prayer 2.6.15

feeling tired, overwhelmed in rainless heat, i feel grateful we are not scheduled, having respite, relenting from involvement in sequenced organized activity to flow more with life, living each day as it comes.  evaluating needs, seeing if we may accommodate to meet them as they arise.  maybe that at times, there can be no meeting.  

the animals know to lie in the early morning sun to meet need for sunshine.  i have yet to see them fret about in busy-ness.  once a while there are skirmishes, but essentially, they seem relaxed, carefree, allowing life to pass and flow.  i too am learning to be more like them in being.  the trained go getter of material things is no longer.  i desire meaningful occupation, involvement, participation, contribution.

this morning while grooming was thought of approaching counsel with proposal to have everyone employed on this island in meaningful way.  immediate is Answer that we are well past time, opportunity, period, age for such implementation.  perhaps in kamehameha’s lifetime, when elements were simpler, without distraction, but no longer.  there are many great ideas that will work, however, execution and enactment would be impossible to achieve.  good intentions, unattainable effectuation.

similar to volk’s report of california prison system refusing to apply successful maranatha model.  i see the impracticability of island wide meaningful employment in usefulness.  could be in utopia, but days of arcadia is past, we are near end, finish, conclusion, completion on earth.  when the next chapter opens, it will be Rule Of Most High again, this time, for Eternity.  all our ways have proven futile, matching consistently in agreement with Word Of AB.

when we realize our true condition honestly, we shall but settle, resolve voluntarily in accord with AS IS, no longer resist, contest, controvert What IS.  only our pridefulness stands to refuses Reality AS IS.  we are still seeking our own way, solution, settlement, answer.  how many more thousand years must we continue to attempt useless means, in vain, before we shall acknowledge and recognize to accept Truth AS IS?

it is wiser to Rest, desist from self effort in Salvation, and allow AB Who Is Able To Complete us In Faithfulness.  such SaBaT Is Blessedness.  we have been self righteous long enough to see it does not work.  AB Has Been Long Suffering to allow such cunning display of ineffective, fruitless, unsuccessful, impotent trials, undertaking, effort.  it is not up to us, that is over the moment we chose to divorce from LIFE Source, separating from TRUTH.  ever since has been only empty, pointless, barren, abortive enterprise, labor, results.

i feel the animals have more sense than stubborn humanity in terms of relationship with Reality.  they seem more honest, genuine, authentic because they lack pride, ego, vanity.  they seem closer in approximation to Humility.  we are removed from Modesty in self-love, self-adulation, self-righteousness, self-importance, when it is not about us at all!  false conception must lead only to false end, culminating in wrongfulness.  what else could such dealings possibly engender than our current condition, produced by our own choices collectively?

we are still in denial of TRUTH, even more so desperately, insanely, wretched, hopeless, frantic, violent, reckless, impetuous in contradiction, abandonment, eschewal, rampant, blatant, flagrant, naked, unconcealed in Face Of AB.  the madness is in us, not in Truth.  we are the ones in need of Restoration, Reconciliation, Healing, Salvation, whether we realize nor admit it or not, it is our True condition, need, requirement.  this we deprive ourselves in pride, of Free Gift, Offered from Beginning to End Openly By AB SMYM to all.

destitute of Righteousness, in poverty for Justice, indigent in Mercy, we but exterminate each other in destruction, violence, hatred because we are blind to Truth, deaf to Cause, dumb to Knowledge Of Good, disconnected from LIFE, sinking in death, decay, surrounded by blight, harm, ruination.  we are indeed foolish because we are unsound, disorderly, fatuous in our craze for nothingness, naught, trifle.  the Significant we ignore, Consequential we reject, how sick indeed we are to deny Truth to accept lies in place of Reality, so that we may continue to live out our insanity!

Salvation Is Always Near, if we will but accept AS IS, to know Blessedness, Peace, Rest, Truth, LOVE.  AB Is Open Wide To Receive all In Approval, Forgiveness, Gracious, Merciful, Unrestrained In LOVE, without ceasing, Continually, Eternally.  what is our choice?  our personal choice, regardless of the collective, it has to come down to singular individual personal choice.  AB Saves, one at a time, because it is personal Salvation that is Meaningful to us, Significant and Consequential to us.  it has to be that Intimate, Relevant, Personal, Experiential, Particular, Distinct, Direct, Immediate, for us to know TRUTH AS IS.

prayer 2.3.15

such strange days, we are unable effect anything to provide for ourselves.  weather unreliable, rainless when it usually is rainy, dry when it should be wet, thus unable to begin gardens as i had planned.  fruit trees not yet mature, slow to do so in rocks with little soil.  justice unserved, we continue with no support for nearly an entire year, no job, no income, yet I AM Occupy To Provide For all our needs that we lack in nothing Good.  Rising Above the mundane to see Spiritual Significance of our time.

it is Clear, we are near our end.  america began as free nation, breaking away from oppression, persecution, built for reason of religious freedom.  hearing paul volk’s work in schools, denied access to talk about God, army chaplain punished for quoting Scripture, our courts deride the very mention of Divine.  we are certainly worse than when we began in less than three hundred years.  is not every nation that deny Creator also at verge of self destruction?  forsaking Principles Of Truth to embrace falsehood, pretense in pridefulness is nothing to be proud of.

