prayer 2.1.15

AB SMYM YDH For Rest In Absolute Assurance, cessation from self doing, Reliance Complete In Faithful Trust.  i feel so grateful for AB’s Will, Approval, Provisions.  Way Shining Forth In Peace Surpassing all understanding, Changeless, Unwavering, Steadfast.

we churched for SaBaT, gathered in meeting with friends in fellowship, witnessing AB’s Completion In Salvation of souls.  human formalities do not matter, only what is Essential to the soul, our Connection With AB.  meeting of mr. paul volk, galvanized by sharing of Word, confirmation of Truth, realizing opportunity for sharing in Completion.

many things shared found resonance, some things need Completion.  shelton and lewis will help to broaden and fill in missing gaps.  i see this happening for so many, AB Overflowing all of us Immersed In Truth.  Silent Work, Subtle, Sublime, Very Humble, Understated Yet Evident, Distinct, Certain.  YDH AB For Transformational Handiwork, Cultivation, Operation.  Removing dross to Fill With Goodness, Brightness, Lightness.

no human activity matter, vehicles, manifestation of Internal Resolution.  Only the Essential Is Important.  once Resolve, Decision, Choice Is Settled, Devotion Fixed, all else follows in place.  without Proper Devotion is all manner of deviation, inexpediencies, ineffectiveness.  AB Is Faithful To Keep In Trust, Custody, Safeguard, Charge, For Good.  generational cycling only reveals our sluggishness, intoxication, drunkenness.

in the end, not even time matters, a human institution for categorization that in Reality means nothing.  what Truly Matters is our heart, where it Belongs, Who it Belongs to.  this our Final Destination.  where our heart is, there also our destiny lies.  this is a matter of choice, chosen freely, Gift Of AB SMYM Preserved for all generation, age, Eternal.

i feel grateful for Message shared heard over SaBaT.  Confirmation Of Calling, Validation Of AB’s Work in me, Occupation Of Significance.  Expansion Of Sharing, Giving, Touching lives To Brighten, Enlighten, Uplift.  AB Giving Opportunity For Participation, Contribution, Development.  the external matters not.  in every generation are seekers after Truth, those whose practice align with Devotion, Synchronized In Faithfulness, Congruent, Consistent, Union, Compatibility, Suitability, Fitness.

like stones for solomen’s temple, hewn off site, fitted silently, reverentially together by Master Maker Architect Perfectly.  each a part of the Whole, Completion, Fulfillment, Consummation In Faithful Covenant Of Truth AS IS.  Sacred Trust Complete, Resolved, Accomplished, Settled, Finished.  this is Vision, Goal, Mark, Sealed In Cherishing Approval.  Close, Beginning Anew, Arriving, the travail is but a passage, transit.  AB Providing Safe Conduct In Assurance Guarantee.  Culmination of all undulations, Rest, Home, Cessation Into Peace Eternal, SaBaT SaLaM.

prayer 1.14.15

beware always opinions unfounded that lead to misunderstanding.  YDH AB SMYM For Clarification, Dispelling doubt, misgiving, prejudice.  Bringing together to restore, mend, bind separation, disconnect, disassociation, alienation.

reading essays written by benjamin franklin opened eyes to see this person of old. communication passed down in written letter, words recorded, unlocking bias of this character printed on bills of one hundred.  i do not know him personally, yet held negative opinion of him.  learning his thoughts from his pen revived a certain understanding, availing new perspective.  i feel grateful for this little window of peace reconciled.

forerunner of thoreau, not by many years, then shelton, gandhi, lewis, gray.  perusal of writings connects successive chain of thought coupled one to another.  flowing effusive, recording observation of LIFE, voluble chronicles, transcribing impression to paper.  provender accumulated for those coming behind, thread unbroken from beginning to end.  First Foremost Is AB’s Word, End is also the same, AB’s Word.  we get to fill in between, with our opinions.  Truth nonetheless remains Changeless despite our judgment, belief, stance, persuasion.

behooves us therefore to know Truth AS IS, the Only Real Thing.  all else, like my opinion of franklin, can change on a pivot, not based on Fact, Truth, Verity, Reality.  many are great olden writers, distinct, keen, perceptive of Reality.  spanning over 200 years yet life is not so different, only more congested, hampered by more material goods.  cars with motors replace horse drawn carriages but the idea is the same.  is not our cars our chariot of old?  the concept remains, a means of conveyance, be it physical, mental, spiritual.

reliance on tools continues, without them, work becomes difficult, strenuous.  we live more like mice than human.  scurrying about in mad race of scramble.  for what purpose except thoughts of survival,  to live and exist, subsistent under, subject to all conditions of life.  elements more unpredictable, violent, disrupted, reflecting our condition, state of being.  alien, estranged from LIFE, unfamiliar with Nature Of LIFE, Creation Of AB.  forays into wilderness, untamed outdoors, foreign because we live so much in a cubicle, compartment, apartment, house, separate from each other, also LIFE.  distanced, apart, cut off, exclusive being the rule.

families spread the globe, children sent off, parents left behind to grow old alone.  isolated in self-imposed segregation, disconnect, each one closeted, fenced, detached.  personal ownership if not intentionally shared keep apart neighbors.  independence, ownership, distance people.  each striving to own this or that for ourselves so that we may be kings and queens of our coveted possessions.  in the end, it is all material, subject to rot, lacking True Worth.

families used to roam the land in community, sharing necessities of life.  we live today in world of barriers, entitlements, man-made laws that suffocate.  barring necessities of life when we travel commercially, we are not allowed water!  foul air circulate in closed cabins cramped with multitude enduring this arrangement, so that we may visit with family here and there spanning oceans.  nothing is shared but privatized, monopolized, owned by someone.  travel along roads, highways reveal endless miles of fencing, government or private.  glaring signage warning of trespass to heritage that belongs to all, not a few.

AB’s Design, Will, Plan Is Equality, Utilitarian, Inclusive, Functional, Serviceable, Pleasant, Delightful.  we substituted AB’s Will with our own, and it is one of selfishness, pride, exclusion, separation.  the life we live today on earth is menial, troubled, chaotic, confused, broken, degrading, inferior.  bred in captivity to become slaves to the few.  Blessed are those who can live marginally, simply, honestly, truthful, in AB’s Sustenance, Provision, Maintenance.  livelihood of which is devotion to LIFE, Complete Truth AS IS.  how few are courageous to live such a life!  i even shrink from such Honesty, to live as gandhi or thoreau, True, unencumbered, in accordance with Reality, Genuine, Authentic, Faithful.

this indeed is a calling, to stand in LIFE, living Truth Authentically.  many are called, few choose this Way.  our entire race is called to Rise Above, but we do not because we choose not.  when decisive resolution is made, Faithfulness Follows.  i do not know that any can live such a LIFE without Sustenance, Upheld In Firm Support Of AB, LIFE, Truth, Righteousness.