prayer 6.30.15

Reviving Renewal is such a Beautiful thing!  Restoring Usefulness, Making Good, Suitable, Accorded Favor, Approval, Given Assurance Most High, we imitate Way, Pattern, Unrestrained LOVE to practise the same.  a 15 year old rope hammock, broken, rolled up, relegated to under the house for the past few years remembered, retrieved, recovered from its decrepit state.  working all afternoon untying knots to free broken rod, restringing this old beat up thing purchased in new hampshire, hung out doors amongst trees when jessi was born.  we took it down to atlanta with us, hanging it on second story deck overlooking lake.  the kids enjoyed swinging in it.  we took it to california when we moved to be closer to my parents.  in arcadia, it hung outside on couple of ancient avocado trees next to house.  many children have swung on it, enjoyed afternoons in cool of shade.  when we came to hawaii, it came also but was replaced by other hammocks procured from around the world during travels, that was 2008.

we have been on this island since, ABa Settling us here, Given Rest from business to LIFE In Simplicity, Intentional Undoing, finding Balance, Cleansing from past, Growing in Understanding,  Clarity, Sustained In ABa’s Complete Devotion, Faithfulness, Genuine Comfort.  In ABa’s Cultivation, i have become much stronger, healthier, resilient in Joyfulness, feeling Constant Gratefulness for everything.  in times past, inundated by heavy filth, darkness, ignorance, LIFE seemed impenetrable, now everything seems Clear, Perceptible, Palpable, Within Reach, Accessible.  i am speaking of the Good stuff.  i feel grateful to be Recovered, Saved In ABa’s Liberation, Emancipated from my old ways, Renewed in LIFE, ABa Restoring disconnect on so many levels, brokenness, fragmented living to ONE In Union Related to LIFE, Connected daily in Truth AS IS.  i feel Blessed Indeed to be Revived in ABa’s Renovation, Rehabilitation, Rebuilding shattered lives, dysfunction, failures.  Covering us without hesitation in Embrace Of Acceptance.  i feel Freed from all encumbrance, Revived daily in ABa’s Restoration Continually.

softer, gentler, sensible, conforming, humble, peaceful, ABa Imbues Character Beneficent in harsh creatures accustomed to violence, abusive fierceness, forceful aggression, ferocious intemperance.  to tame such beasts, humanity must come close to LIFE to know Reality Of Unrestrained Mercy, Complete Acceptance, Comfort Of Approval, Assurance Embracing all.  ABa came close to me when i had nothing, beaten to death, stripped of all belongings, humiliated, trampled, forsaken.  ABa Uplifted In Cherishing Comfort, Gathering our broken family, shattered, faithless, impotent of Good, ignorant of LIFE, denying Truth AS IS, ungoverned, lawless, out of control, prideful, deceived, blind, deaf, dumb.  at the time, i thought i was something when i really was nothing Good.  today, i know better, seeing Reality AS IS daily Revives, Humility Sustain In Truthfulness, Genuine Authenticity.  i didn’t even realize what a hypocrite i was until ABa Removed me from my old ways, Renewed In Way Of LIFE, Truth AS IS.  today, i may choose Honesty over lying when falsehood is urged.  this is Room Made By ABa ShaMaYM i did not have before, pressed by opposition, thrashed in confusion, disjointed, disintegrating in destruction, faltering in contravention.

ABa has Reunited Whole, Assimilated In Integration Encompassed In Safety.  Uncluttered impedance, removed strangling suffocation, unloading stress, Free In Cultivation Of LIFE.  i belong to LIFE GIVER, always has, always will, only i did not realize Truth Of Fact.  under ABa’s Tutelage, Trust Is Rebuilt, Faithfulness Restored, Honesty Revived In Genuine Authenticity.  ABa’s Ceaseless Care, Constant Abiding, Certain Approval, Devoted Assurance Carry us in Poise, ABa’s Commitment Settle In Guaranteed Presence Of Peaceful Union.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Restfulness, Legitimate Lawful Ease, Harmony Of Order Assuring Comfort.  knowing ABa Is Eternal, Changeless, Immutable, Constant, Unvarying, Consistent, Permanent In Faithfulness, i may trust in ABa’s Solidity, Substantial Truth, Valid Authority, Reliable Soundness.  there is no disturbance here, Peace Reigns Eternal, ABa’s Devotion Is Exact, Authentic, Precise AS IS.

prayer 6.26.15

with practice, regular familiarity develops strength, knowledge, experience in any given field.  donald drove over 80 miles one way across mountains, desert, valleys, ravines, sea cliffs to reach south kona.  i feel grateful for ABa’s Cultivation In Mercy, Patience, Giving Opportunity for learning to students, Improving skills in education grounded in LIFE.  it has been about a month since he received driving permit to practice on paved roads of traffic.  we have gone out a dozen times in long, short, day, night time drives.  i feel grateful for his quick absorption, mastering skill in good order with thorough understanding and responsibility.

this morning vince leaves his place in donald’s care to attend funeral, meeting mei half way around globe.  their newly installed solar went down twice.  we prepared to meet situation, essentials will be supplied in case system failed.  i feel grateful donald will know how to navigate, trained in simple living on the land.  he will be alone on five acres of raw land taking care of two dogs and himself, having charge of the place.  i feel grateful for Trust, Dependable Faithfulness, Constant Devotion.  these qualities ABa Cultivates, Engenders, Nurtures in children Brought Forth Cherished, Character Imprinted from Constant Intimate Companionship.

Apprenticeship With Most High Foster Integrity, Genuine Strength Of Character, Principled Resolve, learning of Truth Essential.  i feel grateful to witness Resilient Fortitude, Spirit Of LIFE Give Depth Of Understanding, Cogency, Healthful Vigor, Goodness In Appropriate Dignity.  Edification Most High Guide, Inform, Enlighten ones in darkness, Giving Proper Education In LIFE Of Truth Constant.  ABa Is Master Coach Shepherding children in Way Enduring, Meaningful, Substantial, Real, Humble, Gentle, Forgiving.  we lack in nothing Good in ABa’s Encircling Embrace, Disciplined In LIFE, Prepared In Faithful Devotion.  ABa Fulfilling to Satisfy every need, curiosity, interest, inquiry, asking, seeking after, Truth AS IS.