prayer 8.7.15

amid pounding rains with passing of guillermo skirting north of island, i feel Comfort, Assurance in ABa’s Will Of LIFE, Sustenance, Provisions.  is there anything mankind can do to Right our self generated extinction?  can we Restore the mess we have made?  there seems to be all kinds of suggestions, even some very Good ones.  Peace is not sought, pride asserts, dividing, excluding, destroying meaningful participation, barring ideas that can work.  mammon obscures Truth AS IS, covetousness, greed, conceit rule many.  we are oozing in death, destruction is every place and expected, our Only Relief is in ABa’s Sanctuary Safety, Refuge Of Assurance Complete.  mankind deal in falsehood, ABa’s Word Only Is SAFE.  pono stands amid the dousing, forest soaking up liquid percolating through lava rocks.  new kittens yin and yang are feeling at home exploring near the house, inviting themselves into the kitchen for discovery.  i feel grateful we all have a HOME Belonging in LIFE GIVER’s Family.  ABa Encircle in Embrace Protective, Nurturing, Peaceful.  Trust is in ABa’s Truthful Authentic Legitimacy, Father Leader of our Abode, Guiding, Ushering, Conducting every thing that happens here in Balance Of Peaceful Union, Forgiving Acceptance, Complete Restoration AMeN.

prayer 7.11.15

i feel grateful for SaBaT Resting in ABa’s Provision Of LIFE, Covered in Peaceful Union, Sustained in Cherishing Approval, Comforted In Assuring Goodwill.  Being Surrounded by ABa’s Attending Presence, Constant Safeguard, i feel thankful for ABa’s Vindication, Reconciling Balance, Defense Of LIFE Complete.  this is my HOME, after so many decades of sojourn missing the Mark, ABa Restored Connection with LIFE GIVER for me to know Assurance.  this is where i am Most Comforted, Relaxed, Trusting in ABa’s Restoration, Will Perfecting Balance Of Goodness, Rightful Union, Completion.

we church today, i feel grateful to know Purpose Of ABa’s Gathering, Forgiveness Connect Settling differences, faults, shortcomings.  we are not meant to exist in isolation but Union With LIFE.  Drawn Together With LIFE GIVER, Celebration in Praise Of Rejoicing, Fulfillment Of Faithful Promise Upholding family in Truth AS IS.  no human institution can ever be perfect, i feel grateful ABa does not judge us but without delay Accept in Warm Welcome Embrace every thing, Including every one in Gift Of LIFE, Invitation Of Truth.  Faithfulness Abiding with humanity from Beginning to End, Completing our failures, Mending our differences, Settling restless lawlessness in Order.

ABa Answer in Resolved Devotion, Patient Kindness is Magnanimous, Instant in Forgiveness, Assurance Surround children in Approval Complete.  i don’t know of a Better Place Of Rest than ABa’s HOME, Connected in Heart Of Truth, Embosomed in Cherishing Peacefulness.

prayer 6.10.15

ABa YDH For Gentle Constant Tending, Raising to Make Room for prayer in early  predawn, Welcomed in Presence Most High, even when i didn’t plan time, ABa Made Time for me.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Continual Guidance, Accommodating In Magnanimous Liberal Kindness Surpassing all imagination, Heart Of Truth Encircle Complete.

Gentle rains falling in forest, heard in darkness pelting on leaves of plants, covering our little abode in the midst.  waters gather, flow down make shift gutter, still working after so many years from old cut roofing.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Provisions In Safety, Tender Regard for deviant children, Complete Acceptance irrespective of devotion, allegiance, dedication, Embracing opposition.  ABa does not cast out any child of creation but Includes ever one.

i feel grateful for ABa’s Sustenance, Restoring daily continually perpetually, LIFE, allowing our full manifestation within the collective.  today, i work on another island, doing health screening and education.  day before was visiting some new patients in the community, the morrow and day after will be the same.  i feel grateful for work connected to LIFE, ABa Provides Occupation First, Foremost daily, unpaid in man’s terms but Richly Paid In Heaven’s Terms.  i feel grateful to be completely engaged, content, happy in ABa’s Occupation, Given Variety, Meaningful Substance.

