prayer 8.2.15

restful sleep, rejuvenator restore, replenish, repair damage, eliminating toxic waste, assimilate nourishment according to program for healthfulness in LIFE.  inherent process needs no human direction, Guided under ABa’s Governance, obedient to Law Of Being, undergird by ABa’s Maintenance Complete.  we mostly interfere with essential activities by choosing to deviate from Rightfulness, Given Freewill, Made Room for in ABa’s Liberal Forgiveness, Ceaseless Magnanimity.  only we have not learnt to Appreciate Parent Of Origin, LIFE AS IS, darkened by deceptions, ignoring Truth.  as we find out Revelation Valid, Correct Principle, perhaps we may choose differently, to respect rather than disregard LIFE Genuine, Substance Meaningful, Relation in Authenticity.  we are prodigal in terms of wastefulness, injudicious heedlessness.  ABa’s Prodigality has to do with Generous Abounding Favor Of Approval, deficient in nothing Good.  it is always our choice, to choose Relationship With LIFE, or death.  ABa Honors all expression without judgment, Unconditionally Accepting any choice made, free or coerced.  our responsibility is choice in Face Of Complete Embracing Acceptance, this is our inalienable, inviolable, Absolute Right Given.  none can take this expression from any one, Freedom Made Room For by ABa Immovable, Changeless, Eternal AMeN.

prayer 8.1.15

how Amazing it is when we get to do the very thing we are passionate about without restraint.  Liberated In ABa’s Provisions, Sustained In ABa’s Efficacy, unbound by man made traditions, Accustomed to ABa’s Open Freedom.  i witness others doing the same, living autonomous lives in pursuit of Happiness, Joyful Contribution, unencumbered by mammon.  Driven in Will Of LIFE, Completion, Truth AS IS, Sincere Honest Expression Of Authentic Legitimate Existence has trickle effect that is all encompassing, effecting land, peoples, animals, plants in how each is treated, managed, made useful.  i feel grateful for this LIFE in Union With ABa ShaMaYM LIFE GIVER, Conducted in Truth, Ceaseless Mercy, Unrestrained LOVE Complete AMeN.  it is then a Meaningful LIFE Manifest, touching other lives in Reality, Buoyed in Benefit, Blessing, Magnanimity, Humility.

prayer 7.26.15

i feel grateful for Friendship, First Foremost With ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH LIFE GIVER, second with family, third with every one else.  to be Remembered is Blessedness, Cherished In ABa’s Continual Embrace, Encircled In Safeguard Of LIFE amid insanity of world out of control heading to extinction, destruction, death.  ABa Comfort In Assurance Constant, Carrying children to the very End in Unrestrained LOVE, Ceaseless Mercy, Magnanimous Forgiveness Complete.

ABa Augments LIFE for all, Bringing Joy Fulfilling Hope in world failing.  True Government Is In ABa Only, where each person is Regarded With Complete Respect, Endowed With Complete Freedom Of Decision, Cherished As Most Beloved.  this, we will never find in the world we live, severed from LIFE GIVER, spinning in confusion.  ABa Is Near, Restoring Order, Renewing every thing daily in Sustenance Of Being, IS-ness, Allowing full manifestation of every choice ever made, Given Room In Freedom Openly.  True Freedom comes at price of Consequence, this we have.

when bad things happen, we tend to point the finger, out of fear of non-acceptance, self-condemnation, when we are to blame.  from ADaM to now, this is the pattern, an inferior one based in fear, not Unrestrained LOVE.  we are accustomed to hypocrisy, lies, falsehood and expect it.  until we are Yoked With ABa ShaMaYM, we learn not Honesty, Truth, Sincerity but rather feign our way through LIFE in fabrications of all kinds, deception, fraud.  to be True for us is a very hard thing, it almost seems foreign, when it should be our Nature.  ABa Restores to Pristine Order, Cover all our weaknesses and faults without question, conditions, delays.  we are all Forgiven Instantly.

this is Grace none of us deserve but may choose to receive as Given By LIFE.  ABa is not deficient to Give Liberally, Supply Abundant, Generous, Charitable In Bounty.  Prodigal to Indulge children Cherished in LIFE, Covering our deficits, lack, shortfall.  YaDaH ABa ShaMaYM For Gracious Giving Of LIFE daily Sustained In Beneficent Magnanimous Advantage, Blessing Of Restoration Is Near, Unrestrained LOVE Complete Balance Total in ABa’s Preparations Ready.

prayer 7.24.15

so many dreams early this morning, yet i feel rested, realizing need to connect with land again.  orchards and gardens afford time of respite, plantings grow in nature’s cultivation supplemented by our contribution, participation, selection.  it is our choice, what types of plants thrive, placement on the land, how they grow affected by our input.  ABa is Gracious to Bless Engagement, Sustaining LIFE in every place.

