settling In Good Will.  every thing that is done comes from Spirit Of LIFE, Integrating, Assimilating, Incorporated Complete, Seamless, Whole.  i feel no separation from Truth, because i experience each arena as Spiritually Significant, Profound, Consequential.

as ABa Works through my inward most parts, clearing out falsehood, hypocrisy, wrong motivations, i begin to experience LIFE in Honesty, Genuine Authenticity, Succinct Truth.  there is no need for pretense, ABa is my Defense, Vindication, Counsel, Making Room for Freedom Of Choice in expression that is Real, Substantial, Honorable.  i have no ability to effect anything Good, this, ABa Completes, allying me with LIFE, Unrestrained LOVE, Tender Forgiving Mercy.  i see that ABa takes no offense, holds no grudge, Accepts Everything AS IS without problem, Suffering our every good or bad decision made in freedom, Cherishing each child in LIFE Unconditional, without reservation.

this Complete Acceptance i am learning, ABa being my Pattern, Example, i choose to follow ABa’s Way Of LIFE in Gentleness, Meekness, Humility, Lowliness, Simplicity, Plain Clear Truth.  of all the greats of mankind, teachers of Truth, only ONE claims Divinity, Appointed Representative Originating In Heaven, only ONE was nailed to the tree, returned to LIFE Complete.  the rest are followers, disciples, minor messengers, learners of Truth.  i feel if you ask any of these other ones if they were Divine, they will all recede, giving Honor to the Only ONE, because no one else is the Devoted Lamb Of Faithful Resemblance, YaHWaH With us, Reconciliation of humanity.  no one else came from Heaven Most High except for YSWA foretold, no one else’s Message can compare with Truth AS IS standing before us all.

in our utter darkness, even with Abundant Supernatural display, our denial of Truth is steep because we are blind, deaf, dumb in our perception, unable to accept Plain Truth AS IS.  ABa’s Salvation is Sure, Sound, Safe, Definitive, able to touch, reach, penetrate each one in every thing.  it is Unadulterated, Conclusive, Unlimited, Universal, Irresistible, Honest, Inviting, Consummately Welcoming every one.  Given Rest from weariness, destruction, broken dysfunction, deviation, isolation, separation, lifelessness.  Brought into Complete Union with Truth, Restored to LIFE, Cherished in Approval, Comfort Of Assurance Is Potent, Transformational, Returning us HOME to recognize Rightful Authentic Unrestrained LOVE, Endless Mercy, Embracing Devotion Affirming each offspring of creation in Endurance Of LIFE GIVER.

prayer 2.5.15

i feel so grateful Always For AB’s Leading, Nourishing, Sustenance In Spirit, Truth, Mercy.  these few days we continue in heat of drought, desertlike dryness, every morning awaken to bright glaring orange globe blaring across horizon.  i feel oppression of windless hot cloudless days that deplete Moisture, LIFE.  depriving opportunity for planting from shortage of water.  we continue to be rainless in these parts, even weeds are not growing but receding!  this is indeed rare occasion in normally wet rainy season inundated with downpours.  i feel we habituate with cycles in seasons dwelling in one place.  when climate is amiss, our bodies feel disrupted, jilted, as does our mind.

witness to so great abnormality out of ordinary, in environ, in peoples, on earth, gives thought to fragility of our dependence.  even with most modern infrastructure is no security.  ruin is around every corner ready to pounce and destroy.  my mind feels tired from ranting of thomas payne (paine), reading his spewing in age of reason harkens to thomas of little faith.  i feel sad reading his diatribe of disbelief, galvanized in faulty reasoning, to need absolute proof for TRUTH.  does he not realize that if he had such proof as he felt is his need, he would end up without room for freedom of choice?  maybe he only desired to be completely convinced and was crying out for such persuasion.

i feel if we but open our hearts to listen, we will certainly hear Voice Of Truth Sounding Very Clearly.  doubt, fear, hate, are always based on our own choice.  we can always choose differently, rightly, that saves from such perplexities, suffering, agony, self imposed.  we are Given Reason for a cause, that we may Know Truth AS IS, Exactly, Accurately.  i am not sure basis for payne’s deviation, departure, complete divorce from Truth, i can however feel his painful struggle and desire Truth for him that Brings Comfort In Reconciliation With LIFE GIVER.  hatred is always a choice.  LOVE is the other choice.  we get to choose which one as a response to LIFE AS IS.  in LOVE is health, well being, in hate is dis-ease, fear.