time and space is of no consequence to One Beyond limitations.  i feel grateful ABa Commands every element of LIFE in complete creation, all of existence.  there is no one else who could take ABa’s Place, Position, Prerogative.  Legitimate Genuine Absolution Is Definitive, Clear, Transparent.  ABa Reveals everything in creation for Witness, Testimony, Research.  Conclusion may be had because ABa Pours Forth to Overflow, Inform, Communicate with children of creation, Connecting us to LIFE, Restoring Truth AS IS, Real Meaning, Original Spring, Fountain Of Existence, IS-ness.  Covering family in Vindication Most High, Constant Cherishing Approval Comfort In Assurance AMeN.

prayer 6.4.15

ABa i feel grateful for Comfort Of Assurance, Cherishing Approval, Constant Abiding, Enduring Uplifting, Encouragement Sustaining LIFE in Unrestrained LOVE, Settling each of us in union with Source Of Being despite our deviation, failures, weakness, frailty.  i feel grateful for Resilience, Usefulness, Agreement Harmonized, Succinct, Personal, Valuing myriad expressions, Made Room for in Freedom Of Choosing.

my heart may always find Confidence in ABa’s Safety, Sanctuary, Given Rest from weariness, Revived in Spirit Of LIVING, Instructed in ABa’s Tutelage, matchless, Clear, Relevant.  i feel grateful for Provisions in Simplicity, meeting our deepest desire, fulfilling needs, Straightforward, Changeless, Perpetual, on the Mark.  Calming distress, Soothing anguish, Amending grief, Healing brokenness to Make Whole, Restoring in Celebration Of Rejoicing.  

Keeping each one Safe in Protection Most High, Blessing in adversity, Companion in suffering, Given Truth For Sustenance in privation, Comfort in torment.  Gathering children HOME, Engendered in union, Cherished In Eternal Faithful Devotion.  despite our difficulties, heartbreak, peril, ABa Remains With us Constant, Ushering through danger into Safety, Conveying from despair to Secure Shelter, Guiding, Marking, Signaling for every one to take Refuge.

our Shepherd Is Faithfulness, in spite of our adultery, falsehood, inconsistency.  Drawing every one Close, Inseparable, Re-enkindled in LIFE.  we are Safe indeed in ABa’s Recovery, Settlement Of Rest, Peace Surpassing all comprehension, Preservation.  ABa is my HOME, Devotion, Humble Abiding Presence, Eternal Possession AMeN.

prayer 3.4.15

AB how Wonderful Is Your Way, Thoughts, Will For us, Giving LIFE, Sustaining Goodness, Responding Always In Blessing, Preserving Alive In Full Flame, Completing our lack, Perfecting us to Correspond With Most High Being, Existence, AS IS, Fulfilling Truth.  i feel grateful for AB’s Purpose For me, Finding Peace In Trust Of AB’s Settlement, so Fitting, Pleasant, Suitable, Meet, at ease with AB’s Arrangement, Order, Law, Rule, Governance, Resolution.  

Cherished In AB’s Approval, Assurance Guarantee, Unwavering Eternal Abiding Attendance, Presence, Regard, Enfolded In Embrace All Encompassing.  grateful to witness AB’s Unfolding Mercy, Unceasing Counsel, Appropriate Competent Wholesome Relevant Guidance, matching every twist and turn in happenings to realize AB’s Ready Preparedness, So Pertinent.  Forethought Suited, Correlating To Meet all our needs on all levels of our being, existence, so that we lack in nothing Good.

Preempting my entire day to the minutest detail, Giving me Always The Best And Finest, unless i become unaware and lapse into unhealthful patterns of being, Still AB Reminds, Bringing About Remembrance, Restoring Consciousness for Proper Right Choosing.  Making Room For Good Decision, Healthful Thoughts, Beneficial Action To Reside.  AB Has Become my Entire Dependence, Trust, Reliance, Confidence, because in Truth, there is and can be no other.  All Answers Come From AB For me and i feel grateful for such Immediate Response, Closeness, Intimate Abiding Union.  