involvement connects us to become part of the land.  there is much work to be done yet there is also room to sit back when we must, to work on other things.  shifting gears requires conscious choice, i am adjusting to so many shifts requiring accommodation, rearrangement from slave mode to Free mode.  it is my own defining but it takes a different mind set, thus adapting to assimilate in Balance Of LIFE is needed.

it is what IS at the moment, so many obstructions in stream of Living require reintegration, understanding, mastery.  we live in a very confused generation, our government no longer serves the people but oppresses, it is abused, corrupted.  like all empires before us, we are near collapse, end, conclusion.  how we live is non-sustainable.  small factions are trying to Right things, very few have courage to live as we are meant.  i am questioning my own strength in conviction, examining my commitment to LIFE, to see where i stand.

as thoreau stated, “Under a government which imprisons unjustly, the true place for a just man is also a prison”.  gandhi spent many a day in prison, as did thoreau, unwilling to sell out to corruption, standing up for Rightfulness.  we are not free according to thoreau, “There will never be a really free and enlightened State until the State comes to recognize the individual as a higher and independent power, from which all its own power and authority are derived, and treats him accordingly”

“just to all men, and to treat the individual with respect as a neighbor… to be strictly just, it must have the sanction and consent of the governed.  It can have no pure right over my person or property but what I concede to it… progress toward a true respect for the individual… to regard the individual as the basis of the empire.”  we are certainly far from this ideal and statement, used by the state, corporate america does not regard nor respect the individual as Rightful, it bows to mammon.

to imagine that we are free is but lunacy when we really are not.  what we may have is an illusion of freedom that is not grounded in Reality.  ABa’s Governance is Complete Freedom, Granting Full Right in Freewill Of Choice.  we may even choose death and destruction, ABa Honors the opposition Completely.  thus, we are here, in our state of being, inundated with confusion, death, decay, sickness, destruction, close to extinction, all of our own choosing, yet we blame God!  how stupid!?  insane?!  but that is what we are, coming apart from LIFE GIVER, Truth AS IS, Reality.

it is our choice always, to choose LIFE or death, Good or bad.  ABa does not the coercing, we do so, out of fear, sense of inadequacy, trying to control LIFE when we have no Jurisdiction, Genuine Authority, Righteousness.  ABa ONLY Is Faithful In Devotion Upholding Right, Goodness Secured in Authentic Entitlement.  the created has vested rights Accorded by LIFE GIVER, Upheld in Truth AS IS.  every thing Belongs to LIFE, Source Of Being, Original Parent, ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH, Blessing Of Strength.  i feel grateful for this Fact, untainted by human presumption, Pure, Natural, AS IS, Changeless Foundation Remains despite our failures, errors, confusion.

prayer 7.23.15

so quickly, inadvertently we may be drawn into controversy, sinking in rabbit hole based on opinion, not Fact.  Truth AS IS, Freedom Is Inherent in all Being Of LIFE, Right Given By ABa ShaMaYM LIFE GIVER Of Free Decision, Determination, Choice Of Governance.  Jurisdiction is that of Owner Creator, Command Authentic, Faithful Authority, Legitimate, Rightful, Truthful.

i look forward to study matthew 22:21 in aramaic interlinear, to view True Meaning Of Word.  ABa’s Way Of LIFE Is Peaceful, non-violation, Restful, Still, Harmonious.  i witness Nature Of LIFE Giving, Blessing, Forgiving, Yielding Fruitfulness, Relaxed, undisturbed no matter circumstance, Calm.  ABa speak not a Word in retaliation, anger, hatred, this is also Nature Of LIFE, Serene, Tranquil, Composed, Quietly Witnessing our frenzy, willfulness, rebellion, disrespect, gracelessness, harmful destruction, death, pride, covetous insanity.

manifestation of entire spectrum abound in Vivid, Clear Display worldwide, Unrestrained LOVE Flow through every vein of LIFE.  as long as we live in man made laws and systems, there can be no Peace, war is the agenda due to fearfulness, trepidation from lack of Unbound LOVE.  human possession claimed in false pretense, ABa’s Truth Encompasses to Embrace every one without condition nor exception.  we may constantly choose Spirit Of Peace instead of harm, LOVE vs hatefulness.  it is a choice, our Freedom in decision Made Room for by LIFE GIVER.