we have chosen mammon and betrayed Truth AS IS.  paul sharing results of maranatha prison in california, where diet, health components along with trust in Almighty are implemented, 75% of inmates successfully reintegrating into normal life.  i once heard some stories of county workers buying up island wide plywood, not for construction, but destruction, so as to meet year end budget, while every one else had to go without this needed material for building.  another of the same buying container filled with generators and running it over with bulldozers for the same end.  what do we call this but selfish insanity?

seeing such fantastic results, one would think california would choose to adopt the maranatha model.  it did not.  our congress, senate, legislative, judicial, executive branches of government, built for and by the people, are no longer.  as much as sentiments are mouthed, they are denied in the same breath.  our government, nation sold out to mammon.  voicing of Truth persecuted.  when a free country persecute its people for speaking Truth, we are at the very end of our existence.  corruption, ruin, destruction have taken over and are rampant.

where are we to go except HOME?  HOME Awaits us, because every man-made system has and will continue to fail, built on foundation of falsehood.  Word, Honor, used to count, matter, it no longer does.  there is no Integrity, Righteousness, Freedom.  we live daily in decay, injustice, enslavement.  our leaders swaying to and fro, unable to stand firm, not knowing Truth but admitting lies.  we have become political rather than Truthful.  lacking Integrity, we must but collapse as a whole, and the world with us, because we are all connected.  what nation is left untouched?  

china can never become super power as long as we are it’s consumer.  we fall, they fall.  in view of commercial interest and survival, they unwillingly cooperate with americans, so that they may prosper and they have.  enriched in mammon is not equivalent to Strength In Integrity.  if anything, it might be the opposing, degrading.  without Strength, it is but still corrupt through and through.  all our golden days are over.  nations have come and gone like the wind, leaving ruins.  as much as we would like to think we began in integrity, it was of necessity, desperation, not anything grand.  by Providence Only has america become a great nation, but forsaking Truth, she is about to fall, like babel, babylon, persia, greece, rome.

i do not believe there is need for repeat of scenarios.  have we not seen it all?  do we need another cycle of foolishness, madness, insanity?  we are sick, all of us, in great need of Healing, Restoration.  whether we recognize our need or not is irrelevant.  we are as we are from choices we have made collectively, some active, some passive.  nonetheless, we are bound, together.  unable to save ourselves, as much as we have tried, from beginning to end.  Gift Of LIFE has been Given from moment of divorce, separation, from AB SMYM.  it is always our choice, to receive, accept or not.  AB will never violate Gift Of Free Choice, self determination, sentient Principle In Unrestrained LOVE.

for those who choose to believe AB’s Word, AB says in Scripture, our food and water will be sure.  i believe this to mean our physical, mental, spiritual foods, because AB Is All Encompassing and does not miss anything.  i feel grateful, in Unrestrained LOVE, Surrounded Immersed In Peace Surpassing all understanding, despite trials, tribulations, circumstances.  i feel Raised By AB, to surpass the mundane, into the Spiritual.  all our needs are met, one way or another.  nothing is the usual, nothing has to be, how can the end be predictable when it is so volatile, everything falling apart?  our only REST Is Trust In Truth AS IS, knowing AB never fails.  Comforted In Faithfulness Everlasting, Sustained In Provisions From Source Of LIFE.  what else do we need?  Only to know AB Is Ready, Willing To Receive us into Arms Of Approval, Assurance, Salvation, Eternally.

prayer 2.2.15

AB SMYM YDH For LIFE, Breath Of Spirit, Sentient Principle, Cherishing Faithful Devotion, Abiding Pervasive Penetration, Reality Truth AS IS.  Supporting, Motivating, Inspiring each molecule of LIFE, Giving Purpose And Will For Completion, Union, Establishment In Perfection.  i feel grateful AB For Constant Companionship, Assurance, Defense, Protection, Uplifting, Gathered Into Presence Of Most High.  Given Rest amid turmoil, disruption, desolation.

sending paul volk to Inspire, Comfort, Encourage, Verify, Affirming Truth.  allowing witness to LIFE Of Devotion To Principle, Verity.  like peter walking on water, we fall when we look to our own resources.  tenuous is our journey With AB Leading, walking above pridefulness fomenting below, we must be enveloped in Humility to survive passage.  otherwise, we always fall down because dependence is empty in hubris, pomposity, puffed up nothingness that is self conceived and has no True Foundation.  greatest danger is our own sense of superiority because it is false, conceived in fear, not LOVE, not Truth.

we live in fear only from lack of knowledge in Truth AS IS.  when Reality Is Known, there IS Unrestrained LOVE Because LOVE Simply IS.  In Perfect LOVE is no fear.  knowledge, knowing of AB In Unrestrained LOVE, throw out all fear, reproach, doubt.  Approval, Assurance, Confidence, Possession, Bond Of Union, Certitude, Peace, Reconciled, Are Constant Companions.  we may find Rest, Home in Reality, Truth, Knowing AB IS, For us.  YDH AB For Perfect Provisions, Encompassing all potential, possibility, capacity.  Effecting Salvation, Recovery, Restoration for all, no matter our choices.