in times and moments of separation, AB Brings me Back Again And Again, Restoring Connection, Encircling Repeatedly, Continually, In Unceasing Assurance, Approval, Comfort.  how Blessed i feel indeed In AB’s Constant Care, Attention, Protection, Guardianship, Support, Unrestrained LOVE, Direction, Command, Regulation, INstruction, Orchestration, Way.  Peaceful, Calm, Restful, Rejuvenating, Nourishing, Comforting, Assuring, Confident Of Good, complete lack of bad.  Still, Quiet, Composed, At Ease, Content, Undisturbed, Soothing, Whole, Secure, Safe, Sound.  Conclusive, Finalized, Honoring Fulfillment, Satisfaction Bearing all faults to Perfection.

worry, anxiety, disturbance seep in only when i lose sight of, forget, leave behind, abandon AB’s Assurance But AB Quicken, Recollect Verified Possession, Commitment, Certain Guarantee.  Immerse To Cover In Peace Preserved, Keep In Constant Protection.  until Final Conclusion of sin, separation, offense, missing The Mark, opposition exists to cause disunion, rupture, detachment from LIFE.  i feel grateful AB Retain To Abide Constant With us.  left alone, we are but defenseless, endangered, vulnerable, helpless, impotent, susceptible, weak, destined for ruin.  hence our need, Essential Requirement, is for AB’s Strengthening Sustenance Continually!

i don’t know we can live separate from LIFE In Reality.  plant without sunshine gets sick and dies.  human without AB’s Guiding Light loses Way and succumbs to destruction of opposer.  there is much working against our Good.  when unaware, ignorant, heedless, unmindful, unsuspecting, inattentive, blind, nescient, unprepared, off guard, we are ensnared in captivity again and again.  our Only HOPE Is Constant Vigilance, Looking To AB, Seeking LIFE’s Solution away from death, destruction, collapse, annihilation.  how willing opposer to snub, humiliate, harm us constantly, causing so great distress, suffering, unnecessary pains, anguish, wretchedness, sorrow, grief, hardship, harrowing punishment, miserable persecutions.

if our devotion, eye, mind, heart is taken off AB for one split moment, we are bothered, disquieted, in peril.  if only we may realize In Reality true danger all around, some disguised as innocent sheep but are ravenous through and through.  we are so easily deceived if we are not vigilant, attentive, alert, awake, heedful, regarding AB every moment.  fear creeps in to destroy relative peace, anxiety crush our bones, worry cover to wring our necks!  i feel so grateful for AB’s Conservation, Protection, Maintenance, Constant Consistent Care, without which all would certainly perish because there is an insane, out of order, lawless opposer, antagonist, out and about causing destruction, discord, disunion everywhere, until Day Of Final Conclusion, Crowning Glory, Eternal Peace.

earth is travailing, passing through final stages of birth pangs, Restoration Is Near, cessation of brokenness, separation, disconnect culminating.  Settlement, Completion, Resolution Is Upon us all.  Finality Of Truth AS IS Revealed Complete, For us to know the Entire Story From Beginning To End Is Near.  Mercy Extended, Reaching every one without exception, each Given Guarantee Of LIFE.  in the End, it is up to each of us to choose Who we Belong With, LIFE, or death.  our destiny follows our decision because AB Honors this Choice In Complete Freedom, Making Room for this Gift Of LIFE.  our hearts will lie with whichever Principle/principle, Person/person, Truth/lie, LIFE/death we are devoted, related, committed to.

this is not something arbitrary, it is always our own choice, that is the Responsibility Of LIFE.  perturbation is a choice, Peace Is the other choice, distrust also a choice, Trust the other, it is always up to us.  AB Honors every choice that we make, that is the Gift Of LIFE, Reality, Truth AS IS.  though we may be needled through and through, battered, broken, abused, pummeled on all sides, we still have Room For Free Choice, to choose Restfulness, Contentment, Nonviolence, Order, Lawfulness, Composure, Trust, or not.  i feel in this intense pressing, compression, is certainly harder but AB Is Near, Always Ready For us no matter what is happening, we may have Room to choose AB’s Resolve, Will, Settlement, Peace Surpassing all understanding, Calm, Rest.