Truth is, humanity is powerless, impotent, irresolute, unsettled in falsehood, to come to Truth is a hard journey, Restoration Is Blessing Of Deliverance.  confusion is rampant, mainly we do the best we can albeit inadequate to Fulfill any thing Substantial.  Basing LIFE On Foundation Of Truth AS IS Gives Confidence In Faithful Devotion, Trust In Protection Certain, Comfort Of Assurance.  i feel most are doing their best, albeit we are all corrupted, dishonest, perverted, depraved, adulterated.  ABa’s Restoration Is Refining, Covering faults in Complete Forgiveness, Acceptance Embrace each child of Creation Complete.

our definitions really does not matter, LIFE’s Truth Is Reality.  we have no Right Of Claim to any thing, ABa True Owner Is Rightful, we are but tenants given time, Privilege, Benefit, Advantage, Freedom, Liberty Honored In ABa’s Constant Upholding In Truth, Inherent Authenticity, Genuine Faithfulness.  failure is on our part, ABa’s End Is Certain, Sure, Unwavering, Conclusive, Definite, Clear, Secure.  we are each remembered in Heart Of Truth Complete, Cherished in Unfailing Devotion Absolutely, Confirmed in ABa’s Verification.  i choose Acceptance, ABa’s Way Of LIFE, Truth AS IS, Ceaseless Mercy, Beneficent Magnanimity, Forgiveness AMeN.

prayer 7.20.15

i feel grateful for ABa’s Healing Restoration, no matter what is happening outside of my control in our world, ABa’s Strength Sustains and i may always trust in LIFE GIVER’s Ownership, Jurisdiction, Direction.  Will Of LIFE Guides In Way Faithful.  Eternal Maintenance Settle children gone out of control, diseased, violent, insane, destructive in Discipline Of Parent, Given Reality Of Factual Truth Face to face.  pressings of the end, conclusion of our way of existence is intense, at times, i do not care to know any negativity, unconscionable murdering causing extinction every place of plants, animals, ourselves along with earth.

the concept or seeing of another, projection outward of separation is not Reality.  LIFE Is ONE.  when we choose to harm or kill something, we are harming ourselves, all is Connected With LIFE.  by this extension, our choice to kill LIFE has become rampant, billions of animals, trees, scores of humans are killed, murdered, destroyed senselessly, all for sake of insatiable appetite, covetousness gone mad.  i saw a friend slathering poisonous sunscreen on her body, then promoting it to ignorant teens in her care who followed her example.  if one reads the ingredients on the label, you will see all manner of toxins infused in this compound sold to public for money, claiming protection from the sun.

humans have gone without sunscreen for thousands of years without harm, why all of sudden in past 20 years it has become necessary?  are all the claims legitimate?  recently there is discovery that a single cell protozoa could replace the rabbit in animal testing for cosmetic products and was touted as a savior for the rabbit.  we have ardently abused every Good thing ABa has Given to us, turning Blessing into curse, condemning ourselves to death in process.  there is nothing Good that mankind has contributed to Nature.  japan recently was caught in falsifying records for killing whales.  apparently, they are not being honest in their reports to the world about their killings of endangered whales going extinct.

i informed my friend and her teenage nephew and niece that research has shown 70% of the sunscreen applied outside the body goes into the ocean, causing pollution, ending up ineffective in assumed protection from supposed harm of sun.  i have not found such products to be effective as claimed.  eating a healthful diet away from harmful adulterated oils have been found to be helpful, also use of organic coconut oil provides natural spf, certain herbs also provide such protection internally when ingested.  when these toxic substances are applied, it not only harms the person using it, deposits into the environment contaminates, people are affected from noxious emissions of these products, with allergy rates sky high, deadly reactions could be triggered.

we are a very sick bunch.  dr. shelton wrote that health is beauty.  i witness the truth of his observation, our world today is filled with very ugly peoples, especially in america, where cancer, heart disease, medical related deaths are the three top killers of people.  statistically, 70% of our people are obese, rare to find someone that even looks healthy.  we live in a very toxic environment surrounded by artificial devices, fabrications, designs disconnected from Natural LIFE.  the gardens we plant are artificial, sprayed with massive amounts of toxic chemicals to keep anything Alive from invading our possessed occupied lands.  hundreds of billions of tons of these pollutants from monsanto are sold as roundup each year, the number increasing, causing cancers, birth defects, sterility, rampant disease from toxicity in every system.

destruction of the world needs not a war, we are killing ourselves by wrongful choices that cause harm every place, believing in lies of companies pandering to our ignorance, darkness, stupidity.  ABa has Provided the Perfect System for all things to thrive together, pride is stupid to think it can do better than LIFE GIVER Creator, Source Of Existence, thus it tries and fails miserably.  we are witnessing its inane attempts plunged in self serving deception, illegitimate impotent claims that can never be Rightful, causing death, destruction every place, to every thing.  corruption, decay, ruin touches every thing, it is absolutely disgusting, ugly, cloaked in false advertising, foundation-less assertions, empty professions.  ABa ONLY Is Truthful, Genuine, Authentic, Eternal, Changeless, Immutable.  Owner Landlord is Returning to Claim Rightful Possession, tenants must be examined, many will fail.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Ceaseless Mercy Restoring every thing back to Order, Lawfulness, Rightfulness.  there is no need to argue anything, Settlement Is Near, Vindication Complete, Answer Known in Unrestrained LOVE.