i feel grateful for work, physical, mental, spiritual, that is meaningful for me.  YDH AB For Occupation, Heart Of Service In Unrestrained LOVE, Ceaseless Compassion Embracing each of us.  Called By AB’s Name, Character, Essence, Truth, we walk, live by AB’s Constant Mercy, Arrangement, Benefit, Resource.  how else could we awake morning after morning from deathlike unconsciousness Equipped With Facility For LIFE?  how does each of our trillion cells know exactly what to accomplish for us moment to moment based on our needs, Fulfilling Order, Requirements, Providing To Furnish for every situation?

we go but unaware of such means from waking to sleeping our entire life span.  some even ungrateful but choose ruin to make existence miserable for themselves and others.  distorting perversion of What IS, twisted, warped, dysmorphic, adulterated.  Pure is Simple, Innocent, Clear, Plain, Evident.  mystery, complexity, secretive, unsolvable, obscure, cloudy, putrid, decay are separated from LIFE, broken, divorced from Truth to try and live on its own deterioration.  this an impossibility, a branch cutting itself off to live apart from the plant, can only wither and die.  thus it must lie to win friends in loneliness, death, destruction.  all those who join this sucker are deceived, to perish in molder.

it is wise not to believe in a liar, because there is no foundation for any assertions coming forth.  they are all empty.  to pretend is fatal in such hypocrisy, making falsehood to be TRUTH when it can never be.  it is insanity, disorder, unsound, psychotic, deranged, foolish, absurd, foaming at the mouth.  choose Right To Belong In Truth and we are Preserved In Safety.  whatever objection to Truth is of willfulness, resistance that is baseless in Reality.  when Truth Is Seen, you will desire to bow down low and worship Reality.  there is no other.  every other construction must melt away because they are but fabricated and never REAL.  there is Only ONE Reality AS IS.  it is thus appropriate for us to know Truth AS IS, befitting, lest we be put to shame unnecessarily.  even then, there is Unrestrained LOVE, Forgiveness, Understanding, To Embrace every one in our folly, mistake, misconception, departure.

prayer 2.1.15

AB SMYM YDH For Rest In Absolute Assurance, cessation from self doing, Reliance Complete In Faithful Trust.  i feel so grateful for AB’s Will, Approval, Provisions.  Way Shining Forth In Peace Surpassing all understanding, Changeless, Unwavering, Steadfast.

we churched for SaBaT, gathered in meeting with friends in fellowship, witnessing AB’s Completion In Salvation of souls.  human formalities do not matter, only what is Essential to the soul, our Connection With AB.  meeting of mr. paul volk, galvanized by sharing of Word, confirmation of Truth, realizing opportunity for sharing in Completion.

many things shared found resonance, some things need Completion.  shelton and lewis will help to broaden and fill in missing gaps.  i see this happening for so many, AB Overflowing all of us Immersed In Truth.  Silent Work, Subtle, Sublime, Very Humble, Understated Yet Evident, Distinct, Certain.  YDH AB For Transformational Handiwork, Cultivation, Operation.  Removing dross to Fill With Goodness, Brightness, Lightness.

no human activity matter, vehicles, manifestation of Internal Resolution.  Only the Essential Is Important.  once Resolve, Decision, Choice Is Settled, Devotion Fixed, all else follows in place.  without Proper Devotion is all manner of deviation, inexpediencies, ineffectiveness.  AB Is Faithful To Keep In Trust, Custody, Safeguard, Charge, For Good.  generational cycling only reveals our sluggishness, intoxication, drunkenness.

in the end, not even time matters, a human institution for categorization that in Reality means nothing.  what Truly Matters is our heart, where it Belongs, Who it Belongs to.  this our Final Destination.  where our heart is, there also our destiny lies.  this is a matter of choice, chosen freely, Gift Of AB SMYM Preserved for all generation, age, Eternal.

i feel grateful for Message shared heard over SaBaT.  Confirmation Of Calling, Validation Of AB’s Work in me, Occupation Of Significance.  Expansion Of Sharing, Giving, Touching lives To Brighten, Enlighten, Uplift.  AB Giving Opportunity For Participation, Contribution, Development.  the external matters not.  in every generation are seekers after Truth, those whose practice align with Devotion, Synchronized In Faithfulness, Congruent, Consistent, Union, Compatibility, Suitability, Fitness.

like stones for solomen’s temple, hewn off site, fitted silently, reverentially together by Master Maker Architect Perfectly.  each a part of the Whole, Completion, Fulfillment, Consummation In Faithful Covenant Of Truth AS IS.  Sacred Trust Complete, Resolved, Accomplished, Settled, Finished.  this is Vision, Goal, Mark, Sealed In Cherishing Approval.  Close, Beginning Anew, Arriving, the travail is but a passage, transit.  AB Providing Safe Conduct In Assurance Guarantee.  Culmination of all undulations, Rest, Home, Cessation Into Peace Eternal, SaBaT SaLaM.