there is no need for us to struggle in AB’s Sustenance, LIFE Is Easeful, Orderly, Legitimate.  we struggle only when we abandon, forsake LIFE, incongruent, disorderly, lawless, it becomes hard, causing so many bumps and bruisings, callousness, misery.  Guided By LIFE GIVER, Encompassed In Harmony, our mental struggles, hostilities, disbeliefs, restlessness, anger, depression may cease, be Resolved, Settled Complete, Return To Order, Lawfulness, Tuneful Balance, Compatible With LIFE, Be In Consonant Agreement, Cooperation, Union, Right With LIFE GIVER, Reconciled In Understanding, Set At One Again.  Success, Victory, Is Guaranteed, not in our own efforts but in AB’s Completion.  Celebration Is Awaiting, Outcome Is Assured, it is up to us, to choose this for ourselves, to receive Gift Of Triumph.  It is always up to us to choose Mastery, Superior Best Result, Favorable End.  no one can force this Gift Of LIFE on any of us.  it is for us to decide, whether we want it or not.

prayer 2.25.15

AB SMYM YDH For waking me early to have time in communion with LIFE GIVER, Best Friend Most Beloved, Breath Of LIFE, Spirit Of Truth, Eternal Faithfulness.  i always feel so grateful for this time, my necessary Nourishment, Most Vital, Essential, Sustenance Of LIFE.  

sky is dark, i hear soft rains passing over, pelting metal roof, cool winds sweep our forest, making music while passing through bamboo chime.  clarion of cocks crowing heard from afar off, animals curled up asleep in these predawn hours of stillness.  coquis singing in forest soon to be replaced by bird songs.  i feel grateful for AB’s Recovery, Maintenance In Will Of LIFE.  preparing another day at work, negotiation solidified in days of labor, to see if this work may continue reasonably, with appropriate compensation, for time sold in exchange for paper money.

i see settlement arriving, Gifts Of AB, Assurance Complete, Comfort, Encouragement, all piling in to greet this morning.  finalization with case management work near completion, another invitation for work arrived with good reward.  i feel cheered in these Gifts, Assurance Of AB’s Provision, Shifting into greater utilization in different field.  AB’s Showering Continues Abundantly, melting drought, quenching dryness With Abundant Moisture, Reviving In LIFE.  i am learning to trust greatly, exclusively, in AB’s Leading.  Setting Forth Way Before us In Beautiful Wondrous Thoughts Of Prospering, Cultivation, Training For Service In AB SMYM.

reading socrates after work i find resonance in life honoring Truth AS IS.  i love Truth seekers, seeking after Master Teacher, Uncompromising Reality, Honest, Straightforward, Unchanging, Reliable, Dependable, Authentic, Firm, Solid.  why depend on anything else when we may have Truth?  This Is The Only Given, everything else shifts and changes constantly.  To have Firm Anchor Is our Safety, Sanctuary from all the fluctuations of life in deviation, distortion, perversion, until Day Of Settlement.  i look forward to this Final Resolution With Joy!  closing forever this chapter of human history in Truth will be wonderful indeed.

until that Day, When Truth Shall Arrive Unveiled, we may find Complete Security In AB’s Sheltering while the storm rages, opposer attacking, endless volleys tossed back and forth in reverberations.  i feel grateful for AB’s Defense, Protection, Refuge amid chaos, confusion, turmoil, upheaval, lawlessness.  it is indeed Good to know we may have Complete Dependence, Given Rest leaning on AB’s Peace, Assurance, Confidence, Guarantee.  every other is but broken cistern that hold no water.  AB Is LIFE Giving, Perpetual, Satisfying, Fulfilling, Truthful.  i choose AB As my Source Of LIFE, Fountain Of Blessedness, Consistent Faithful Trust, surpassing all understanding, inventions, fabrication.

sky is brightening to grey amid showers of rainfall, i feel grateful for this abundance of rain keeping tanks overflowing, interspersed with sunshine to fill our batteries with power, sustaining simplicity of life in these forests hemmed in greens.  newly sowed seeds of herbs sprouting with lush, plump germination, burgeoning from rich compost amended growth medium.  plants reviving in cool rains after weeks of continual drought.  i feel grateful for respite finding Rest In AB’s Settlement, Stewardship Of Peace, Comfort, contented in AB’s Resolution, Provision, Effectuation.  learning as i go, Raised In AB’s Constant Cultivation, Strengthened In AB’s Maintenance, Assurance, Faithfulness, Comfort Always AMN