pride will not allow itself to be Embraced, even in Condition-less Forgiveness, it must have its own conditions, thus it isolates, separates, disconnects from LIFE Source.  we know what happens to any thing severed from Source Of LIFE, it dies.  it is a choice, ABa Will Honor even this choice, opposing LIFE AS IS, in resistant stubborn fatality.  along with pride goes falsehood, the two are inseparable, pride cannot be Truthful insisting on opposing LIFE, Truth, LOVE Unrestrained.  it hates every thing to do with LIFE, thus it chooses death, destruction, killing, stealing, pretending, and wants to drag every thing, every one into destruction.  that will not happen because it is not Natural, Owner’s Will Of LIFE Is Certain, Resolved, Balanced, Making Room for every choice in Freedom Of Decision Complete.  prayerfully, we all choose LIFE, but in Freedom, every one gets to choose.  i witness most, majority, masses choosing death and its ways, rare is to find one who LOVES LIFE and chooses Truth instead of lies.  ABa does not coerce against conscience, thus, Mercy allows choices in death, destruction, evil, injury, harm, devastation, disease, calamities, extinction, annihilation, extermination of self.

prayer 7.19.15

Conviction Of Truth Requires Presence Of Humility, Acceptance Unreserved, Gentle Assurance, Comfort Of Cherishing Approval Reaching Core Of Being Sustaining all.  i feel grateful for Revelation In Face Of Truth, Heart Of Reality, Making Clear Impressions, Unveiling misinterpretation, Dispelling misconceptions, Settling in Fact instead of fallacy.  Clarity Allows for Proper Rightful Relating in Unrestrained LOVE, Acceptance, Union.

we went out paddling with friends after church, group gathered after potluck while we met them on location.  i feel grateful through this experience, ABa Opened eyes and heart for Compassion to Flow, ridding critical judgement.  it is too easy to judge, we never can do this properly, not knowing Heart Of Truth In Reality for any one, thus the human judgement is frequently incorrect, inaccurate, wrong.  to base any judgement on human opinion certainly brings misunderstanding, break down, disaster.  we are all filled with so great deception, Truth is hard to grasp, know, understand at times.  

When ABa Comes Near to us, Truth Is Revealed AS IS that we may know Reality.  when the mind conjures, it is foundation-less, without Substance.  i feel grateful to know Truth Of LIFE AS IS, putting me in Right Place, extricated from erroneous flawed distortions concocted in faithlessness.  ABa’s Reliable Strength, Dependable Truth Sustains in Honest Genuine Authenticity, Character Changeless, Certain, Sound, Whole.  our weaknesses more than Made Up for by ABa’s Fulfillment Overflowing, Penetrating every crevice of Being in Verity, Certitude, Principle.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Firm Concord, Constant Solidarity, Concurrent Support Harmonized in Sincerity, Lawfulness, Strict Accuracy.

Righting of deviation, Bolstering weakness, Upholding the frail in Foundation Of LIFE Complete.  i am humbled by ABa’s Way, Gentle Example, Humility, Kind Reception, Abundant Blessing, Constant Encouraging Approval.  there are no appropriate human words to describe ABa except that we know, experience, meet ABa Face to face, Connected Heart to heart with LIFE GIVER, become acquainted in contact Constantly Sustained in Way Of LIFE, Unrestrained LOVE.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restoration, Comfort, Assurance, Gift Of LIFE Complete In Truthful Participation, Encircled in Eternal Faithfulness, Goodness, Blessedness.  our world decrepit, may become Solaced, Comforted, Relieved in ABa’s Nurturance, Cheerful Embrocation Anointing, Massaging away our pains, bruising, strains.

i feel grateful in ABa’s Embrace Of LIFE, Consoled in Support Of LIFE GIVER, Given Rest in Sanctuary Safe, Secure, Sound, Protected in ABa’s Strength Of Defense, Vindication Clear, Proven, Justified, Liberated in Authentic Genuine Substantial Endorsement Absolving all wrongfulness.  Confirmed Assurance Of Truth Support LIFE, Set Free in ABa’s Approval.  Affirmation is Guaranteed in Fulfillment Faithful, Comfort Constant, ABa’s Assurance Most High Completes Support, Certain Devotion, Secure Undertaking, Bound in Honor, Authentic Peace AMeN.