shows how Great AB’s Unrestrained LOVE, to allow fulmination in complete denial of Truth, in the end  to Comfort such wretchedness.  something can be good or bad as we choose to make it, however Truth Is Truth, Unchanging, otherwise we will be completely lost without Point Of Reference.  AB Marks Central Core of everything, regardless of our own perspective.  there is the Unequivocal, otherwise, what is the point?  AB Is That Foundation of all things for measuring our truths or falsehood, Changeless, Immutable, Eternal AS IS.

to dispute Fact is insanity, denying What Is foolishness, when all is Revealed Complete In Unrestrained LOVE, Mercy, Unceasingly generation upon generation.  when we think of Origin, there is but One Answer In Truth.  we may have our different theories but Reality AS IS Simply IS, no matter our silly arguments for or against it.  Existence In Authenticity does not change based on our assumptions, it is only Present For us to know, if we choose genuinely to know what is True.  we know when something touches our heart, it is like solomon’s words about appropriate fitness, meeting, resonance, suitability.  

payne seems in great pain of incongruence, creature out of sync with Creator, not knowing Reality AS IS.  i felt pain reading his words struggling against Truth.  i suppose that is his journey to Truth.  ultimately, we all come to know AS IS sooner, later, or in the end.  pray that we are reconciled with Reality that we no longer flounder but may find REST because AB is not a fighter, opposer, but Always Covers In Unrestrained Mercy And LOVE.  Gentle Meekness In Awesome Humility, Water-like, Soft, Tender, Kind, but Strong In Faithful Devotion.  that is why Truth may be our Confidence, Reliance, Dependence, because it is Timeless, Constant, Consistent, Permanent.

of many books, endless in the making, ranting thoughts, some useful, some useless.  i pray my time will be spent in usefulness for i choose not to squander nor waste precious time we have in present, to live in AB’s Will and not my own.  i find Rest, Peace Surpassing all understanding in AB’s Constancy, Provisions, Defense, Protection, no matter what swirls.  Unto Day Of Restoration, we may stand always in AB’s Ceaseless Mercy, Unrestrained LOVE, Comfort, Sustained In LIFE Giver Eternal AMN.

prayer 1.17.15

YDH AB SMYM For SBT SLM.  sun shining bright across horizon.  evening spent with friends gathered in families around bon fire in adrian and joey’s land.  connecting with cami and kirk, latter returned from interview on mainland.  feeling shifts, confirmation, assurance of Truth, digesting words of benjamin franklin, incorporating principles shared by cs lewis, thoreau, franklin, shelton on LIFE, TRUTH, health, dignity, integrity.  finding resonance, encouragement, comfort, as i choose compliance with Truth AS IS.  drawn away from the herd, set apart from the crowd, in search of Significance, Meaning, Essence Of Truth AS IS In Reality.

did not every prophet, servant mouth piece of YaH, require Honesty in all transactions With LIFE?  must each not be true, faithful, trusting of AB with all aspects and elements of LIFE, yielding to Authority Of AB SMYM?  i am here, positioned, stationed, kept in Guardianship Of LIFE.  through each predecessor, antecedent, sign, mark, is pointing to the fore.  showing to Reveal Connection, Way Of LIFE, Truth.  i feel grateful for Thread, long strand joining, twisted together as One, belonging complete to Truth.  resolved settled in knowing how far we fall short and must need AB’s Grace Unreserved, Mercy Unconditional, Open To all as Gift Of LIFE.

each one trained, prepared, brought up to serve in Way, devoted to Truth, aligned in Purpose, Will Of AB SMYM.  i feel grateful for introductions to minds alike, standing alone yet together in all generations.  Light bearers, perpetuators of Truth, Preserved In AB.  there is no other Way, it is AB’s Cultivation, Sustenance, Guidance Leading each one into Truth AS IS.  we may point the Way, actual experience, linking, relationship, association, correspondence is personal, private, intimate, requiring choice in reciprocation to AB’s Offer, Gift, Welcome, Reception, Hospitality.  none can make this decision for another.  belonging must be chosen by every one called.  all are called, few choose this Way, we witness all manner of lame excuses, justifying pretext, alleged ostensible exemption.  AB speaks of such false pretension in much parables.

