sleepless night interrupted by the dogs barking, running up and down stair, continuous fireworks culminating at midnight. morning began in garden, enjoying freshness of air, quiet after noisome celebration in neighborhood. sound of birds returned.
so much done, the entire morning spent. i feel tired from exertion, rambling all over yard doing one thing after another. Communion With AB forfeited until now, Privilege Of Study In Word Of LIFE postponed, delayed, put off. mind feels numb, resting, floating, contemplative. as much and far as i was from Communion With AB is Constant Presence, Awareness, Consciousness Of Communion. as i went about doing different things, awareness was of AB SMYM, and fact i was not sitting down To Be With AB! that was my preoccupation.
AB’s Draw Is Strong, this place of Union Tenacious, Calling Vigorously To Sit Down With AB And Be Blessed In Knowledge Of Word Of LIFE. i feel grateful For AB’s Persuasion, Occupation, Magnetism, Winning, Forgiveness, Yielding, Soft Tenderness That Is Relentless! YDH AB SMYM For Beginning new year With us in our midst. Chasing After To Call us Into Your Presence, To Bless us especially when we run away! Liberating from shackles that bind, Releasing to Draw And Bring us Near To You AB YDH. i feel so Cherished, Immersed In Constant Approval, Assurance, Embraced In Unrestrained LOVE.
not a single memory i am able to find of AB’s condemnation. there is none. Deep Conviction yes, but never, not even once, of punishment, censure, castigation, disapproval. AB Is Always A YES! Completely OPEN, Giving Free Access, Privilege Of Free Choice, Making Room Always In AB’s Bosom Embrace. AB Is Able To Take any and everything AS IS, To Increase, Augment, Improve, To Give Advantage, Benefit, Good. Nourish Into Fruitfulness, Guiding stubborn people bent on rebellion To Complete Obedience In LOVE. Always In Gentleness, Tender Constant Care, Meek, Lowly, Humble, Mild.
i have yet to experience the typical depiction of thundering god. it is against AB’s Nature to be angry, roaring, ferocious. this is completely not in my personal experience with AB in all these years of relating. when i look deeper, Only Mercy, Compassion, Benevolence, Consideration, Kindness, Tenderhearted Warmth, Magnanimous, Wise, Affectionate, Vulnerable in a sense Transparency, Straightforward Clarity, Complete Devotion, Absolute Faithfulness, Authentic, Genuine, Honest Sincerity, Appreciative Delight, Forbearing Clemency, Pleasant Adoring, Uplifting Support, Constant Unceasing Steadfastness, Resolved, Unswerving Consistent, Unchanging, Completely Dependable, Knowable, Sweetness Surpassing all understanding, REAL Always. AB Is my BEST Friend. YDH AB For Being my Friend ALM AMN AMNM.
enjoyable afternoon, bamboo wind chime making music, goats calling when they hear the children downstairs, jessi’s chopin on piano, birds in forest singing gently, little ones chirping. i feel grateful for this day, LIFE AS IS, AB my Best Friend Abiding Constant With us. YDH AB SMYM ALM AMN AMNM. our trust is in AB’s Direction, Will, Purpose Set Forth For us. Given REST In AB Complete, easeful, calm, content. YDH AB For Blessedness, Abiding Comfort, Constant Presence With us.