prayer 7.14.15

i read something like this in thoreau:  The mass of men serve the state thus, not as men mainly, but as machines… office-holders — serve the state chiefly with their heads;  and, as they rarely make any moral distinctions, they are as likely to serve the devil, without intending it, as God.  A very few — as heroes, patriots, martyrs, reformers in the great sense, and men — serve the state with their conscience also, and so necessarily resist it for the most part;  and they are commonly treated as enemies by it…  All men recognize the right of revolution;  that is, the right to refuse allegiance to, and to resist, the government, when its tyranny or its inefficiency are great and unendurable… What makes this duty the more urgent is that fact that the country so overrun is not our own… Action from principle, the perception and the performance of right, changes things and relations;  it is essentially revolutionary… separating the diabolical… from the divine… Let your life be a counter-friction to stop the machine.  What i have to do is to see, at any rate, that I do not lend myself to the wrong which I condemn… at once effectually withdraw… support, both in person and property, from the government… if one HONEST man… were actually to withdraw from this co-partnership and be locked up in the county jail therefor, it would be the abolition of slavery in America.  For it matters not how small the beginning may seem to be:  what is once well done is done forever.” 

“Under a government which imprisons unjustly, the true place for a just man is also a prison… they who assert the purest right, and consequently are most dangerous to a corrupt State, commonly have not spent much time in accumulating property… But the rich man… is always sold to the institution which makes him rich.  Absolutely speaking, the more money, the less virtue… The best thing a man can do for his culture when he is rich is to endeavor to carry out those schemes which he entertained when he was poor…There will never be a really free and enlightened State until the State comes to recognize the individual as a higher and independent power, from which all its own power and authority are derived, and treats him accordingly… just to all men, and to treat the individual with respect as a neighbor… to be strictly just, it must have the sanction and consent of the governed.  It can have no pure right over my person or property but what I concede to it… progress toward a true respect for the individual… to regard the individual as the basis of the empire.”

we are coming to another revolution, perhaps this time, it will be Complete.  “That government is best which governs not at all… and when men are prepared for it, that will be the kind of government which they will have… most governments are usually, and all governments are sometimes, inexpedient… only a mode which the people have chosen to execute their will, is equally liable to be abused and perverted before the people can act through it… a government in which the majority rule in all cases can not be based on justice.”  this of course refers to human governments.  ABa’s Rule Is Complete, Irrefutable, Established Law Of LIFE pervades every thing.  when peoples are governed inwardly by Conscience, Rightfulness, Beneficence, we may reach what thoreau is talking about.  “A wise man will not leave the right to the mercy of chance, nor wish it to prevail through the power of the majority.  There is but little virtue in the action of masses of men… Only his vote can hasten the abolition of slavery who asserts his own freedom by his vote.”

i was sitting across from patient day before doing head to toe exam for monthly monitoring.  he appears to be coherent but something was off.  as much as he seemed adamant about his right to refuse health, he also seemed addicted to junk foods stashed away in his room.  when issue of healthful living is addressed, he raises his hand in defiance and wave refusal to any counsel.  in such cases, i believe he is really enslaved, addiction driving his behavior because he seemed not to be able to live without such harmful substances.  what he really needs is a break from such dependence.  i do not know that someone who is suffering addiction, rather enslavement, is capable of pulling themselves out of habituation.  that is why many addicts go to rehab to rid the dependence.  his body desperately wants to heal but his addiction will not allow slave freedom from devotion that is ruining his health.  i feel if he, his family, caretakers watched the movie fed up, also hungry for change, perhaps they may choose differently, armed with knowledge about enslaving addictions to adulterated junk foods.

chemical companies apparently are doing the same thing with junk foods as they did with cigarettes, claiming harmful addictive substances in their fake foods are not harmful when we have rampant sickness caused by eating of such adulterated products not fit for human consumption, toxic to our systems, detrimental to healthfulness.  most people do not know what they are doing when they consume such things, end up fat, sick, nearly dead, feel powerless against their addiction.  this is normal, we have been deceived completely.  only now that we witness destructive harm in our children fed on this diet of junk foods do we realize consequence of inferior choice away from natural, disconnected from LIFE.  it is still perhaps not too late to make a different choice, to choose LIFE instead of death.  when someone chooses death, it is abnormal, irrational, as if driven to decision thinking that death is LIFE when it is not.

perhaps my patient may still have a chance for Revival.  i see his true spirit desire release from bondage of dependence but he is possessed by his habit, unable to speak Truth.  he needs a little help, perhaps a lot of help, to reverse effects, some of which are permanent, causing damage to his person, but nonetheless, reversal may be possible.  addicts cannot remain with the very substances of their dependence, they must be separated from them so that there is Room Made for Recovery.  they have lost all control, inhibitions, reason, to even have a choice against harm to themselves.  that is why most the time, it is family and friends who have to step in to help them because they can no longer separate themselves from harmful things they are addicted to.  alcohol, drugs we understand, food is a whole other issue, seen as nourishment but in reality, adulterated foods today are essentially chemical drugs laced with refined ingredients that take away will power against them, enslaving entire nations to consume them at will for harm.  this is how producers of such substances profit, by enslavement.