choice is always ours, to fear or not.  i choose LIFE In Truth.  remembering so many times, cowered back into box, kept imprisoned in misinformation, distortion, falsehood.  i feel a Strength unavailable previously, to leave this confinement, to tread after Master Of Truth, Light AS IS.  to be joined in union with LIGHT, sanskrit termed ‘yoga’.  bound connected, associating, merging alliance, marriage with Divine, set apart in devotion, bonded.  meta, of greek origin, means beyond, with, after.  physic, latin origin, is knowledge of nature.  thus metaphysic is going beyond, with, after knowledge of nature.  it is search for Truth, AB Being Principle, Essence, Core, Heart Of Truth.  thus it is seeking after AB SMYM, to transcend, go beyond the physical, striving in Spirit, to know LIFE, Source Of LIFE, LIFE GIVER.  transcend is to rise, climb, go beyond, surpass, increase, augment, go through.  thus it speaks of experience, journey, upward movement, path, Way.

transcendental thus goes beyond the physical to join spiritual, a climbing upward, going above beyond range of normal ordinary experience, into where AB Exists, LIVE.  immanuel kant, philosopher countered hume’s unbelief.  such is response of Truth to every critic, affirming Character Of Reality, Essence AS IS.  noumenon in greek is knowledge, conception, apprehension, comprehension of AS IS.  Distinct, Clear, True, knowable, palpable, Attributes Shared, Revealed, Remarkable.  experience in intimate knowing in relationship necessitates time together.  an investment called forth requiring a choice of commitment in faithfulness, devotion in personal acknowledgment, recognition, acceptance, approval, favor.  reciprocation, returning, giving back and forth that binds in respect, appreciation, regard, care, attendance, presence.

name of plutarch, philosopher mentioned by franklin, evoking name of lincoln.  we met some lincolns last evening, supposed descendants of ab the tall.  philo, greek for love, affection, cherishing, devotion.  sophi, grecian for Reason, Cause, Wisdom, Speaker Of Truth, Learning Of Word, Study Of Truth to know Cause, Motive, Purpose, Origin.  logic, greek for Word, judgment arrived from adherence to Valid Principle, Truth.  philosophy in this Way means study of Reality AS IS, Existence, Being, LIFE, Truth.  ultimate goal of which is to know AB SMYM, Creator LIFE GIVER.  there is no mystery, uncertainty, vague obscuration because LIFE GIVER Is Present, Personal, AS IS, Truth Revealed Complete.  uncertainty, concealment, darkness, covering, doubt, fear, indetermination then is our choice.  there is only Truth, ONE, Reality, regardless of our choice of perception, acceptance, rejection, Truth Remains Changeless, Shining Bright in successive generations, Enduring, Real, Sound, Reliable.  Covenant Of Assurance Secure, Consistent, Steadfast, Faithful, Firm, Permanent.

conflict, fluctuation, instability, disorder is in us only, not in AB SMYM, Who Is Constant, Genuine, Authentic, on the Mark, faultless.  deviation is a choice, as is adulteration, corruption, destruction, death.  the Wiser Is Truth, LIFE, Trust In Faithfulness.  there is only ONE Good, AB SMYM.  if we fathom to be better than Truth, we are but deceived.  thus with every falsehood is substitution of Truth for a lie, separation from LIFE AS IS.  sitting to rule as AB LIFE GIVER when we are the subjects, created, pretending, puffed up imitation, inferior, insane, because Truth Is Before each one to know.  every temptation, enticement is based on fulfillment, satisfaction of self.  inflating false ego, billowing in pride, rooted in selfishness, adulteration of Truth to accommodate lies, justification defending wrong for Right.  a twisting in the wrong away from Truth, LIGHT, AS IS, fabrication of concealment, living in secrecy and darkness, covering Truth.  when LIGHT Shines, haters of Truth arise to stifle, suppress, censure, kill, destroy, pervert Truth.  we witnessed this ultimate act of rebellion when AB was nailed to a tree.

cure, restoration is in a different choice, repent, turn back, return to Origin LIFE GIVER, to be healed.  we being sick, diseased, decaying, dying, have desperate need of Physic, Knowledge Of LIFE, Truth AS IS, Wisdom, AB SMYM.  we are all Given Guarantee to choose, LIFE or death.  it is always up to us, LIFE for ourselves and those around us living on this planet, or death.  choice is reflected in living, engraved in character, known by our devotion, allegiance, trust, be it human or Metaphysic, Above Beyond human nature.  knowing my lack, insufficiency, weakness, short falls, i choose AB’s Cultivation, Raising, Education, Preparation.