i see a ray of HOPE, when someone is given opportunity to Rest from such substances, consuming instead nourishing natural whole real foods, no longer craving this junk.  i witness jacob in a little over a week transformed, calmer, off his antidepressant, vibrant, smiling, happy, energetic, learning to cook, clean, absorbing massive amounts of information on healthful living, surrounded in support of nature.  city living is hard on the person, someone like jacob is subject to so many disadvantages, stress, abnormal things disconnected from nature.  until one has a chance to come away and Rest in ABa’s Restoration, it is hard to know the difference between Truth, Reality or falsehood because the latter is pandered as truth when it is a lie of deception.  we each have a choice, ABa Effecting Goodwill Of LIFE for our Renewal, Given tools, Made Room for in Freedom Of Decision, Choice In Freewill.  my patient may seem to act like he is free to choose to eat all the junk food he wants but he is not free at all to leave it, because of his addiction to it.  jacob had opportunity to leave his environ to come here to live with us for 12 days, in this time is Restoration to Healthfulness.

perhaps my patient will still have time, he still has LIFE yet, when he is dead, there will be no more time to choose.  maybe that is why opposer of LIFE desires death for all, it ends our Free Choice, also proclivity for enslavement, because it keeps a person from having Freedom Of Decision.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Deliverance, Liberation Of Joyfulness, Complete Freedom In Salvation Of LIFE GIVER.  we are created to be Free, Open, Alive, Breathing, Spirited.  opposing principle hates Freedom and seeks destruction of LIFE.  we have a choice, choose LIFE, Best, Finest.

prayer 7.5.15

baptism by fire, immersed in experience of LIFE, smiling, grateful, happy, contemplative, interactive is what i am observing with our new comer jacob, son of my childhood friend kimmy, known over almost four decades of our lives.  i feel grateful she sent him, giving opportunity for reunion and growth, Cultivated In ABa’s Land.  he is eager to begin projects planned, making outdoor shower area, installing holds for climbing walls on exterior of house, belay peoples up to paint east face of structure, cutting weeds in forest, goat herding the babies, mountain biking, hiking in volcano, stand up paddle board, beaching at hapuna, surfing with friends.  looking forward to a fun engaging twelve days, witnessing growth of a child mentored by two other children.

i feel grateful to be released from church, returned to service, filling empty donation book shelves with satisfaction, reorganizing area to flow with LIFE, contribution from Heart Of Truth, ABa ShaMaYM, Creator Of SaBaT SaLaM.  it was good to reconnect with friends, touch base with them.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Continual Sustenance, Provisions Of LIFE Support, Anchored In Blessing.  looking forward to dawn, flocks of birds passing through forest with songs, siren of roosters echo in woods.  i feel grateful to talk and listen to sierra, getting ready to leave island for college, a proposed seven year stint to get a doctorate in pediatric physical therapy.  with her determination, drive, willingness, i feel she will be successful.  mine will be first generation to remain at Home With ABa as Teacher Guardian Parent.  we are for Free Education on all levels.  humanity is yet to catch up but shift is happening quickly for global free access to college education online.

three majors are offered through people’s university but i personally feel all majors can be done online with local practicums incorporated.  there is no reason core curriculum could not be made available to every one for free if we divert military spending to education of populace.  society is shifting, people know what they want, no more of this secret dealing in government behind our backs.  things that carnegie mellon, dupont, etc can get away with in the 30’s are not doable today.  every body knows in Reality what is happening.  what we call health care today is a farce, supporting pharmakeia, sorcery, it is a delusion to profit big pharma and does harm to the peoples.  what we need is Real Health Care that addresses cause, usually lifestyle related which stems from miseducation, thus we must begin with proper education, rightful information, so that right choices can be made.  it is really all a choice, no one forces any one to eat mcdonald’s food, it is a choice.  no one forces commitment of evil in Face Of Truth, it is a choice.

we choose to rarely eat out and only at one place we know is SAFE to eat, foods prepared indigenously, authentically, doing minimal harm to body when ingested and takes little energy for digestion.  this is our choice.  most meals are taken at Home of high quality whole organic unadulterated foods from the land and local farmers we know.  every thing taken in affects the system whether we realize it or not.  i am aware of its effects thus choose to avoid harmful substances because they affect my performance, well being.  i choose to not suffer ill effects and live in ABa’s Balance, Sustenance, Provisions Of Simplicity.  we live a high quality LIFE, that is our choice.  ABa Guards every aspect of our being, Engendering Health, Liveliness, Awareness.  i feel grateful for this union of Connection Sustained In ABa’s Embrace, Constant Abiding Assurance.  we have no fear because ABa is our Defender Vindicator, Encircling to Protect children of creation in Goodwill Of LIFE.  there is no place i would choose to BE than right here, With ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH AMeN.

prayer 6.17.15

i witness humanity playing catch up mostly with every thing.  our perceptions have become so dull, slow, hardened, we have become blind, deaf, insensitive, dumb.  that is why hemp can become illegal to grow in the last 80 years in america, we can no longer take essential elements like food and water when we travel on airplanes.  robbed of these basic necessities of LIFE, we must but perish, be completely dependent, easily oppressed by usurpers manipulating the system in freedom.

when 9/11 occurred, our family was in europe.  the whole event seemed surreal to me, watching it broadcast on television.  since then, all our rights have been taken away and violated.  freedom of speech, right for representation, privacy, trampled by corporations taking advantage of people at will.  as a citizen of this country, i feel vulnerable of invasion by my own country, i feel insecure from threat within, i feel unsafe by laws that have been enacted to criminalize common simple things like hemp.  evil, insane, to make something like hemp illegal to grow in this country!

how can congress, senate, the president pass such a law against the people?  they must certainly not be for the people but against us to commit such travesty.  i grow up in era without hemp cultivation in this country, never questioned its non-existence on this land, i didn’t know better.  washington, jefferson, forefathers, ancestors built this country, planted hemp until 1937, then in stupor, denseness, senselessness, we allowed this asinine mad law to be passed and enacted.  today, it is illegal to grow hemp.  slowly are we turning this about, reversing laughable bad law against the people, returning to common sense.

decisions made in fear can never bring benefit.  laws made to induce fear and submission cannot endure.  Spirit Of LIFE inhabit humanity does not support such insanity.  today, we import things made of hemp, ludicrous, idiotic, but this is what is happening.  today, i cannot bring a clean pure bottle of water i fill from my own tank caught from rain water through the airport to travel with me.  this is absurd.  9/11 is but an excuse to scaring americans into giving up our rights so that government and institutions may violate, infringe, trample, encroach, disrespect, vandalize, abuse us at will, taking advantage of hamstrung people, depleting power vested by forefathers who know such abuses can occur and have in the past.

protections were put in place but eroded, defaced, disregarded in our dull ignorance over time, and not long, less than 300 years.  our government is hated around the globe for its tyranny.  i feel we are worst than communism, at least they were trying to put the people first as an ideal.  in practice, with weak, frail, dysfunctional humans as leaders, selfishness is the only manifestation possible.  in position of power, self service reigns to satisfy gluttony, greed, covetousness, repeated over and over, no matter what kind of human government.  our Only Safety Is ABa’s Rule, Eternal Enduring Faithfulness Upholding all creation in Blessedness.  this no human can usurp, ABa’s Government Is Perpetual, Unbroken, Certain.

tenants may think we own something that never is ours, Permanent Possession Always Belongs To ABa ShaMaYM YaHWaH LIFE GIVER.  our expropriation only reveals our perverseness, irresponsibility, adultery, faithlessness.  ABa can take back Ownership In Truth any time, deposing all supplanters, but Truth must be Revealed Complete.  intentions hidden, agendas secret, must come to LIGHT to be examined and witnessed by all.  we are coming to this period of examination, every one gets to judge, know what is happening from Beginning To End.  nothing is left in the dark, every wrested stolen thing, every contravention, transgression, trespass, destruction, damage, dishonor, interference, disregard, defiance, disrespect of LIFE is being Revealed Fully to our Complete Satisfaction.

shameful things, ugly, ignoble, atrocious, abominable acts are Fully, Clearly Displayed, Naturally.  we are not even shocked when we witness such crimes, rampant, commonplace, practiced by all from big to small, old to young without exception.  humanity is discredited, unworthy, loathsome.  there is truly none that is Good, all have fallen short, missed the Mark, gone astray, deviated from Rightfulness.  i feel grateful ABa Restores to Heal despite our contempt, hatred, disrespect for LIFE, in spite of our gravity to death and destruction.  i feel grateful all is Revealed In Truth, Reality AS IS, Making Room for Realization Of Lawfulness, Legitimacy, Authentic Fact.  there is no denying we are doomed in our wreckage, fragmented in failure, destitute in disrepair, collapsing in destruction.  we are no longer our ideal, best, faultless, we have become decrepit worldwide, killing everything including ourselves in complete ignorance, darkness, depravity.

the chinese eat sharks fins because they don’t know any better, elephants are being massacred for their teeth because we have become insane.  denuding the planet is the norm, cutting down trees that we need for LIFE and Sustenance is suicide but this is committed daily.  there is no respect for anything natural because we prefer the simulation, fake, artificial, false.  counterfeit has become the norm because we have lost sight of Truth.  imitation, synthetic, feigned things are our choice.  there is no Honor, Integrity, Honesty, Character in anything we commit.  nothing is virgin anymore because we have defiled the entire world because we are, every one, perverted, adulterated, contrary to LIFE, mulish, unreasonable, corrupt, wrong.

we hate to admit Truth because it is blinding to us, accustomed to darkness, hidden secret way instead of Freshness Of LIFE in the Open Bright LIGHT.  soon without trees, we will also have no air to breath.  to kill its own host is derangement, disorder, maleficent.  this is what we are, cancer of earth, virulent destruction of LIFE every where, malignant to every thing.  we are real sick, very sick, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, yet we pretend like hypocrites that nothing is wrong.  that is true insanity, to deny Truth AS IS, thus, we are all insane, every one.  there is no one sound, safe, secure.  hurt people hurt people viciously, unconsciously, we are all blind, deaf, dumb, dull, unperceptive, that is what we have become.

ABa Is Near to Heal, Restore, Renovate our brokenness.  we have the Best Repair Person close at hand, Offering Help Freely to every one in need.  pride is the only thing that stops us from accepting help we need.  ABa Knows Clearly our futility, thus in Humility is everything Offered, Openly, Freely.  perhaps we must be so desperate, on the brink, falling off the edge, destroyed, that we cannot refuse the Only Help we have, Always, from Beginning To End, LIFE GIVER, AMeN.

prayer 6.14.15

water, an essential element for healthfulness, moisture, lack of which we suffer ill.  air, vital for LIFE, necessary nutrient, along with sunshine.  whole foods in natural forms unadulterated, right proportions of rest, activity.  cleanliness, inward reflecting outwardly in all planes, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, beyond.  Order, Lawfulness, Balance in Peaceful Assurance, Equanimity, Integrity, Character.  Connected, Suitable In Agreement, Matched In Settlement, Consistently Reconciled, Harmonized Constant, Congruent With LIFE, Compatible With Good.

we know imbalance, asymmetry, erratic instability, improper dysfunction, sickness is our norm instead of aberration.  we missed the Mark, lost sight of True Pattern, Benchmark, Guide.  seemingly blind, deaf, dumb to Fact, Rule Of Being, Law Of LIFE, Standard Of Existence.  what is Truth, we know not, mostly we are groping in complete darkness unaware, unconsciously reactive, obliviously heedless, unperceptive in attention, dulled with ignorance.  how sad i feel for how we have strayed from Reality AS IS.

i feel grateful ABa draws Near to each of us, Abiding Presence seeks after in Peace to Reconcile in union, gathering family lost in usurpation, deception, falsehood.  i am witnessing Revival Of Connection, some accept, some resist, it is a matter of choice in Freedom, Made Room for by ABa ShaMYM YaHWaH LIFE GIVER.  the Only ONE With Whom we may have Deep Satisfying Relating that will never disappoint, fail, fade, collapse.  all other relationships are based on imperfection thus invariably end in degeneration, deficiency, cessation.  thus YHWSWA urges to seek that which is Eternal, Enduring, Lasting, not that which is transient, short lived, mutable, evanescent.  

ABa Desires the Best for us, Good Will Is Finest, Permanent, Balanced, Settled In Full Satisfaction, Given Freely to every one Complete.  our will at best is shifty, essentially flawed, dishonestly strained, inconsistently faithless.  we are rampant in forgetfulness, unmindful in neglect, not recognizing Truth, abandoning LIFE.  how easily we succumb to failure, overcome by weakness without ABa’s Sustenance, Restoration, Recovery.  i witness ABa’s Constant Abiding, Essential to our Safety, Wholesome Healthfulness.  no one can last disconnected severed from Vein Of LIFE, Blessing for all, to trust that we can is insanity, stemming from falsehood, pride, covetousness, grasping for something that can never BE.

ABa’s Essence Is Selfless Magnanimity, Generous In Unrestrained LOVE, Ceaseless Mercy, Benevolent Kindness, Abundant Charity, Openhanded Goodness, Lavish Approval In Comfort Of Constant Assurance, Truth AS IS.  to know LIFE GIVER is to Resemble ABa’s Essential Character, Changeless AS IS, Seal Of Approval, Quality Of Assurance, Stamped Inherent Belonging In Connection Related With LIFE.  we are cycling into this union, to meet LIFE GIVER Face to face, Abiding Presence AS IS.  are we ready?  do we choose to face Truth, or run away?  are we comfortable with AS IS, In Agreement, Harmonized In Balance, Settled Resting In ABa’s Peace?  what is our response to LIFE?